"He's a heart-throb, what do you expect from him.. like, I would do any to get my heart broken by him" she said.
This statement made me turned to face her, she's giggling and staring at the TV dreamily.
"Adele, I have told you to stop watching news about that bast..."
I stopped myself from finishing that word, when I saw Davis sitting next to her.. innocently staring at the TV too.
Adele raised an eyebrow, daring me to speak any foul words.
"... I have told you to stop watching news about that man in my house!" I said.
My eyes moved to the TV, I glared at the man's picture boldly showing with so much hate.
"Come on, you can not deny the fact that the guy is super hot.. like, he's a demi god of our time!" She fawned.
"Demi god?" I growled under my breath.
My hatred increasing every second as I stared at the TV, I quickly looked away from it and focused on my dough.
Transferring all my aggression onto the dough.
"Eish! You don't have to be so mean to that poor dough" she said.
I guess she turned off the TV or changed it to a cartoon channel for Davis.
Hearing PJ masks' theme song play, confirmed that she changed the channel for Davis.
"I have changed the channel, my lady. You should spare the dough now" she said.
She pulled out a stool and sat next to me, leaning on the counter.
"You seem to hate my idol so much.." she paused and sighed.
Who wouldn't hate him?! He's a liar.. a cheater.. a coward!
If only she knows how wicked he is, she wouldn't continue idolizing him so much.
".. every time I ask you why you hate him, you don't say anything. I wonder if I'm even your best friend!" She said.
"I don't hate him, seeing his arrogant face just makes me sick!" I gave her the same reply I always give her.
"That's what you've been telling me for three years now"
She got up and walked to my small fridge, she opened it and came back to her stool with two pears.
"I have known you for three years now, three good years.. I'm your first and only friend here..."
Ok! I know where this is going.
".. in fact, I'm your best friend, but you still treat me like a stranger"
"I don't treat you like a stranger"
She scoffed.
"Then answer me truthfully, where are you from?"
Adele is trying to get me to open up to her but I can't, at least not now.. I'm not ready to face my past.
"From a small village in San Francisco" I answered.
"What happened to you? Why did you come to Las Vegas? What about Davis father? You still haven't told me who he is? Or why you left him?"
I laughed mentally. If only she knew she was fawning over his father a few minutes ago.
Why I left him?! He left me! He abandoned me! He left without a warning!
"If you don't treat me like stranger, I'd know these things" she said.
My mind flashed back to the reason I left San Francisco, the reason I came all the way here to Las Vegas.
***
#_december_20th_2018 (San Francisco)
Davis just managed to fall asleep, I reached out and felt his temperature with my palm.. his fever has died down.
I sighed deeply and threw my head back onto the chair.
"Jas, quite being stubborn and let me assist you" Arthur said.
My eyes landed on his credit card resting on my small table, even the cheque he wrote me..a cheque of $2,000,000.
"For how long are you gonna assist me? Forever?" I asked.
"I don't mind assisting you forever" his eyes moved to Davis. "He already calls me dad, I can take the responsibility.. I can be his father if you let me"
It's true that Arthur has being a father figure in Davis life, he's the father Davis knows.. but the fact remains that, he's not Davis father.
"Don't reject my help, I... "
"Arthur" I called his name quietly.
He stared at me pleadingly, I can clearly see his love for me in his eyes.. but I don't need it.
Arthur is like a brother to me and that's all he'll ever be to me... A brother.
"Thank you for all you've done for Davis and I, but I think, I should go down the rest of this road alone"
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"I'll forever be grateful to you for your help, but I can't let you be Davis father... "
I cut myself off when I saw his expression changed, he looked as though he's gonna burst into tears.. his eyes are red.
"Why? Are you still waiting for Thanatos?"
I didn't speak because I don't know how to answer him. Am I still waiting for him? I don't even know anymore.
"Isn't it obvious that he's not coming back? It's being two years now.. why haven't he find you and Davis yet?"
At his question, I felt my eyes becoming glassy as tears threatened to fall.. but I blinked them away.
"You know what happened to you after you gave birth to Davis, it was a miracle you..."
"Don't say it" I interrupted him.
He kept quiet, I got up and walked towards the window.. I wrapped my arms around myself.
I heard his footsteps coming to me, he stood next to me.
"I wanna move from here" I said.
"You wanna move from here?" I nod. "Move from this apartment or move from San Francisco?"
"Move from San Francisco" I replied.
"Why? Don't you like it here? Isn't peaceful here?"
I simply stared out of the window in silence.
"Your dad don't know you're here" he said.
"I'm not moving because of him, I just want a change of scenario"
"Why then?" He asked.
"San Francisco.. it holds too much of my sad memories"
"Huh?"
"I suffered so much for my baby, I experienced what pain really is here, I experienced life and death here... I want to move away from all that"
"I don't get what you mean"
I smiled at him, a smile that doesn't reach my eyes.
"I can't start afresh, when everything I and do here reminds me of my sad and lonely days.. everything here just seems to remind me of my past.. I wanna move away from all of it.. I wanna start a new life for me and my son!"
He nodded thoughtfully at my words, I held his hand.
