Chapter 6 Behind the secrets of insanity

Gabriel's POV

They said it's effective if I want my woman to be with me all night. I grab one of the chocolates and open it. She suddenly holds my hand and takes it away.

She's blushing while staring at me. Now she suddenly wants it. I don't get her. She's much harder to handle than Kayla. She pouted.

"I have no plans of pleasing you after you ate this. Did you know what kind of sweet this is? This is what they called sex chocolates! My goodness!" she roared. My eyebrow furrows.

She confiscated the chocolates and glared at me. She opens the chocolate cake that goes with that chocolate. She smiled and reached for the spoon. She used her finger and took some of its icing. She looks at me and moves her hand closer.

"Want some?" she asks. I didn't respond and just look at her.

She shrugs her shoulders and is ready to take her hand back. I grab her wrist and suck his finger. I played it using my tongue. I saw how she reacted. I never thought she could be this cute. I scooped some icing and put it on her lips.

Before she could push me further, I pulled her closer and kissed her. She moans and tries to push me. Her lips were crazily soft and made me want to deepen the kiss. I pushed her down and held her hand to make her stop struggling.

She is fighting me by not opening her mouth. I know what I should do. I cupped her breast, and to her surprise, she opened her mouth.

I search every corner of her lips, and it's delicious. Her tongue was soft and slimy. When I let her go, I saw an expression that I never thought she would show. She is in tears, yet there's a gentle expression in her eyes.

She turned around and rolled her knee. She cried silently and didn't say anything. She didn't scold me or even yell at me. That wakes me up, and I brush my face with my palm. What is wrong with me?!

Why am I affected, and why is guilt knocking at my door? I have done this to Kayla, but I never felt this feeling even once. No matter how she fought and tried to hurt herself just to escape,

"You are all the same. I am nothing but a toy that you can use and toss away!" she roared.

My eyes widened when I saw how miserable her expression was. I place my hand on the backrest of the couch, and the other woman sobs.

She looks surprised at what I did. I move her hair behind her shoulder. I wrap my hand on her waist and help her to get up. She's in a total mess.

"It's better for you to slap me or fight back rather than cry like this. You look ugly," I commented. which is a big lie.

"That's better. The more you realize that I am ugly, the more you will let go of me. Now look at me; there's nothing beautiful about me, right? You just pick the worst trash on which you will ever stumble."

Her sharp tongue and her remarks use her monotone voice. If she tried to wear black clothes, she could be an emu. I meet her gaze, and yet that same loneliness is there. I saw a version of her wrapped in thorns and strangled as she bled as a result of her own father's betrayal.

"Have you made up your mind? I told you I would help you stand on your own again. I will give you everything you want. Just satisfy. Make sure that I'll be seduced completely. Make an effort and remember, I loved role-play when I had sex."

She scoffs and looks at my crotch. I grab something in my pocket and grab her hand. I drop the condom into her palm. I let her go, and she checked the pack. Her eyebrows furrowed.

"XL? Really? How come your beloved Kayla wants that man if you're this huge? Are you trying to mock me, Gabriel?"

That tickles my pride. I unzipped my pants and put them down along with my briefs. When she saw how big I was, she froze in her seat. I grab her hand and force her to touch it.

I grab the condom from her finger and peel it off. I grab the other and place the condom in her palm. She gulped when she saw how my hand taught hers how to stroke my dick. She closed her eyes.

"Don't fucking close your eyes. Satisfy me now! I've had enough! A glib tongue like yours should be punished!

"No! Please! I'm sorry," she begged.

But, after losing my temper due to her attitude, I showed her that I am not going to show her any more mercy. I will never let my emotions rule my mind.

"Do it or I'll beat you to death!" I roared.

I raised my hand after I grabbed the vase. Her eyes became lifeless, and her hands started to tremble. She looks at the condom in her hand.

"U-understood..." she says.

Her tone also changes. She got down on the floor and started stroking my manhood. This woman... She's not listening or following me because she's afraid, but now she's like a robot. Her lifeless actions were...

I grab her hand and lift her up. I carried her and laid her down on the bed. She is blinking, but her eyes are still lifeless. I even snapped my finger, but she's not reacting.

A moment later, tears were falling in her eyes. What the hell is going on? I left her room and called Markus. I want to know if we missed something.

"Is there a problem, boss? Why did you suddenly call me?"

"Find the homeless woman that she's with. I have questions about her. Make sure that she is clean and well groomed when you present her to me. I knew she had an idea about something that I want to know about Kassandra," I remark.

"Understood, we will go there right away," Markus says, bowing his head.

He dashed off, and I just waited for the news. I saw Nanny Meryl in the living room. She is watching news on a certain channel. I took a seat and tried to watch it too.

"What happened? Did you hurt that girl?" Nanny Meryl asks.

"What do you think?" I replied. She sighed and looked at me.

"You have tried to pamper Kayla and give her the love that you had. Why don't you try it? I think that woman is different from what she used to be. But of course, she still has that sharp tongue. It's her way to defend herself. She's already powerless and hopeless at the same time. I already notice that something is wrong with her. She's more fragile than I expected."

"What are you talking about, Nanny Meryl? Did you discover or notice something about her? Can you tell me about it?"

"I believe she, like you, she had a traumatic experience. Her expression changed when I placed the three roses in the vase. She looked away and acted like nothing was wrong. I knew that it was connected to whatever trauma she had. I choose to serve your family instead of using my license to be a psychiatrist. My salary is three times what the hospital offers. You know the reason why I was hired to look after you," she says.

I remember when I grabbed the vase and threatened her with it. Her color changed, and I saw how her eyes became lifeless and she suddenly shut herself until she fell asleep. If Nanny Meryl is correct, she must be traumatized.

Damn... I made a mistake! They came back more than an hour after they left. I look at the old woman who was groomed, and I guess they also feed her. She takes her seat and looks at me with fear.

"You have been helping this girl, right?" I ask. I showed a picture of Kassandra. She nodded and looked worried as well.

"This girl, she was broken. She had lost everything, including her life and the man she thought was her prince charming. She was betrayed by everyone around her. She always had nightmares and was scared of insects and pests. But mostly, she will suddenly shut off when she sees roses in a vase. I asked her once. It was always used to hit her by her stepmother," she explained.

Is that the reason why she acts like that? Maybe Nanny Meryl's observation was right. But why did she react that way? I never imagined she'd be traumatized by something like this. What she had was nothing like what I have as a Cassano.

"A rose. She hates that flower for a reason. She said that her mother receives a rose with blood on it. In two days, she died. Before I go any further, tell me... did you hurt her? Is she okay?"

"Sorry to interrupt, Boss. You have to check this first."