Chapter 2 ATTRACTED

Miriana Isabelle De Guzman's POV.

I took a few breaths before daring to enter the classroom. After what happened last night, I didn't sleep much so here I am late for class. Not just a simple class, but Sir Castriel's own class. I didn't want to enter his class but he may have marked me absent, which I didn't want to happen because that would ruin my class record. It's only been a year and I'm about to graduate. I'd rather be late than be absent.

"You can do this Miri--"

"Miriana?"

I was terrified to hear that voice. I also closed my eyes and bit my lip very hard before facing the person behind me. "S-sir..." I said nervously while trying to avoid his gaze.

"Aren't you coming in? Be the first to enter, so you won't be late," he said casually, losing the nervousness I was feeling.

Because of what he said, I looked him in the eye that I wish I had never done. He smiled as if nothing had happened last night, and I was disgusted to see his smile. Even though I'm starting to feel annoyed, it also disappears quickly because of his very innocent smile.

Instead of answering him, I secretly glared at him before quickly entering the room. I know I'm frowning but what can I do? I was annoyed with him, especially with his smile.

"For the first time you're late," said Dale, one of my gay best friends, laughing.

"'Don't talk to me," I answered sitting next to him. I took the book out of the bag and was annoyed to open it. I heard the greetings they made but I ignored them and just focused my attention on the book.

Why did a big deal happen to me last night? Guys will always be guys. Of course, they can forget that too, like they always do. That's why I don't like men, especially people like--

"Miriana ..."

"What?!"

If maybe there is a bee here or some insect that is noisy every night, they can come here in the room which is now very quiet. They were all staring at me at the scream I made. I even winced when I saw my classmate in the back handing me the papers while he was still gaping.

"Pass... your... assignments," my classmate said slowly, that's why I just took the paper he was holding. I even caught Sir Castriel, smiling secretly which made me feel diminished.

This is my last year in school! Last year! But just because of that one kiss! And... and... and... ah! Whatever! Looks like I can still create embarrassment that I shouldn't be doing.

Why was that man drunk last night?!

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"Are you okay sis? Are you feeling crazy in our last year of college?" Dale asked before munching on food.

We're here in the canteen now because it's lunch. To be honest, I had no appetite because of what happened to my first subject. Throughout his class, I just bent over and read a book. Some even teased me for shouting in class. It's only now that they seem to have seen me shout in addition to being hot -headed once.

"Yeah... I'm going crazy," was none of my own answers before picking up the shake I drank.

I need to cool down, my brain is too busy because of that professor. Too busy, my brain still flashes back to what happened to us last night.

"Aish!" I muttered, I rubbed my face on the table and slapped myself several times.

"Oh my gosh sis... you're really crazy," Dale said laughing as I looked up.

I stared at him but he just gave me a sweet smile. I looked down at his lip which made my eyes close quickly. This is so annoying! Why was he drunk last night?! Fortunately, I was able to push him, otherwise that kiss and hand would have gone to someone else. Sinful hand!

"You know sis, it's better if we will go to the bar after class. There's no class tomorrow, just so you can get rid of your madness."

"Pass, I have some research to do."

"I'll treat you."

My face brightened at what he said that made me sit up properly. "Well ... if you'll treat me, I can do that in the next few days. I have a lot of time to waste."

"You like free things, huh?"

I winked at him. "Of course, who doesn't want to have free things? One more thing, I know you'll be looking for men later that's why you invited me."

"You're right there sis! Just wait, I'll chat with the others," he said excitedly, which I just let him.

I started swallowing food again. Yes, swallowing because I'm hungry. Maybe this way the annoyance I feel when I eat will disappear completely. Because didn't they say, food is a therapy or I was the only one who said that? Whatever.

"Miriana."

As had happened earlier outside the room, I was cemented in my seat and I began to feel very nervous again. Why is it that every time he calls my name, I always get nervous? It only got worse now because of what happened last night. Yes, I admire him, but is it too much to feel this way?

"Yes, Sir?"

I try to calm myself down and be normal, but I can't get along with myself. Come on self!

"Can we talk after your class later?" he asked, smiling which I immediately averted.

I shifted my gaze to his ear so I could talk to him without looking stupid. Please Sir don't smile, it's distracting.

"About what?"

"Regarding the assignment you passed. There are some errors there, and I don't want my students to fail, especially the graduating ones. So, meet me in my office later."

Assignment? Wow. Wow... what an excuse.

"Uhm... Sir? Are there any errors in what I passed?" Dale asked flirty which caused my eyes to roll in disbelief. As long as he sees someone handsome or cute, he is starting to act this way.

"You're Cristoval right?"

"Yes, Sir." It was obvious in his voice that he was fascinated by the reply he got.

"Nothing, only Ms. De Guzman really has errors."

