"I'm just asking if Theo is there yet? He said he had a meeting this morning
Come on, come on, that's why he left it in his pocket, I'm on my way to bring it to him". My long litany
"Ahh, ma'am". I feel nervous in his voice
"Yes, is it my problem Aimee".
I have a gentle question, I feel like something is wrong
"M-mam Serene Sir Theo doesn't have a meeting today, he canceled it for important matter"
I was surprised and immediately the car I was driving braked hard
"M-mam, are you okay, why do you seem to hear someone-
I turned off the call and was not surprised
Theo is not in the Company? Then why did he say he was my meeting this morning? Is he lying to me? no he's not maybe I just went to see him, or maybe my important person really went to see him
But is that worth it, for him to lie to me and keep it a secret?
My mind is full of questions, and it's like someone is pushing me to go to my husband's former condo
My heart is beating fast, I feel fear
The corners of my eyes are also getting hot
I arrived at his condo, I was here at the door
I stepped on the slightly ajar door, If that's how he's here? My mind is full of questions
So I slowly opened the door.
The door I stepped on was slightly ajar. If that's how he's here? My mind is full of questions
So I slowly opened the door
My eyes widened at what I saw
Scattered women's underwear and bra and my husband's suit, I know it belongs to my husband.
I also heard some noises from the bedroom
No it can't be he's not
He can't do this to me
My heart beats fast, I stop myself from overthinking
Because I trust my husband a lot
because I know he can't do what I have in mind
As I got closer to the bedroom, the growling I heard got louder and louder
I covered my mouth and prevented myself from making any noise, but my eyes were treacherous because the tears kept flowing.
In front of me are two people who enjoy sex
"Won't your wife know?"
He couldn't bear to watch their cheating and swindling, so I left in a hurry while tears continued to flow from my eyes.
But before I could get away, I heard what Theo said that shook my entire being.
"What if he finds out? Is there anything he can do. besides I'm planning to divorce her"
How did you do this to me Theo?
With each step of my feet there is a weight on my whole body
I tried to walk to the restroom and when I got in, it was immediately locked
that's when my tears fell, almost blocking my chest from the pain of my heart
"Why are you doing this to me, Theo, am I still lacking?" I said and shed my tears again
I'm like a crying child whose throat almost hurts from my sobbing
I know that I can't give you a child, but is that enough of a reason to cheat on you?
Tears just kept flowing in my eyes
The pain, the pain pain
But I have to be a martyr
If I can forget what you did, If I can.
I went home early to cook Theo a new dish, I hope he likes it.
I tried to deny the facts that my own eyes witnessed.
That's not true I convinced myself.
while I was cooking I heard Theo's car coming, so I immediately set the table and put plates, spoons, rice and dishes on it.
I smiled because he still came home to me.
when he entered I immediately greeted him, I was about to kiss him on the cheek but as I expected he avoided it. So I felt a needle in my heart.
"How are your meetings? Have you eaten? I cooked for you" I asked him one after another
"I've eaten, just throw it away" he said coldly
"But I worked hard for it, taste it at least a little" I insisted
"I'm full dmn it" he said cheaply
I was surprised, but I immediately got over it, and smiled at him.
I immediately took the plate and spoon to pour it on him but he threw it away and angrily looked at me with hatred in his eyes
The corners of my eyes are hot hahaha the pain.
"DON'T YOU HEAR ME SERENE? HAS YOU BEEN DEAF TOO?hAHA I THOUGHT YOUR DISABILITY WAS JUST NOT GETTING PREGNANT" he shouted which surprised me
"Get out, don't hide your face in front of me because I was taken care of".
He pushed me at the same time, so I fell down and hit my head on the end of the table.
the pain in my heart thundered from the painful words he threw at me, to expose my shortcomings
I couldn't do anything but bend down and stop the sobs and tears that wanted to come out.
I can feel the blood flowing in my head, I can't feel the pain, because there is nothing greater and equal to the pain I feel now.
It hurts to love Theo, I whispered to myself
"S-sorry, take a rest". I looked up when I said that, but he just looked at me coldly with hatred in his eyes
It's like I'm a huge mistake He's made in his whole life, and I laugh with that.
He loves me I know that,
he told be he love me, I stamped in my mind and immediately entered my memory of our happy past, I couldn't stop smiling.
Maybe that's all I can hold on to, he loves me, Yes he loves me. He can't crush me that hard.
I stood up even though it was difficult
I picked up the pieces of the broken Plate.
When I finished, I went straight to the guest room, Yes, to the guest room because he began to treat me coldly.
I volunteered to change rooms, because I knew even if he didn't say it.
I know that I was one of his biggest mistakes in his life.
I hugged myself while whispering.
'I hope that when I wake up tomorrow, all the painful events of today will be just a dream'