Chapter 5 No.5

I woke up lazily. My body aches. I feel tired and I do not know why I am in a bad mood. If it weren't for the fact that we have a quiz on my two major subjects, I would not have entered classes.

"Hija. Are you okay?" La Lagring asked thoughtfully when I didn't move the food in front of me.

"Yeah. It's just felt like a little disgusting."

Lola lagring, she raised me since I was a child. She knows me well, compared to mama. Mom only comes home once. I'm used to it, it doesn't seem like a big deal to me.

"Have you having a menstruation?" She suddenly asked which surprised me.

"Yeah."

She nodded and laid down in front of me a glass of milk.

"Is that so? That's normal for girls. But here's my advice to you hija. When you have a boyfriend, don't let your boyfriens do you all the way. You've already a woman. You can get pregnant." she said in a serious tone while busy cooking. I winced.

La Largring is really very straightforward.

I was only eleven when my first menstruation. Ofcourse I've learned about that.

"I don't have a boyfriend and I don't have any plans like that I still want us to be able to start my own business, " I took a bite of the bacon and drank the milk. "When is mama going home? She's not answering my call." I asked her.

"Hija. You know your mama is busy especially now that she's building a Hotel on Isla Constancia."

Even though I was feeling bad, I just went in class. I was lazy to walk to the comfort room because I felt sticky.

I was about to turn into a comfort room when I passed by an empty room. It reminds me of Sebe and that girl.

But wrong, now is Damon.

I raised an eyebrow when I saw Damon leaning over the woman. The woman was confined to both of Damon's hands leaning against the wall.

Public Display Of Affection.

They looked in my direction when they heard the footsteps of my shoes.

I just walked straight and stiffed. Like, I did'nt see them. After all, such things should be ignored.

Things that lack attention so what is being done to grab attention. So pityful. When I passed I heard the woman giggle.But someone grabbed my arm suddenly and I was about to face him. Damon looked at me coldly.

Oh? Earlier, he really enjoyed kissing the girl's neck! ' Why is he here?

I shut up my brow.

"Yes?"

He leaned closer and I panicked cause so I leaned against the wall of a room.

"Bloodstain." He said huskily Damn shit! I inhaled his breath.

But I was shaking.

"Huh?" Confused, I said. But I was even more surprised when someone quickly snapped at him.

"What are you doing ?!" a loud and thunderous voice escaped from Sebe. Damon's collared hands were shaking. With just a violent parting from Damon, he was released.

Damn! What's happening?

I feel scared and very nervous now. Why are they fighting?

Damon cooly put his hands inside his pocket. I don't know but I am nervous because of the face the two are both demonic.

"Afraid might I take your woman?" He chuckled and became serious immediately. "She has blood stain so I'll just tell. Don't overact dude." Damon said and they turned to me.

My face seemed to turn white at what I heard! Is that why I feel so viscous? Is that why I seem disgusted? God, I dont know! I 'm not prepare! I don't have a pocket napkin!

I could not speak.

I just bent down and bit my lip. When I looked up I saw Damon leaving but Sebe remained.

His jaw tightened as he looked at me.

"Uh, I'm leaving," I said.

"You have a blood staint." He says vulgarly. Other students are still staring at us and staring at me.

Even though I'm still shy, I can't do anything.

"I can do it."

I sighed when he took off the long sleeve he was wearing in front of me. He had a black shirt inside.

"Wrap that in your waist.Follow me." He said seriously and walked away. Heck! Follow me? Wherever?

I immediately put his long sleeve on my waist and rolled it up. I didn't have the self to obey him.I just followed him and he opened a door in a building near the library. When I looked at the door there was a "Sebe Montemayor Office" hanging there.

He pressed his phone and talked to someone while I was just standing in front of the table.

This is his office. All white and air-conditioned also. There are bookshelves on the side and there is a door in the back that I think is bathroom.So clean and neat.

"Please bring me a sanitary napkins and a pair of clothes. Thank you." He said on the other line and turned off the phone. I can't believe it's really happening to me. So embarrassing.

