Chapter 3 my patience

Chapter 3

I'm here at the Café today while waiting for Azriel because he's going to tell me something.

I have been waiting for an hour and my patience is about to run out.

"Maybe it will be there later." When I convince myself, maybe it's because when I leave, he suddenly comes.

But no matter how much convincing I did, my patience is slowly running out, I've been waiting for several hours and I've already ordered three times because I'm shy of the people here, they might think I'm just hanging around.

"Are you still coming?" I whispered in the air, I looked at my wrist watch, it's 8pm, it was 2pm when I arrived, why am I still thinking that he's still coming, he's been waiting for me for six hours.

I picked up my sling bag before leaving the café, I looked for a ride but I couldn't find a taxi, it was getting a bit dark and I couldn't see any stars in the sky, grandma told me that if there are no stars, there is a possibility of rain, I don't have an umbrella with me so I have to be quick.

My feet hurt when I walk but until now I still haven't seen a taxi, I don't know but I only prayed for one thing right now, that is to see Azriel so I can go home, he is the only one I can trust, even though He broke my trust and he was the only one who made me feel safe whenever I was with him.

I hate darks, I have a phobia of the dark where I tremble with fear, I don't know where it started but the only thing I remember is that it was raining and I was in a dark place, that's when I started to be afraid of the dark.

I covered my ears with both hands when suddenly it thundered loudly, it was going to rain.

I entered an alley where there was no one, this was the only way to get to the high way.

I saw a person lying on the side of the road, that's why I quickly ran to help him, he looked beaten.

I already know the body of this person, it's Azi.

"Hey, Azi." I tried to wake him up, I slap his face not just once just to wake him up but nothing really happened.

"Azriel wake up!" I screamed, he was unconscious.

I continued walking until I reached the high way where there were many passing cars, I hailed a taxi and pointed the way to Azi's place.

"Brother, help him." I said, we helped Azriel into the car to take him to the nearest hospital, what are you doing?

"Just kidding ma'am, you again." I turned around after talking to the driver, I tried to remember his face and yes he was the driver who handed me a tissue when I was going home and I cried right here in his taxi.

"Your boyfriend?" He asked, I shook my head in response.

"Ex husband brother." I answered, he nodded in response, I could feel the speed of his driving, I thanked him when we got to the hospital.

They treated Azi's wound, since he's a doctor here, he was taken care of immediately.

I just sat on the bench praying that Azi will be okay, even though I hate him and I don't want anything bad to happen to him.

"Omg! Where is my Azriel?" Oh, Monica shouted here at the Hospital, she stared at me after she saw me.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, pulling my hand to make me stand up.

"What's wrong Monica? Can't you just sit there and wait for Azi?" I yelled at him in annoyance, as fvck we were just as worried.

"Who are you to yell at me?" I received a slap from him.

"And who are you to destroy my family?" He couldn't believe that he confronted me, he wished he didn't because I immediately slapped his face, his hair was almost messed up because of the strength.

"Jade." We both turned around after seeing Azi in a wheelchair while Monica was watching us.

"She hurt me." Monica said dramatically before approaching Azi, I could see her sharp gaze before slowly standing up from the wheel chair and holding my arm tightly.

"What the hell, Azi, I'm hurt." I'm sorry because his nails have almost sunk into the tightness, now he was able to hurt me physically.

"Why did you slap him? Are you out of your mind? I don't know you anymore!" He dropped a stone on me causing me to fall, immediately pain in my stomach after it hit the bench I was sitting on earlier.

He immediately approached me after realizing what he did.

"Hey, I'm sorry, I don't intend to push you nor shout at you." He tried to hold my arm but I ignored what he said, I closed my eyes because of the pain I was feeling, not only physically, but mentally I was crushed.

I forced myself to stand up and run out of the hospital, I heard him call me but I didn't look at him.

I was crying walking here outside the hospital, I could hardly see what I was passing by because my vision was gradually getting blurry due to my tears falling one after another.

Even if I wanted to go back inside the hospital, I couldn't because Azi was there and his roommate or should I say his girlfriend.

"Why did you have to do this to me Azriel? Where are the promises you made? I never once thought that someday you'll break your vows because Azi everything is perfect." I cried while continuing to walk, the only thing on my mind right now was to get away from this place, to get away from Azi. "Azi, you love me, don't you? You loved me, didn't you?" I continued, I didn't waste time to wipe my tears because it was raining again, much better, I can hide my tears. "You promised me everything but all that disappeared in just an instant, Azi I miss you so much.. I miss the Azriel I loved so much, tsngina Azi what is my fault?" I feel that my dizziness is getting stronger but I can't do anything, I just keep walking hoping that I will find someone to shelter me even if I am in the middle of the road. "Azriel I just loved you.. why does it hurt to love you?" The last words I uttered before the darkness engulfed me completely, I heard a loud horn before I felt something hard hit my body causing me to completely lose consciousness.

