Chapter 5 No.5

I woke up with my butt sore ..It pained like hell .

I groaned and walked to my bathroom.

After a shower I wore a skirt Wearing a crop top over it I get my jacket and walked downstairs

Dad was pouring some juice in his glass .

He smiled at me and I smiled back .

"Want me to drop you ?" I looked at him tensed.

What if he is outside .I make my way to the front door and look through the peeping hole .A scared shiver went down my spine.

He was there ...He was standing right at the drive way leaning on his car .But he was far enough .I left a heavy breath .

That's it ..I won't go with him ..

I'll go with my dad ...so he won't do anything.

I nodded to my inner thoughts .I smiled at my dad .

"Yes .." I replied.

He nodded .

After having our breakfast we stepped out .My heart was beating fast ..I was scared that he might do something. Dad my dad unlocked the car and got inside .

Thank God he never came near us .

While sitting in the car I glanced at him ..just once .

My eyes went wide .

I immediately sat in the seat and dad started the car .

I looked only my lap in till we were out of the drive way ..

My body shuddered.

He was standing there ...his hands in his pockets. He was looking straight at me .But what scared me the most were his eyes

There were glaring at me .Trying to kill me once he saw me again .His jaw was clenched. His eyes showed pure furry .

I couldn't help but feel tears in my eyes .

My mind predicted what was about to happened .

And wasn't good .

"The equation Is written in the bored ....class copy it down "

I started writing all the notes given in my book .

Suddenly I shudder because of the cold wind .There were no windows yet I felt freezing.

I was freezing because I was scared .

Just a few minutes ....after the bell rings ..i have to walk out those doors and face him .

Death .

Roman wasn't going to give any of my reasons any value .

He was cruel, abusive ...i am pretty sure I was stuck.

Even if I would wait in the school ..i can't for long enough .

He will find me .Its better if I try and explain it to him .

At least there zero point zero one chances of him understanding ....?

I can't run ..that would be the worst decision ever .

Common Ava ..you are a 19 year old teenager ...

I gotta stop acting like a child .

But I have never been exposed to the outside world until mom died .

I was home schooled .People think it's the best ...but the has a thousand disadvantages. Not able to make new friends. Not able to explore the surroundings. Not confident enough ..

My self esteem was low ...is still low .

The bell rung as students stood and walked out the door .

Shivers ran down my spine ..

I ignored them and walked to the front door .

Why is god being so bad to me ? I am already the type of girl who doesn't make the right choices in my life , I don't know how to handle this !

Walking through the parking lot I stopped at my tracks and a black car pulls up in front of me .

The tinted windows rolled down as Roman sat there with his gaze locked in front .

He looked at me and opened the door .

I gulped .Unconsciously my eyes turned to see my surroundings .

Many of the students were looking at me as if I was a brat from a rich family .

I noticed some girls eyeing me ..some looking at me in jealously.

Only if they knew .

My trembling hands grab the handle and I sat in the passenger seat of the car .

As soon as I closed the door he drove .Pulling my seat belt on me I looked at him .

He seemed calm .

His eyes were calm .I sigh

I hope it's a good chance to explain the situation of morning .

"R-Roman " I called ...but he seemed to ignore it .

"Roman " I called again .No answer .

His jaw was clenched

"What " he harshly replied.

I almost gasped at his voice .

I ducked my head ..I didn't want any more red marks on that area .

I was scared that he might hurt me more .

"I-I am sorry ..for morning. .m-my dad offered to drop me ..i-i couldn't reject "

I flinched as his hands rested on my thigh .

They weren't smooth they were rough ..his fingers were digging into my skin .

I winced and clutched his hand again as he punched me there .

I winced again as he kept pinched and rubbing that area ..

"R-Roman " I felt tears in my eyes .

He wasn't answering .He was mad .He was angry.

" I am sorry , but ..but he is my dad ..i-i didn't want to upset him " I spoke . Again , Why in the world was I saying something like this ?

I was scared.

Why did I run into him ..??!!?

The car stopped ...in front of his house .

My eyes windend as I remember what happened the last time .

I was too scared to get out of the car .

But the door was opened by him .

He pulled me out but with gentle hands .

I remember the first time he lead me through the doors was rough.

But this time I could see the huge building kinda structure.

His house was big ...The interior was posh .

As we entered he grabbed my hands and dragged me into a room .

My body was trembling again .The doors opened and I saw an office. .

Was it his office?

Was it where he worked ?

I was pulled by him and sat on the black chair were I assumed he sat as a boss .He turned me around so that I could face him .His hands rested on either side of me on the desk

His eyes gazed into mine as I gazed into his ..but in fear .

" Good that you know I am mad , it is okay if you go with dad baby , but I will leave and take you home from now on " I nodded .

"Good ..now stand up "

I did as he told me .I was happy ..joyful that I won't receiving any hurtful spanks .

I sigh low .He sat down on the chair .

I was still with my back to his front .

I was about to turn around and give him a smile before he said that .

" Ready for your punishment ?" My body froze and I my eyes went wide , I started tearing up and shaking my head furiously . But he kept looking at me .

" Please " I sobbed but then he pulled me into him and hugged my body . I fist my hand on his shirt in fear . After sometime he lets o and makes me sit on his lap .

" Shh , I won't hurt you , stop crying and sleep " he stated and sigh in relief .