Such a thing that only women should know. It's part of a woman's privacy.

"Sit down." provided bottled juice and a medicine.

I raised an eyebrow.

"Huh?"

"Pain reliever. I know it hurts." He said to me.

He knows. Maybe because he has a lot of woman huh? I took it right away and drank.

Moments later a woman delivered to Sebe's office a plastic napkin and a white T-shirt, jeans, and a panty.

"Sebe thank you very much." what am I going to do if he doesn't come earlier? Will I walk with a lot of blood in my ass?

"All for you." I got chill at what he said. I immediately went into the bathroom and changed.

My heart beat like a wild animal. I'm so too much for today.

***

Bland, dull and boring. That's three words describe my life before. But now I have a reason to wake up in the morning.

I became even more educated. Sometimes I saw Sebe at school. Even I do not know why I am like this.

"What's bothering you Nat?" Kylie's question brought me back to my mind.

"Fucking earth to fucking Natalia !!" Jen exclaimed and took her shot.

An ear breaking sounds filled my ears. Assorted colors from the disco light and people dancing and swaying anywhere on the dancefloor that seem to accompany the dancing and whatever obscenity the people are doing there.

"Nothing," I said and sipped my blue boracay drink. We're here in Alcobar. Somewhere near our School.

"Really? I think you're not.Tell me what's bothering you," she asked.

Should I tell her? Nothing's wrong right? I know these past few days I've been lack of thoughts.

I seem to be competing with the famous geniuses of our generation because my brain and body are beaten by my studies and reading books. Jen said that I just needed eye glasses to be a nerd again.

"Come on Nat! What friends are for?" Jen persuaded me and she clunged her arms to the man next to her.

Less talk, less mistake. As they say.

"Some other time." At the same time, I glanced at the person next to Jen who was almost only looking at me. Such an ass. Jen is next beside him but looking at me huh? Really?

"It's about Sebe's right?" I was startled when Kylie came closer to me and whispered. I can smell her sweet scent.

Damn, she's really an observant.

"How did you know?" I whispered back. Just enough for us to hear each other even loudly on the dancefloor.

I did not deny.

"I saw you.And I saw how he looks at you." She shrugged."But we don't know yet. How do you feel when he's around?" She asked.

I pouted. This is not the right place and time to talk about such a house. The Bar is the opposite place to talk about it.

"Let's talk about it some other time," I excused myself so that Kylie wouldn't continue her question.

In our circle of friends Kylie is my closest. I know, I'm not the type to be sweet or you'll immediately find emotion. I'm used to this. I mean, myself. Like what they say I'm cold and stiffed.

I guess since my dad died, I have lost my cheerfulness and sweetness.

"Let's dance!"

I stopped protesting when Kylie stood up and she smiled at me.

"Come on!" She invited me so I also got up because the two of them were already there.

This is not our first time here. A few times as well. I used to drink only mild drinks. There is only a limit to my drinking.

I limit myself of course. I don't want to look like stupid because of too much intoxication.

I joined them on the dance floor and for a while, I forgot being me. We're laughing and giggling at the same time.

"Woah ! Nice one Natalia! " Jen shouted. So I laughed. Damn. I enjoyed this one.

But all that was thrown away when I saw above a bulk of the man shouting in elegance.

His dark piercing eyes were all on me. Like I'm the only one dancing here on the dance floor. He was holding a cup of wine in his hand leaning against the railing on the second floor of the Bar.But my gaze shifted to the girl beside him.

Wearing a red sweetheart dress and have a beautiful face. Her arms clinging in Sebe firmed arms. My breathing suddenly tightened so I looked away. So, did he also go to the bar with another woman?

What else to expect from a Sebe? Rich and handsome fuckboy owner of our School? What can I really expect? I lost my appetite to dance so I excused to Kylie to let me go to the comfort room first. I have many acquaintances who have met and greeted me.

I will never forget Sebe with a woman. Why am I hurting? Do I have a right to feel this? The corner of my eye warmed up because of the tears.

