Chapter 4 His secret

Samantha's POV

" No, it can't be deleted. What did you do?" He asked.

" I mistakenly sent the video I did for you to Alpha. He is going to crucify me" I said with a shaky voice.

" What!" John said astonishingly.

"I know, it is a mistake." I said.

"How can you make such stupid mistake? Are you dumb? What kind of mistake is that Sam?" He bawled.

I could sense he was already very angry. I wouldn't blame him. I'm his girlfriend and I sent my nude to another guy.

"I'm sorry" I pleaded.

"Don't you dare plead. I don't know why you are so dull. You are such an annoying one. What do you think the Alpha will think of you? A call girl? Not even with your body that is not so interesting........"

Every one of his words was slicing through my heart.

"Let me tell you. Don't you dare mention that I'm the one you want to send it to. Just to send one of your shabbily made videos, you still sent it to another man. No wonder you never got a mate. Just wait for the Alpha's wrath because I know he might not get angry at the video but his anger will be because the one in the video is such a ugly and uninteresting one" he said spitefully and ended the call.

I looked at the phone and tears poured down my cheeks. I wasn't expecting so many angry words from him.

This wasn't the first time he would get angry and make me know how useless and ugly I am but he would come back apologising that it was all anger and that he likes me without beauty.

But today seems so painful. I didn't say I was beautiful but then he shouldn't have made me feel like I'm an old hag.

I was so distraught that I cried so much. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't call Lori to tell her this nor could I tell my parents. They are just gonna kill me.

The one I could bring myself to call, already destroyed the remaining hope I have.

The alpha will definitely disgrace me with severe punishment. The devil that was after me really caught me this time around. In fact I wasn't only caught, I was bound with it.

I was almost behaving like a mad woman. I didn't even bother to put on my clothes. I just lay on my bed and cry. I begin to think about a million things that the Alpha will do to me when he sees the video. I didn't even notice when my roommates entered until one spoke.

"Sam..." Velvet called.

I didn't reply. All I could just say is that "I'm so dead".

I know they would be confused but I don't seem to care about that. All I care about is how I would be saved from this pain and shame that is about to befall me.

I just laid there with a stream of water flowing down my chubby cheek. What was the most painful thing is that, I don't have a perfectly slim body like the rest of the females in the pack, that we could say would entice the Alpha.

John was right when he said that the Alpha will be more annoyed if he sees my body. My body is one of the reasons most people mock me.

I'm a lady who is counted as fat. In our pack, those counted as beautiful have their waist measured from 23 to 26 but mine is 32 if you know the measurements. Also have my hip and it's fuller than my peers. So they regard me as looking like an old woman.

Although not too chubby , I can't be used for a beauty pageant like some ladies. Not forgetting that I have a stomach that hinders me from a perfect shape but I have a beautiful face.

No need to tell me that I have a beautiful face. Even though no one has ever said that to me, not even my boyfriend, I know because I see must ladies look at my face and jealousy will come. I also know beautiful things when I see them.

But then a beautiful face doesn't count without a body to match it. I'm also a red head and that I feel like is a complication.

Now the Alpha has a video of a ugly naked girl on his phone. This will vex him. My mother will kill me even before the Alpha hears of it.

Velvet looked at Susan and then back to me. She took my hand and pulled me into a sitting position. I didn't object, I just followed like a dummy. She sat beside me and held me closer.

She didn't say a thing for a few seconds. Both Susan and Velvet didn't pester me to know what happened like their usual manner. Although I'm grateful for that, it really bothered me.

"Does that mean the news already spread across the pack house?" I asked myself in my thoughts.

" Stop crying Sam," Susan said with a sad face.

" I can't. I can't believe what just happened" I said sniffing.

I couldn't stop myself from crying more. Now I'll definitely be the mocking news in all the pack houses. This won't go until I leave this house. Even if I do it will still haunt me in the streets. How do I want to retain my relationship with John? He will be too ashamed to mingle with me. I know this is the end of my life.

"Sam, the truth is we've known each other for a while now but we didn't want to tell you because we don't want to break your heart" Velvet said softly.

I gave a confused look but my already swollen face didn't let them notice. I don't know what she's talking about but I don't care to know. Anything that they want to tell me won't be bigger than what happened to me.

"It's not like Sam told us directly. We just happened to know and I'm sorry about it" Susan said with a guilty look.

Now I know they've heard about the news but I don't know if it's all the people in the pack house that heard.

"So you've heard?" I wept.

"Yes Sam, we did want to tell you about it but Sally warned us against telling you. She said it would be better if you found out yourself" Velvet replied.

" Found out?" I asked myself. "I was the one who made this grave mistake. How then would I not find out immediately. I'm such a dead girl. I'm so dead" I wailed putting both palms on my head.

The two ladies hugged me and cried with me.

"What do I do?" I whimpered.

"See, girl that guy is no good for you. He is a green snake under the green grace. You are way better off him than you can ever think. Forget his position. He is just playing on your innocent heart" Velvet spitted out.

She was angry and very angry.

I was surprised at what she said about the Alpha. No one dares talk about the Alpha that way. Moreover, the way she was talking it's so confusing. I don't understand why she would say such words. Moreover, why will the Alpha play with my heart when I'm not his girlfriend? I was seriously confused here.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Sam, John has never been faithful to you. He's always a cheat. Thank goodness you don't really flaunt your relationship to him else you would have been a big laughing stock........" Velvet said with animosity

I was looking at the two ladies to get more understanding. Why are we suddenly talking about John

" Yes, that's what saved her. Well at least now that the Beta's sister is now his betrothed, he would leave you be '' Susan hissed.

Hearing this it was like a huge rock fell on my head. I was dazed for a moment. This feeling was so much more painful than what the Alpha will do to me.

"Can you repeat yourself?" I said with a shaky voice.

It was Velvet and Susan's turn to give me a confusing look.

"Is the beta's sister John's mate?" I ask when they decided not to answer me.

"No she's not. I'm so sure it was John that tricked her into becoming his betrothed since she lost her mate at the battle" Susan replied.