"Just help me again, please"
"I'd help you without your pleading" he sighed. "Just tell me where you wanna go"
I smiled, Arthur is such a nice guy and if I want he'd be a great dad to Davis.. but I will never make the same mistake twice.
Don't ever trust a guy! That's what I've learnt from Thanatos leaving me behind.
"Las Vegas" I said.
"Las Vegas?"
I nodded.
"Yes, I wanna go to Las Vegas!"
"Ok. I'll search for a good apartment for you" he replied.
(back to present day)
And that's how I moved to Las Vegas three years ago.. but I can't tell Adele that.
I ran away because I couldn't face, I don't think I'm ready to face it now!
"Hey! Jasmine!" Adele snapped her fingers across my eyes.
"I'm sorry, Adele, I will tell you another time.. I'm just not ready"
She smiled and nodded, she rubbed my shoulder in a comforting manner.
"I know, I was just teasing you" she said.
"You wanna kiss?"
I narrowed my eyes, we both snapped our heads and frowned at the small figure that asked that question.
I quickly washed my hands and carried him on a stool, I caressed his cheek.
"Davis, where did you learn about people kissing?" I asked him calmly.
"Uncle Arthur told me" he replied.
My eyes closed as I inhaled deeply to control my anger in front of Davis..
Arthur, how dare he teach my five years old son about kissing?!
"Arthur is really a very good impact on this boy, I guess you'll be a mother-in-law soon" Adele said and burst into laughter.
I passed her a stern look and she sobers up quickly, she coughed slightly.
"Davis, kissing is bad, ok?"
"But uncle Arthur said it's good" he argued.
Arthur!! You're so dead! Just pray I don't see you today!
From the corner of my eye, I can see Adele trying so hard to control herself.
"Uncle Arthur said I can kiss girls" Davis said innocently.
Adele couldn't hold it in any more, she burst into laughter.. holding her stomach as she laughed hard.
"Sure, with this handsome face of yours.. you'll kiss a lot of girls" she said amidst laughter.
I smacked her head and glared at her, she shuts up immediately. I turned back to Davis with a gentle smile.
"No, baby, you can't kiss girls"
"Why?"
"Because you'll get cooties from kissing girls" I said.
He frowned and stared at me doubtfully, as if I'm lying to him.. which I'm actually doing for his own good.
"What is cooties?" He asked.
"Cooties is a disease that you get from kissing girls, it'll make your tummy swell..."
His hands moved to his stomach and he stared at me in horror, I smirked mentally.. I guess this would work.
".. it'll make you have bleeding nose.."
His hands flew to his nose, as if covering it would stop the disease.. I almost laugh.
".. it'll make you lose your teeth and go bald"
"I promise, momma, I didn't kiss any girls, I didn't kiss any girls, I didn't kiss any girls" he cried in panic.
"Good boy, you're a good boy right?" He nodded. "Good boys don't kiss girls, ok?"
He nodded again, I smiled.
"Now promise me you won't kiss girls"
He raised his tiny hand up and pulled out three fingers.
"I promise I won't kiss girls"
I nodded and ruffles his hair, I leaned forward and kissed his forehead.. but he pushed me away and wiped his forehead.
He glared at me.
"Momma, cooties!" He said.
I exchange looks with Adele and she burst into another fits of laughter.. is my lie turning against me?
"No, no, baby, momma's kiss don't give cooties"
He frowned. "Sure?"
"Sure!"
He stayed silent and stared at me a few more minutes.
"Pinky swear?"
"Pinky swear" I said.
He nodded, then leaned forward and kissed my cheek this time.
"Now go back and watch TV, breakfast will be ready soon and we'll be ready for school in no time" I told him.
"Ok, momma" he said and ran back to the living room.
I sighed deeply and narrowed my eyes.
"I swear, I'm not leaving my son under Arthur's care ever again!" I said.
"But he's teaching him the ways of men... "
She shut up when she saw my malicious glare, I grabbed a spatula and get onto business.
Right at that moment, I heard the doorbell ring.
"Continue, I'll go get it" Adele said.
She rushed to the living room, to go get the door. Soon, I heard Arthur's voice.. I bite my lower lip.
"Davis!"
"Uncle!"
That bast*rd! He dared to show up after trying to corrupt my son!
"Who's ready for school?"
"Meee!" Davis yelled.
With my spatula in my hand, I turned to face them.
"Arthur!! What did you teach my son?!" I asked storming towards him.
Arthur slowly dropped Davis, he released a nervous laugh and waved me.
"Hi, g-good morning, Miss Reinle"
"This morning is so not good, you want to corrupt my son.. that's your intention, right?!" I growled.
He leaned down and kissed Davis forehead, he grabbed the door handle.
"I just remembered, I'm very late for the office.. see you later!" He said in a hurry and rushed out.
I know he's getting away from my wrath, I laughed evilly.. I'll still see him in the evening.
"Right, Arthur just reminded me.. hurry up we'll be late for work too" Adele said.
My eyes locate the wall clock and I gasped loudly.
"Darn! We're so freaking late!" I exclaims.
Using words like darn in place of damn and freaking in place of f**king because of Davis.