Chapter 1 It's Difficult To Choose When They Are Both...

...a part of my life." The first time I was letting my feelings out to someone felt like hell, torture, not just because I was crying but having to admit that I felt what I felt was the most difficult part.

Sometimes your life moves so fast that you don't even have enough time to catch up. A few months ago, I was just a high school nerd, I was invisible, nobody knew or talked to me and now, I'm in the most heart-rending love triangle ever and I'm afraid that I could lose one if I choose the other and I could lose both if I don't choose at all.

None of those options sat right with me, Sloane and Kylee are requisite segments of my life and I don't think I can be complete, I don't think I can live a life without them, not any more. So, you have to understand why this is a difficult decision for me, you have to understand that as I sat there, looking at the worried eyes of my mother, I was still unarmed of any idea whatsoever, I didn't know what to do. But mom kept reminding me of something I had already grasped and bolted tight into my aching head.

"You can't have both of them, Dag. You're gonna have to choose one."