God please save my baby..

a|n: there's no car so I added something to that, now I'm going to take a nap since I'm not sleepy yet.

My body hurt, I couldn't move my legs too much, a light woke me up and the doctors appeared to me, obviously waiting for me to wake up.

"Wait where am I?" Suddenly I felt the pain in my back even more, I held my head while remembering the events.

I have a cheater ex-husband and he has a snake girlfriend, I miscarried my child and am pregnant- wait.

"My son? Where is my baby?" I slowly looked at my stomach, no, please tell me. There are two of us now.

"Calm down Jade! I'm going to add more wounds to your body!" Who said that's why I turned around, who is it?

"Why do you know my name?" I asked while trying to remember who he was.

He winked at me to annoy me, come on.

"Laurence?" I asked in surprise, he laughed at me before nodding, I also laughed weakly after remembering one thing, it was just a joke in high school.

I was barely holding my head when it hurt.

"Don't laugh just yet, well be thankful that I was the one who bumped into you and I gave your son first aid otherwise you might not be the same now." I looked at him intently because, I would have moved my foot to kick him but I was the only one who was hurt.

"Should I thank you for bumping into me?" I said to him, he put his hand between my eyebrows before pulling it apart.

"Easy, by the way, how are you and Azriel doing? It's been a while! I'm godfather." He raised an eyebrow at me but I immediately looked away.

I'm thinking if I should tell him what really happened with Azi but I'm also thinking that I shouldn't because this kind of problem shouldn't be shared.

"Are you alright?" He asked, I tried to smile before nodding.

"I'm fine, Rence." I answered, he seemed to believe so I didn't say another word.

Well what if it wasn't Laurence who bumped into me? Am I still alive? Is my child still alive?

I just shook my head because of what I was thinking, why am I thinking like this?

My life is full of darkness without Azi but there is a bright side that he gave me an angel before we parted ways, I have not been left alone.

"Who says you're okay? Of course you're not looking you're crying." I looked at him when he was in pain, I slowly wiped the tears from my eyes.

"My body must be in pain, I'm going to bump into you!" I shouted at him, he just laughed at me until he got tired.

Well that's Laurence, a man who loves to laugh

I stayed here in the hospital for a few days, mommy already knew that I was here, that's why she hardly left my side.

He is currently lying next to me with his cell phone next to him; I simply took it before going straight to his contacts.

I removed Azriel's number on her phone the same for me, maybe I need to move on, I can't drown in sadness.

Start over Jade, even if not for yourself but for your son.

I smiled before caressing my stomach, I feel a little bit bigger but it's not that obvious, well up close maybe yes but from a distance my stomach still seems normal.

I turned around when the door opened and Laurence spat out, you'd think he was always unemployed because he was always hanging out here in my room.

"What are you carrying?" I asked, he raised an eyebrow at me before putting his things down, I think it's lunch because it's almost noon.

"It's just for my aunt." He answered, he slowly woke up mom before handing her the container with only food.

"It's Rence." He turned to me because of that, he went out for a while then when he came back he had hospital food.

"What is that?" I asked, he took the table before putting it on my bed, I looked at the food, the pale food was obviously tasteless.

"You will eat hospital food." He said while preparing what I would eat, I was in agony because it looked like I had no choice. He is also serious about what he said.

I'm looking at both of them because they seem to envy me for what they eat, seriously? I've been eating like this for almost a week, is there no cheat day?

I remembered the first time I was in the hospital, this is how Azriel did to me.

"I don't want it love, I'll eat it like that." I thought he would agree but he just asked me.

"Azi, I'm not used to this kind of thing. This is why I don't want to be in the Hospital." When I acted, he just tortured me before putting the spoon in my mouth.

"Eat." He ordered, I tried to open my mouth because it won't stop me until I eat this Hospital food.

"Drink this one then we'll go home, I'll cook for you." I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling, I immediately took the medicine so we could go home immediately.

I smiled bitterly after remembering that, all happy memories will remain memories.

"Eat." I went back into a trance after hearing that.

"Huh?" I asked Laurence.

"Eat this, it's getting cold." I looked at the spoon in front of me, is he going to eat me?

I put the spoon down before nodding, he smiled at me before ruffling my hair. He immediately stood up before going out because he still had a patient.

To Be Continued...