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CHAPTER 3

Days passed and he still behaved coldly, he often got hot when he saw me

Not a day goes by that he doesn't hurt me physically and emotionally,

He always blames me for my shortcomings.

I understand him over and over again even though it hurts, even though he kills me over and over again with his painful words.

Because I love him so much I tried to forget the betrayal that I witnessed face to face.

most of the night he comes home at night smelling of alcohol and full of red marks

On her neck and clothes, she also smells like a woman.

I bit my lip

Prevented from sobbing

How long will he make me feel that he doesn't love me anymore?

how long will I put up with what he is doing?

The pain is very painful

I don't know what sin I did to God, and why he gave me such a painful punishment.

I stopped in my daze when I heard the door open carelessly.

I stood up and wiped the tears flowing down my cheeks.

I immediately smiled when I saw him, he is still mine because he is still coming home to me.

But my smile immediately disappeared when I saw that he was very drunk.

I approached him and supported him.

'Let me help you'. I held him by the arm to support him to his room.

I was surprised that he didn't protest

He lifted my waist and faced him, now I was facing his handsome face.

I can read the strange emotions in his green eyes, I can't figure out what is inside the emotions I see in his eyes.

The way he looks on me now, is the way he looks on me before,

full of love and longing, God I miss this, I miss him.

I was surprised by what he did, my heart was beating very fast, overflowing with Saya.

But the Joy that I feel at this drunken memory is immediately extinguished, and I am not myself.

"Serene" he whispered my name huskily, then buried his face on my neck.

My heart beat fast when he did that

Why is he doing this? To make me hope that this relationship can be saved? That he still loves me despite his covert cheating on me.

I feel tears flowing from my eyes,

he separated from hugging me and looked at my face, my husband couldn't escape the tears in my eyes

"Why are you doing this Theo?"

He didn't answer instead He looked at my eyes with full of

Regrets? I don't know

I don't want to hope. because I know that in this relationship I am the only one who continues to fight and love.

He hugged me again and buried his face in my neck.

God I want to stay like this forever, If it's possible.

I looked up and bit my lip to stop sobbing

"I'm sorry"

I didn't hear what he said because he was so weak.

He shrugs his head

"Theo don't be so hard headed"

why is he stubborn?

"It's already hard Serene". He smiled and whispered in my ear

My eyes immediately widened

Before I could protest, he grabbed my waist

and pressed a kiss on my lips

I was stunned, my brain couldn't process his soft lips on mine

Maybe I'll just make the most of the chance to be with him now, when it's over I'll go away

I slowly respond to his kisses, God I miss this, I want to stay like this forever

i felt the softness and love the way he kisses my lips.

He carried me in bridal style

At the speed of the incident, I only realized the touch of the soft bed behind me.

I watched him slowly take off his clothes.

I bit my lip

seeing his naked body, I could feel my cheeks turn red as I realized that I was fooled by his pet, I blushed and looked away

I heard him chuckle,

"Shy hmm" he murmured then kissed my lips, I gave back the same intensity he was giving me this time, with full of love and respect.

I closed my eyes when I felt the hard object being slowly rubbed against my opening. I can't stop biting my lip as it slowly enters my womanhood.

I completely grabbed his shoulder when he suddenly hit it.

Tears slowly escape on my eyes. It hurts. Because it has been many months since we did this.

"Sorry" he murmured, I feel like I'm on a cloud because I'm so happy.

He kissed my forehead, the pain was relieved immediately

"Ohhhhh..... t-Theo" I couldn't help but grunt loudly as he quickly moved forward.

We reach each other climax, he planted his seeds on my womb we reached dawn.

I am now lying on his chest, he is sleeping

while I kept staring at his very handsome face.

I think there is still hope to save this relationship.

I smiled

'I Love you' I Whisper to him, knowing.

'I Love you' I Whisper to him, I know he won't hear it because he is already asleep maybe because of tiredness and drunkenness.

i kiss his forehead, and lean my head against his hard chest again

This is home.

I completely forgot the painful things that happened like it was just yesterday.

I drowned in the delicious sensation we shared that night.

I feel like we did it with love.

I hope everything will be fine tomorrow

I hope you don't leave me, because me?

I keep hoping that there is still hope, that you love me.

Because of how you make me feel

I hope so.