"Fuck!" I cursed and looked up. It should not be like this. I don't deserve this kind of pain.

But when I looked up, I looked up at the man who was looking at me seriously. He was standing right in front of me.

He's wearing a gray v neck t shirt and a black jeans. The beauty of his body was scratched. His both hands inside his pocket. His wroth pair of eyes lingered on me.

What a perfect timing! I stopped walking and he slowed down a bit. He violently breathed out.

"Why are you here?" He asked ,level our distance.

My forehead furrowed at his kind question.

"To enjoy," I mocked and smirked a bit. "Why? Is the bar yours too?" I don't know why I am feisty asnwering him.

He immediately shifted his gaze on me like he's surprise by my sudden burst out. Even I, I don't know.

"You're tipsy.Stop drinking," he told me emphatically.

"Like you care?" You had a woman with you a while ago and now this is what you're telling me? I averted my eyes.

"Uh I'll going. Sorry," I said recovering. Before leaving he touched my arm.

"That's home.?I'll take you." I can feel the warmth from his body.

"I have someone with me. No need. You have no obligation to me." His jaw clenched again from what I have said.

"It's embarrassing to be with you," I added. I don't care what he thinks anymore.

"Were not a thing. I just knew her " he explained that why he's with a woman. Duh. But I took his hand away and looked at him.

"It's nothing to me. I don't know who you're with." my voice suddenly croaked.

My tears rolled down my cheeks. Why I feel the pain of seeing him with someone else? Why? Sebe cursed as he saw my expressions.

"Fuck! I'm sorry. Why are you crying?"

I sighed at his question and immediately wiped my cheek.

Damn it!

"Nothing. I just want to go home."

But immediately he pulled me closer for a hug. I want to swear!

"I'm sorry," He said again. "Don't you want to? It won't happen again." I nodded suddenly. I nodded like a fool.

He snuzzled my hair and sniffed on it.

Sometimes his hug comforted me.

I feel different in the middle of his arm. My heart beats differently when we are so close. Why are we like this? Silence enveloped us when he drove me home.

I just texted Jen that I had already gone home. I didn't bother to look at Sebe even though I knew he was staring straight at me.

Until he stopped outside the gate of our house he also did not speak. I squeezed my hand.

"Thank you." I broke the silence and smiled. He bit his lips and nodded."I'm going." I said simultaneously pointing at the door.

But his hand gestured to me.

"Come here." he commanded and tapped his lap.

What does he mean? Will I sit on his lap? What do you think Nat? Your' re fucking genius! Don't be stupid. I moved to sit on his lap. Is he really like this. My system shook when I sat there. His lips rose sideways.

"Are you mad?" he suddenly asked, cupping my face. He leaned his forehead against my forehead. I inhaled his breath that smelled of whiskey. I got chill in our position.

Why would I be angry? Am I right?

"No," I replied.

"Really?"

I nodded. "Really." I confirmed.

He bit his lips and just one move he kissed my forehead. I close my eyes emphatically. My heart is beating so fast. Gosh, Am I flirting?

He dropped his kiss on my nose and gave me a peck there.

After a while, his kiss fell on my lips. Damn! I could feel the movement on my lips.

"Open your mouth." He said between his kisses.

After a while his kiss dropped to my lips. Damn! His lips were so soft that it seemed delicious to bite. I could feel the movement on my lips.

I also seemed to be hypnotized by what he said. I felt him smirked as he claimed my lips again.

I almost moaned when his little tongue entered my mouth. His tongue explored my mouth. He tasted every side of it.

I moaned sweetly.I can feel his hands wrapped on my body. We are so close. I don't want to admit it but I like the warmth it gives me.

I don't know why I got to this point. But I don't want to compare myself to the women linked to Sebe.

Whatever the consequences of it, of how I feel about him. I don't know anymore. He sucked my lowerlip.

"Fuck," He cursed. "Come in your house , please. As long as I can."

I smiled as we stared at each other. I will never forget tonight.