Errors. I researched hard for that assignment. What errors is he saying?

"Mind telling me Sir what's wrong with what I passed?" I asked.

My courageous question made Dale smile. He looked at me with a question in his eye but I ignored it and looked back at Sir Castriel.

He's really too much. I am not an irresponsible student so why would there be errors in the assignment that I passed? What a coincidence, insert sarcasm.

"You'll find out later, just meet me in my office." His eyes narrowed as he smiled before he left.

My fist clenched at his behavior and annoyed that I irritatedly tweaked my hair.

"Are you really crazy, girl? You seem to be nervous when he talks to you. Now... nevermind. Do you want some ice?" mixed with deception he said.

"Shut up."

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I knocked twice before finally entering the office and gently closing the door. When I entered, he was wearing glasses while holding a paper in one of his hands. The black long sleeves he was wearing were folded and the two buttons were also open. Adding to his good looks is his not so messy hair that is attractive to look at.

'Miriana! 'Don't be fooled!'

I cleared my mind of my thoughts before approaching him and clearing my throat to get his attention. When our eyes met, I started to get nervous again, which was really annoying.

"Where are the ERRORS I passed on my paper?" I really highlighted the word 'errors' he was saying earlier.

He removed his glasses and pointed to the chair next to me. "Sit down first," he said as I just obeyed.

I don't plan to stay here long so let's just follow what he says.

"About what happened last night..." he said first, frowning at me.

So he remembers what happened last night? And he really made an excuse for this?

"It's just a mistake, Sir." I finished what he wanted to say because I already knew what he was going to say. Just like men always do such things when they are drunk.

"No, it's not a mistake, Miriana," he said, sincerely looking at me. I could see how he bit his lip and looked at me nervously. He breathed several more times before speaking again. "I know it's wrong but, I'm attracted to you."

I didn't blink immediately at what he said, my heartbeat quickened at what I heard and it was as if I was deaf.

Is what I heard correct?

"And to be honest, even if it's wrong. I liked what happened to us last night."

I didn't take my eyes off him, I tried to look into his eyes to see if he was lying, but there is no trace of lying I see there.

"I... I-I'm speechless," I said softly and hard.

How to react in such a situation? Like, I really don't know what to say. I didn't expect this to be what he would say unlike what I expected his answer to be.

He stood up from the seat which also made me stand up immediately. I don't know but I need to get out of here.

"Miriana ..."

"If you don't have anything to say regarding what I passed, I'll go first," I said quickly before running out of the office. I even heard him call my name but I didn't bother to look back.

What did he say? He's what?

EPILOGUE

"I've been looking for you, where have you've been?"

The wind blew me away before I stood up properly.

"What's with that look? And why is your cheek so red?"

Even before Dale could touch me, I tapped his hand. "I was just chasing something. It's hot can't you feel?" I adjusted the bag I was wearing while thinking about some excuse I can say.

Why does he have to admit that? The speed of my heartbeat in panic can cause me a heart attack.

"Okay? Come on, so we can get ready for the party later." He anchored his hand to my hand which I didn't bother to focus on.

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"Hi, Tita!"

She kissed me on my cheek before pinching it. "You're really beautiful, Miriana. You two look good together."

"Mudra ..."

"Tita, don't expect me to, your son is into a handsome man. Besides, he's even more girly than me," I said jokingly, frowning.

She told me that she wanted many grandchildren but it looked vague. Dale is too soft to marry someone like me. It would be a miracle if he would be attracted to them.

"I will get her from you, Mudra. There's something Miriania and I need to do." He pulled me away from his mother and before we could get away, she shouted something.

"It's really okay with me if you're going to do a miracle!"

I laughed but Dale just frowned.

"Why don't you grant the wish of your mother?" I said when we got to his room. He went inside first before me.

"Yuck Miriana, I really don't want to have sex with you."

"Stupid! I'm not going to have sex with you! What I mean is, another girl beside me." I sat on his bed as he went straight to the walk-in closet. There are clothes there for women because he likes to dress me.

"Never Miriana, I will never like a woman. Besides, there are many men out there like me. I just need to find the right one. Here, try it."

I took what he reached and examined. I also laid it on the bed first before taking off the clothes one by one. Even if I undress in front of him, Dale would not care. He only turns on when a man is in front of him.

"What if one day you fall in love with a girl? What will you do?" I suddenly asked.

"Stop talking to me."

I approached him to help me close the zipper of the dress. "Come on... just give me an answer."

"If I'm going to like a girl, I don't know what to do because sis, I'm gay, you can't convince someone to be straight because he likes girls in just a day. Maybe my own actions will dictate if I like a woman or not."

Well... he has a point. Our actions are the one who governs our entire system.

"But when you fall for a girl, I'll throw a big party for you."

"It's up to you to party because it will never gonna happen."