disgusted with myself knowing I'm not meant
to be doing this. He is my boss's son
technically my boss whose marrying some
rich girl. The more shocking fact was that I
was
enjoying myself a lot. That I didn't want
William to stop.He pulled back from the kiss and started
planting soft wet kisses from the corner of my
mouth to
my collarbone, sucking on my neck
In the process. I feel myself shivering under
his touch. It felt so good.
He started sucking my lips again and I
wrapped my arms around his neck pulling
him in, wanting to feel all of him.
As I started kissing him back, fighting for
dominance even when I knew that I can never
win; His phone starts ringing, the most
annoying sound I've ever heard.
He pulls out from the kiss and takes his
phone out. I so want to smash that phone
right now. I was having the time of my life but
That damn phone ruined it.
I saw it flashing 'Ariel' on the screen, guilt and
disgust started building up inside me but I
chose to ignore it, he picked up."Ariel." He said in a resigned tone as if
answering her call was the last thing he
wanted to do. I felt happy about it.
"William, darling. I heard her screeched voice
over the phone. She seems so desperate even
when she is on the phone.
"I'm standing at the front door of your house
right now and the old maid won't let me in."
she said, sounding like an outright bitch.
I knew she was referring to Elizabeth .Elizabeth was
right; she is a snobby spoiled rich brat. She has
no manners and respect.
I heard William telling her never to refer to
Elizabeth as an old maid again
as he walked out
of my room. I felt hurt; he didn't even say a
word to me before he left.
I also felt this sudden surge of jealousy in me
as
I watched him leave and my heart broke. I
felt like crying but I remembered my mother's
word.My darling, don't let anyone have the
power to make you cry and if William likes
you a lot like
you like him he wouldn't marry
her.
I won't give him the pleasure of making me
cry. I think somewhere in my heart I knew
that this will happen. But I won't cry over
him, I can't do this to myself... my heart.
I get dressed and head out of the room to see
if Elizabeth needs me to do anything.
******
'Elizabeth .' I called as I entered the kitchen.
"Olivia dear, I'm in here." I found her sitting at
the end of the kitchen and I walked to her.
Before I could start talking she started
talking.
"That Barbie doll lacks manners and she calls
herself a princess. I feel like ripping those
fake extensions of her head. She is such a sl.ut
My eyes
widen at Elizabeth's choice of words. I
have never heard her talk bad about
someone; she's always so graceful and well-
mannered.
"Ellie! I have never heard you speak like that.
What did she do?"
"She called me old. An old nun. Can you
believe it?"
"I'm very sorry, Elizabeth . You're actually not
old.' apologized hoping it would make her
feel better.
She's probably the same
age as my mother.
"Treasure. You don't need to apologize on her
behalf. You are so sweet." She said as she
pulled me into her warmth.
I hugged her back, just knowing how much I
need a hug
to mend my heart.
I need my Mother to hug me. For once I
thought everything was perfect in my life, that
there were no more worries but William had to
come and break my little sweet dream of a
better life.
"I'm having a migraine and I need some rest.
I really can't handle her. She really knows
how to work someone up. Can you please
attend to them? I won't be able to do it, I just
can't stand her."
"Sure. Do you need anything else?"
"No honey. Just ask William and his doll if they
need anything.
She looks so tired, her voice also sounds tired.
I watched as she walked away. I just hope my
heart can handle William and his soon-to-be-
wife. Sigh.
I have searched for the perfect couple Note
my sarcasm.' everywhere but I still haven't
found them.
I just came out of the pool room and I still haven't found them. I wonder where they are and
What are they doing? My heart sinks as I
thought of some possible scenarios...some
very intimate one.
The only place I haven't checked is the
vineyard but I'm very sure
that they can't be
there.
I walked into the vineyard only to be greeted
with silence. I knew that they wouldn't be here.
There is no point of being here. As I walked
inside I remembered the kiss I shared with
William here. My stomach churns but in a good
kind of way.
As I was about to walk out, I started hearing
moans and gasps.
Only to walk further inside and see Williams
hands all over Ariel, kissing her.
I feel my already broken heart shatter
completely; involuntarily I let out a gasp and
feel
my eyes burning with tears. I hold them
back in because I'm sure my heart can't bear
the humiliation of William seeing me cry. I
took a deep breath to control my emotions. I
can't help but feel betrayed, I feel as if he
cheated on me and it hurts.
Ariel's eyes shoot open at the sound of my
gasp and she glares at me and pulls away
from William. If looks can kill I would have
been buried six feet deep inside the ground by
now.
"What do you want? Can't you see we're busy?
William I think you need to tell your mother
about changing the staff here. They're very ill-
mannered."
She says at one go. She sure has a running
mouth.
"Ariel, you don't need to address her that
way."
William defends.
His eyes soften when he sees me and his face
has guilt written all over it.
il bastard! He should feel
guilty.
"It's okay. I just wanted to ask if you need any
refreshments."
Ariel rolled her eyes.
"If that's all you can leave. We don't need any
refreshments. If we need anything we will call
you. Now please leave." She snapped.
I stood there looking like an idiot; I was
waiting for William to speak.
