Chapter 4 First Kissed

"Here I am and will return to writing poetry again because of the love I will go through without the assurance that you and I will until the end."

I started again to write a poem, and even though I haven't felt Samantha still, I will write a poem for her, and I'll give it to her until the time comes. I have feelings for her, but I will write every poet for her now.

It's already 7:00 p.m. Here I am in front of their house.

I've decided to message her, but it's already ten minutes since I sent a message, and she didn't reply yet.

Alright, I have no choice but to fetch her inside of their house.

Their security guard already knew me, so he immediately let me in.

"Thank you, Sir. By the way, is Ms. Samantha here?"

I asked the security guard, and he answered yes.

I was about to sit in their living room, and I asked their maids to tell Samantha that I was already there, but suddenly she was walking down the stairs. I stare at her from head to toe, and she's dazzling like a Queen. I won't lie about how gorgeous and hot she is. I've always seen beautiful ladies, but her beauty is outstanding.

"Stop drooling; I am aware that I'm stunning."

She said, freaking holding my arm as if she had my permission.

"Can you take your hand out of my arm?"

I said coldly, and she raised her brows before taking off her hand.

"You're fucking annoying!"

She yelled, and I walked first through my car, and she was shouting my name to wait for her.

I was about to sit on the driver's seat, but suddenly she was almost there, sitting on it as if she's good at driving.

I look at her while raising my eyebrows.

"What now? Just sit down and let me drive your ugly car."

What the fuck! My car was a limousine, and it was not ugly, just what she said.

"Let's change our seats. I'll be the one who will drive it."

I uttered, but she didn't even hear me out.

"I know how to drive a car, so don't be anxious, and my driving skills were smooth."

Wow, she was proud saying it?

"Samantha-

I was not done talking to her when she suddenly started the engine, and now she's driving it as we're only on the road.

"Sammy, can you decrease your speed?"

I calmly begged for her, but she answered me with her fucking smile.

What can I do with her freaking smile? Now tell me what?

"It seems that you were wearing an office suit. Ah, it suits you, unlike what you wore last night when you and your family visited us in our house."

She uttered.

"As if I care."

I uttered, and she's now laughing out loud.

After the long ride, we're finally here at the mountain view, and it seems far from the city, but I like it because I am now seeing the city lights.

"I thought you wanted a dinner date?"

I asked because that was what she told me last night.

"This kind of place I want because if we go to the restaurant, I am pretty sure there's a paparazzi since I'm one of the models of Victoria's Secret. It's nice and peaceful, don't you like it?"

This woman is quite intelligent sometimes. She's also right. Since she is a well-known person, she can't even enjoy this night if there's a paparazzi.

"If I had known that we were going here, I would not have worn anything like this. You are insane."

I said and seated on the big rock while watching the city lights.

"Here."

She said while giving me a soju, and she's comfortably sitting on the big rock beside me while wearing a dress.

Wait, where did she get this alcoholic drink?

"Hey, where did you get this? We didn't buy some soju a while ago."

I asked her.

"You were in a hurry while we're in the house, and you didn't notice I have a bag pack HAHAHAHA. Don't worry; I have good tolerance."

She thought I would warn her about drinking tsk.

"I don't care if you are drinking an alcoholic drink."

I said, and I opened the bottle of soju.

It was a Korean drink, so she's into Korean alcoholic beverages?

"So, did you like this place?"

She asked while looking at the city lights.

"Yes, this was also the place that makes me calm. It overlooks city lights. Who wouldn't love it?"

I said, and for the first time, I agreed with her.

"Are you sure you'll gonna marry me?"

She suddenly asked me in her serious tone of voice.

"I will, just what I said last night; it was for the sake of my dad's last wish."

I answered, and she drank the bottle of soju.

"You know what, Trevan, even though we just started dating, it feels like I've known you for a long time."

She seriously said that makes me wonder why she became like this.

"What do you mean by?"

I asked, and this time I won't give her cold treatment.

"You are one of the most beautiful things that have happened in my life, so I am so grateful to you. It was the first time I'd open up about some things about my life and past."

She said, and I let her say what she wanted.

"Why? I've thought you have plenty of friends. You can share it with them, right?"

Knowing she's well-known, I am sure that she has a lot of friends to lean on.

"I don't have a friend."

She almost whispered; that makes me surprised.

"Seriously? Even best friend you don't have?"

I asked her.

She looks at me and.

"I have a best friend, and we fell in love with each other, and we decided to be a couple, but after a year, I've decided to break up with him because I didn't want him to suffer because of me. I regret it because I let him be my lover. He was the one makes me feel like living. We pursued our passion together, but we separate our ways, and I guess it's the right choice."

