Chapter 5 Confussed

Jason POV

After the lines Jaya left me, I became anxious and worried. I don't even know why I feel that way, I don't know why I'm anxious and afraid of not knowing. I have become especially bored now and I can no longer see Jaya inside the White House. I also called Ashton to look for Jaya but he said he didn't saw Jaya and he couldn't find Jaya. I also talked to the USA president that if possible, they would search and search the whole white house just to see Jaya but like Ashton, they couldn't find her either.

Fear and apprehension immediately sank into my heart. I don't know why but I just think that without Jaya I'm already crying.

"Where are you Jaya?" I almost cried a question to myself as I walked around the whole White House, it was so big so I was a little tired of walking around here because I had been walking around here before.

I immediately picked up my cellphone when it vibrated and answered the call.

(Mr. President.)

"Ashton?"

(I found Jaya, she is sleeping in your hotel room.)

I felt comfortable with what he said but there was a part of me that was disgusted.

"Is that so? All right, get me here." I ordered and immediately dropped the call. I walked to the party room where the USA President was also looking for Jaya.

"Mr. Philippine President I'm sorry but we can't find her."

"Ah about that we already found her, thank you Mr. Obama." I said.

"Oh I see, your welcome where is she?" He asked.

"She's in our hotel room."

"Oh really? I'm sorry but can I ask? Did you two are fighting? I'm sorry but based on my observation? She's acting sad and weird." he said so I fell silent.

"a little misunderstanding." I said.

"Hmm, you know what you're lucky, because Jaya is one of a kind she's unique and if i where you i won't let her go, i see in her eyes she's so in love with you. She's ready to do anything for you. I hope you can fix your problem with her as soon as possible good luck friend. "he said and tap my arm. I smiled at what he said. Maybe Jaya is one of a kind but ...... I don't know what Jaya really is to me.

Ashton came to pick me up, I said goodbye to everyone and apologized for the inconvenience. They said it was okay. Tomorrow we will have a walk with them again, that's the last thing we will do before we go to the real meeting.

I held to our hotel room and as Ashton said Jaya was sleeping soundly. She couldn't even change her clothes, maybe she was tired so she couldn't change her clothes. I approached Jaya's direction and looked at her face.

"I don't know but the longer I've been with you I'm hurting and the times I'm hurting I love you even more, I hope I don't get to the point where I get tired and think about quitting because you know I want to quit but I'm still fighting because I love you, I love you not only as a fake husband, I love you as a real husband and I hope you feel the same way but that's all because I know it started as long as there's another woman in your heart and it's not me."

I immediately remembered the words she had left earlier. I felt very sad as I watched Jaya's face. I pulled out the hair that was blocking her face and then looked at her like a fool.

"I don't know why I'm sad." I began.

"Earlier, the things you told me. I feel like my heart is being torn." I said and took a deep breath.

"I'll admit, I'm jealous for reasons I don't know, but all I know is that I prefer you to just look at me, just smile at me and just stand by me. Maybe I'm still confused but I hope you don't let go." I whispered and touched her cheek.

"Because I don't know what I'm going to do when you disappear from my side and you let go of the relationship we have." I said with a wry smile. If I could just say I like you Jaya in front of her I would do it but I'm embarrassed because she might be slow again and can't get what I'm saying.

"Please stay with me, don't leave me, please love me more, fight for me and wait for me. I don't know but i think I'm starting to love you the way you love me Jaya." I whispered and then i came close to her and kissed her on the forehead.

"Good night Sunshine." I whispered as I turned to look at her.