"You can go.'
He doesn't even address me by my name. I
wonder sometimes, what if he is playing with
my feelings. What if he just wants to get in my
pants? That's the case right, he admitted
himself that he doesn't want any kind of
relationship with me.
I walked out of the vineyard hurriedly into my
room to cry out my heart's content. I just
can't control my tears anymore; they flow out
on their own accord.
As I was crying Elizabeth walked into my room
without knocking and I quickly tried to clear
up my face but with my red and puffy eyes it's
obvious I've been crying.
She walks to my side and engulfs me in a big
warm hug. Soothing and hushing me.
"It's okay, Darling. Your heart wants what it
wants so don't try and go against it. You never
know joy until you've experienced pain.
Everything will be okay. William is just getting
confused you have to give him some time so
that he can know what he wants. He'll come
around just wait and see. Shh."
Marie knows. My mother knows but William
He is still clueless. Can't he see I am falling for
him? After a while, I didn't have any more
tears left and I was still in Elizabeth's arms.
"Why don't you go
take a shower and freshen
up? Get rid of those awful puffy eyes and
come looking like the beautiful Olivia I
know."
She said walking with me to the bathroom.
She is so like my mother. She understands me
just like my mother does.
"After your shower you'll come in the kitchen
and you will have some hot chocolate with me
and it'll leave you feeling better. Just like my
American niece always says 'Aunt Elizabeth Hot
Chocolate Mends All Broken Hearts'. she
said waving her hand in the air, making me
giggle. Her presence made me feel a lot
better. I can't stand being alone right now.
******
After my shower and hot chocolate, I felt a lot
better. I guess the American niece was right.
Ariel and her bad aura long
gone and I
haven't set my eyes on William since then.
Not that I want to, I said to myself.
You're right, my alert subconscious replied.
Mr and Mrs Hubert just arrived and the family
is having dinner.
Mrs Hubert hasn't stopped asking William about
his day with Ariel, to which he has given the
same retort,
"Horrible."
Mrs Hubert was really upset but she still didn't
stop asking William more questions which led
to a heated argument just like every day.
I overheard their constant dinner argument.
I know it's rude but I can't help it.
"You sure do know. That's not how I raised
you.
I hear my mum's imaginary sing-song voice.
"Father I think you may have to stick it into
mother's skull that I'm not marrying Ariel.
She's not even material for a wife or marriage. I
don't want a wife or kids."
"I'm not interfering in this. Just know what
you want."
"William. You have
to marry Ariel and you
must have kids. Where will all your good
looks go? And Ariel is so beautiful; you will
make such good-looking kids together."
"Mum. I've said enough.'
He said as he threw his towel over his
finished food and stomped out of the dining
room angrily.
*****
I start clearing up the kitchen after the
dinner, after they left for bed.
Elizabeth has long gone to
bed because of her
returning migraines.
As I head to
my room, someone grabbed my
arm I and I already knew who the culprit is,
William .
"Olivia."
"Yes, Sir.' I replied with a firm, business-like
voice.
"Umm...." He said scratching the back of his
head. He looks confused and nervous. I think
he wasn't expecting this kind of behavior
from me.
"Sir."
"Olivia, can you stop? Call me William."
As you wish. William."
I was laughing my ass off in my head. I was
enjoying this. He was starting to get irritated
"I'm sorry." He said his voice full of sincerity
"For what?"
That's right! Play dumb, my subconscious
called out happily.
"For this afternoon. Umm about Ariel and
me, it wasn't what you saw. It meant
nothing."
"Ohh that. Sir, I mean William. Your
relationships are none of my business. I'm
only here as a maid, to cook and clean. I have
no right to interfere in any of your
relationships. So you don't need to
apologize."
He grabbed me and pulled me into his
arms,
his warmth. I loved the feel of it, but I knew
better than to melt in his arms.
"Olivia. I'm really sorry. I don't know why
I'm apologizing a bit. I just have this urge to.
Forgive me?"
He said as he pulled back, giving me his
dazzling toothed smile, making him look like
a child. Perfection. That's the word to
describe him.
I "William . I don't hold
any grudge against you.
You're still going to get married to her. I don't
have any business with it really. I'll be out of
here, before you blink an eye."
His eyes harden immediately and he moves
so close to my I face, I feel his breath on my
cheek.
"I'm never
marrying Ariel. And you are not
leaving this house until I have my fill of you.'
He said his voice hard and firm, void of any
emotion. So, he just wants to get in my pants.
I knew it.
Just before he turns his back, he crashes his
lips to mine, giving me a punishing kiss.
Sucking on my bottom lip, stroking my
tongue with his, tasting my mouth. The kiss
was filled with
urgency.
As I started kissing him back and he pulled
away and turned walking down the corridor,
not before turning and winking at me.
I shake
my head and giggle as I enter my
room.
That was not what I had planned out; we
can't do this when we know what his real
intentions are. You will be the one to
get hurting the end. My subconscious sulks.
"Oh hush! You kill-joy." I replied haughtily. I
know she is right but I can't help it. It's the
William effect. I am just worried about my heart .