"Hello amber, good to see you again" Wil, one of my cousins said.
"You too" I said.
Hours passed and we're here now. We are here at the airport. Aishh do i really need to go to Philippines?!?
"We'll miss you amber!" They screamed that almost broke my eardrums. Hell yah I'm still here so I'm next to them and then they'll yell at me.
"Yeah i know" I laughed, a little.
The ride was fast. I looked at the sky so much. Hmmm i love sky !! Perfect, but when I remember that I'm going to the Philippines, my mood changes. It's not that I hate the Philippines, there are just things I don't want to repeat.
I am here now in the condo I bought. Kiddin so as i was saying here i am in the condo i will stay. It's just that his space isn't big but it's also not small, the color of the walls is dark blue and so on.
"Arghg !!" Great, just great. 'How come I left my skin care at home aishh there's nothing like that here !!
When I finished arranging my things, I immediately went to the bar. Hello?!? Almost everyone in the country that I can go to bars is what I look for right away. Also this is not the first time I came here to the Philippines.
"Hey" Greetings to me 'cause the random guy I danced with earlier. I bet he's a gay. I'm not judgmental but hmm it smells like pepper.
"Hey?" I asked him a question. I'm here on the couch now, aish I'm tired of drinking when I'm not with anyone. I miss my friends !!!
"Why did you come here?" He's trying to make a conversation.
"Because i want to" I rolled my eyes before i take my chanel bag. I walked quickly to my car, I lost my appetite to drink and also i had a headache from drinking so much. Hello I don't want to die early.
When I got home to the condo I immediately removed my heels and make up. Aish, why is it that I even put on make up when it will also be removed. And hello ??! Even though i don't have make up, I'm still pretty.
"I miss you guys" I said passionately to them. It's only now that they're free to make video calls, so it's only now that we're all talking again.
[I miss you too amber, miracle why are you wearing so beautiful? Have a walk, have a walk?] Zanaih asked with a laugh. Everyone just noticed it ah?
"I just got back from the bar huhu I don't have anyone here when I drink. Why don't you guys come here?" I suggested.
[I don't think that's a good idea] it's almost impossible to paint stacy's face because of what I said.
"Yeah I think so, bye guys I still have work tomorrow. I'll call you guys tomorrow when I get home!" After that I dropped the call.
After I hung up, I changed my clothes. Nakapajama at half bun ako.
When I had nothing to do, I immediately took some food and went to my room. I only took pasta and water, I didn't know how to cook if it wasn't for that.
I was munching on the pasta I was eating when suddenly someone called me. My eyes widened when I saw dad calling me. I even spit out what I ate in such a hurry to answer your call. Oh shit! I forgot to call.
"Hello dad?" I asked, nervously.
[Good thing you answered the call, amber did you get there safely? What are you doing? I'm telling you to study there] Dad preached to me, that's us again.
"Yeah dad, bye I'm going to sleep" I said goodbye before dropping the call.
I was alone in the condo so I couldn't talk. I used to go somewhere here but I don't know the way to get there.
When I was a child we lived here. I was here in the philippines for 3 years, after that we left here. We moved around the country because of mommy's business. It's not illegal, I'm just going with them. I don't want to be alone. I hate to be alone.
When I finished eating my food, I quickly put it away. I also washed the dishes and cleaned up after that I immediately went to bed.
It's already 12pm and until now I still can't sleep. Fuck! I'm not used to it, why is it that with so many people I can live with, it's still here in the condo.
I immediately took my hoodie and pouch. I went to a nearby grocery store to buy something to eat. Unfortunately, I collided with a man so everything I was holding fell off.
"Fuck" I sigh as I pick up the food that has fallen.
The man I bumped into also helped pick up my food.
"Sorry" he apologized.
I looked at him irritably before saying again "I'm not looking at the road." I whispered, which was just right for him to hear as well.
He was about to speak when I suddenly left and went straight to the counter.
I haven't left yet after I paid. I first sat here outside the store to get some air.
While meditating on the side, the man I had collided with suddenly stood beside me. He even handed me some bread, and I looked at him curiously.
"Yeah? What is it? Why did you give me a snack?" My next question, I also accepted the food. It looks delicious.
"Peace offering, I'm sorry I didn't notice you before. I hit you" he said seriously.
In my opinion, he's handsome, his perfect jaw makes him more attractive, he's tall at around 6'2 he can be a basketball player. His nose is very pointed. How i wonder if he has a girlfriend? But I think in his situation he's the type who doesn't take himself seriously.
"Hello? I'm leaving, miss. " I was taken aback when he suddenly spoke. Wait, how many minutes did I look at him? Did he notice?
"Ah, yeah sure" was not in my own words.
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