Chapter 5 Brad is Lost on Thoughts

Brad POV...

What is wrong with me and what did I just do? She is not at all the type I was imagining for an assistant. How did I accept her as my assistant and am I even treating her like one? I treated her like a princess whom I felt like giving a lot of love and care.

I was so soft and it is my first time that I have been this flirty, silly and awkward in front of a woman. I am embarrassed for all the things I said to her today. I wonder what she is even thinking about me right now.

She came for the contract and Ken called in an HR round. However, I took away all her attention to me and I could only stare at her whole time. I felt her to be so close to me already and I don't understand why.

What is wrong with me? I was never like this.

I shouldn't have told her about passing her genes to my kids and she must have understood. I never ever thought of children and how did that think even to my mind? I never thought of dating anyone at the same time.

I told her that I need someone by my side. Damn!!! She is my assistant. I should had used the word 'assistant'. What is she probably thinking of me? I hope she doesn't think of me as a flirt or pervert hitting on her. I was trying to be nice, but I was completely brainless right from the moment she entered my office. I never talked to a woman this way and I am confused why did I speak whatever I spoke.

I could see her blushing all the time, but I was upset that she wasn't even looking at me. I am already jealous of all the men who are her friends and chasing her. She is so mine.

What did I say again? What is going on with me? She is a shorty, and I am a tall guy. She dresses decent but I like women who dress openly. She is simple but classy is something I could be sure of. Why did I give her the job in the first place?

It could be a possibility that I find her intelligent. Also, did I make coffee with her? I have never taken even a glass of water in my life. I got served whenever I ordered. It felt so peaceful to prepare two cups of coffee with her. I was imagining a happy home where we both are living and cooking together.

'Shut up Brad', I scolded myself in my mind. There's something wrong with me and I should control myself. I am confused why I miss her already and I am getting strong urges to talk to her even more. Why did she leave so early? I can talk to her for hours.

Here I go again. I hope to see her soon because I want to keep looking at her cute, beautiful, and innocent face. I have never met or seen a woman like her. She is special to me already and I want this contract to be long-term for sure to get close to her.

'Again Brad? Care to stay professional with your assistant?' If I am not thinking of a marriage, I should be good with all my chaotic thoughts that she left me with all by myself in the office.