So, she already experienced how does it feel to have a lover?

"I don't know what to say because I didn't even experience how to love someone in my whole life."

I was just stating the fact.

"So I am the unlucky woman?"

She mumbled and laughed out loud.

"Hey! You're not unlucky! I am a good-looking guy with a well-built body; I have a six-pack of abs. I am intelligent and brave. I also have the experience on how to manage a business."

I proudly said to her, and she was just smiling.

"So now it's fine with you to marry me?"

So she was expecting that I won't obey my dad's last wish?

"Obviously yes, since we don't have another choice, right?"

I answered.

"Thank you, Trevan; you weren't treating me cold right now; oh, can you tell me about your life?"

She said, and she's a little bit drunk.

I let out a heavy sigh first.

"My life was boring because I've been obeying my parent's decisions all of my life. I guess since I was a fetus, they finally wrote what I needed to do HAHAHAHA. Since I am the eldest, that's why I also chose to obey them. I have a brother, but he didn't even hear out from my parents. He became the black sheep of our family. That's why all the responsibilities are with me."

I've said, and I was controlling myself not to cry, but suddenly she put her hands on my face and started to kiss me on my lips.

*CHUP*

Fuck! She was currently kissing me torridly, and to my surprise, I was also kissing her back; what the fuck.

"We've kissed each other, even though we know to ourselves that it will be unwanted marriage, but I am hoping that you wouldn't leave me to this ride of our road trip in life.

Being alone forever is what I am afraid of, and I am longing for the thing called "one true love" I will never get tired even if I got old, For your love is what I know is right."

She said, and I was about to answer about it.

"KIDDING ASIDE hahahahahah.''

She was catching some air to breathe after yelling it to me.

I thought she was serious about it because I didn't want her to fall for me, and neither did I.

"Samantha, I know you were drunk, but please don't kiss me again, okay?"

I said to her while holding her face.

She smiled as if there was no tomorrow.

"Why? Do you like it, huh?"

I stare at her and lean closer to her.

"You will just make me trigger to kiss you badly and want you badly."

I whispered and smirked.

"You maniac!"

She shouted at me and slapped me.

After that, she put her head on my chest, and she seemed like she was sleeping.

I tried to wake her up, but she was freaking sleeping tightly, and I let her sleep on my chest.

*KRIIIING*

Suddenly her phone was ringing as I grabbed her phone from her sling bag, it was her dad calling her.

"Hello, Uncle Alex?"

I answered it since Samantha was sleeping and I couldn't wake her up.

"Oh, is this Trevan?"

Uncle Alex asks on the other line.

"Yes, Uncle."

I've answered.

"Where's Samantha?"

He asked, and I took a deep breath before answering his questions.

"She's currently in the comfort room. She left her phone at the table. Why, uncle?"

I said, and I hoped he didn't find I was lying.

"Nothing, I'm just checking her out if she's telling the truth that you will date her because I've seen a ticket from her room, a music festival ticket. I was thinking that she was lying that she's with you. Anyway, could you take her home after your dinner date?"

Uncle Alex said.

"Sure, uncle, no problem."

I said, and he said thank you, and after that, he ended up the call.

I think Samantha used to break the rules from her father.

After the phone call, I decided to carry her inside the car

and clean our mess at the big rock where we were seated.

It was just two days with her, but it feels like a year.

Afterwards, I am now driving her to their house. I found myself smiling while driving.

So this is what it feels like to have a date with a woman?

It was the first time I ever did.

The first time I've held a hand of a woman, had a deep talk about life with a woman, drank alcohol with a woman, drove to her home, and lastly, this is the first time I've kissed a woman.

I found myself smiling after doing that dumb thing; I guess if we love each other, I'll find it sweet, but now for me, especially since we both didn't love each other, I found it cringe HAHAHAHA.

After a half-hour of driving, we were finally in front of their house, and I woke her up; gladly, she was already awake.

"Fix yourself; we're finally at your home."

I uttered and acted like I was her boss.

She looked at me and rolled her eyes.

"You let me sleep; what if you raped me?"

She's yelling at me inside my car while checking herself as if I did something to her.

"Excuse me, I'm too handsome to be a rapist, and one more thing, You were not my type. You don't have any nice boobs."

I whispered.

"Pardon?"

Gladly, she didn't hear me because I was sure she would slap me again if she did.

"I've said just get out of my car and have a good fucking sleep."

I uttered, and she didn't even wait for me to finish what I was saying. She gets out of the car and slams the door entirely.

I watch her first get inside of their giant gate that makes her too skinny HAHAHAHA. She turns her looks in my direction and raises her middle finger. I shook my head because I was annoyed with her.