Chapter 3 Ch 3.

"Brenda, what are you doing here?" I asked Brenda.

"I should be asking you that" she answered.

"This is my boyfriend's house, of course I should be here"

She and Morrison rolled their eyeballs immediately I said that, they even scoffed simultaneously.

"You're my best friend, how come you're laying on my boyfriend's bed? Naked?"

"Hey!"

She sat upright, resting her back on the headboard and dragging the blanket along with her to cover her chest, but Morrison didn't let her.

He pulled the blanket down and snatched her right breast in his mouth, he began sucking on it while playing with the other, making me feel awkward.

I felt my heart twist in pain and I quickly moved my eyes away from him, then focused them on Brenda's.

"Firstly, I'm not your best friend, stop addressing me as such, it's embarrassing being even a frenemy with you"

"What?" Embarrassing? What's come over her?

"Secondly, Morrison has never being your boyfriend, he's mine all along"

My eyes shifted to Morrison when she said that, but Morrison wasn't even looking my way, he's given his devoted attention to Brenda's breasts.

I turned my eyes back to Brenda.

"What are you saying? Is this a joke?"

"A joke?" she shook her head. "You should know I don't joke, I'm always serious with everything" she said.

"B-but you're my best friend, Brenda, how could you do this to me?"

She didn't answer that, she simply kissed Morrison's head and giggled at something he whispered in her ear.

"Hold on..."

They didn't give me their attention, but I know they're listening, so I continued.

"...how long has this been going on? How long have you been cheating on me, Morrison?"

"Cheating on you?" Morrison asked.

I nodded, which earned me a scoff from him.

"I have never cheated on you, because I don't even love you in the first place"

"What?"

"Yeah, I only wanted a taste of your fresh p*ssy, but sadly, you didn't even give me the chance to after getting close to you"

"W-what?!"

Is this a dream? Because I can't bring myself to believe what I'm hearing right now, I just can't believe it.

"Yeah, Perry, don't think so highly of yourself" Brenda said.

She grabbed Morrison's head and pulled him closer, she placed a peppering kiss on his lips and turned back to me.

"My boyfriend, Morrison..." she emphasized on the my. "...wouldn't even spare you a glance, if it wasn't for the bet he made with his friends!"

This is so surreal, I suddenly started feeling suffocated. My eyelids twitched spastically as I tried to convince myself, this is a dream, but of course, it's not a dream.

"I trusted you guys, I trusted you with all my heart and this is how you repay my trust? By stabbing me in the back?" I asked.

"Nobody stabbed you in the back, didn't he just made it clear to you?"

Brenda paused, stared at me a few moments before speaking.

"He was just with you because he had a bet with his friends, but because of you're too uptight he's lost!"

I stared at Morrison, so he's being with me all these times, simply because he wanted to sleep with me?

"You're just too old fashioned, I mean, who keeps their virginity until marriage these days?" He said.

He and Brenda burst into a fit of laughter, I felt my eyes welling up quickly.

I wanted to cry because my best friend whom I trusted with my whole life, ended up betraying me and she didn't even consider me a friend.

I wanted to cry because my boyfriend whom I love so dearly, was a bloody liar, they've both been lying to my face.

"Perry, you need to grow up, ok? I'm losing $2000 because of you, or..." he paused.

He hopped up the bed, snatched a towel nearby and wrapped it around his waist loosely and approached me.

He stopped in front of me, he's not so taller than me, hence he didn't have to bend when talking to me.

He looked directly in my eyes, usually when he looks in my eyes, I'd feel giddy all over. But right now, all I'm feeling is disgust.

"...or would you let me bang you now so I can win that $2000?" he asked.

"What?"

Is he normal? How can he ask me such a question? Goodness, I can't believe I was about crying for this bast*rd.

"I can give you $500, after all, you kinda contributed to...."

I don't know where this courage came from, but I didn't let him finish his words before giving him a resounding slap.

He held his cheek and glared at me, but surprisingly, I didn't flinch back. I turned to Brenda, she's glaring daggers at me too.

"What do you think you're doing?" she asked me.

"No, I should be the one asking you this. What do you think you're doing?"

My eyes flickered towards Morrison for a brief moment, before turning back to her.

"You're lucky I don't hit girls, I would have shown you what I'm made of!" Morrison said, but I ignored his words.

"Do you think this guy is being serious and honest with you?" I asked Brenda.

"Of course" she replied.

She sprang off the bed and jumped on Morrison's back, she kissed his shoulders and smirked at me.

"You really think he's being honest with you, if he can play with my heart, then know he can trample on yours"

"Do I look like I care?"

"So.. you're willing to throw away our years of friendship for this scum?" I asked.

Brenda scoffed frustratedly.

"I have told you, there's no friendship between us, I won't even appreciate it if someone think we're frenemies!" she snapped at me.

I shut my eyes and balled my fists beside me, I can't believe this, I have being the fool all along.

"Are you done yet? Can you leave my house now?!" Morrison growled at me.

My heart is bleeding right now, I could feel it breaking every seconds and I felt like crying. But I won't cry, I don't wanna give them the satisfaction of getting to me.

"I'll leave" I said.

I opened my eyes and looked between them, I let out a dry laugh.

"And after I leave here today, it's over between all of us, we're gonna be strangers from now onwards"

"Of course, nobody wants your friendship anyway" Brenda said.

I smiled at her, then faced Morrison.

"Remember, I dumped you first, bast*rd!" I yelled in his face before running out of the home.

It's not easy trying to be brave, when you're not.

I wanted to be brave, I didn't wanna cry over this, but how can I be brave when the people who hurt me were the closest to my heart?

Each step take away from Morrison's house tore my heart apart, their betrayal is something I couldn't handle. I so badly wants to bawl my eyes out, claws my heart out to stop the pain.

I didn't know it hurts this much been heartbroken, I just wanted to love and being loved. I didn't sigh up for this, I gave out a dry laugh at how pathetic I am.

How weak I am.

But I can't blame myself for wanting a relationship, a taste of love from the opposite sex but I guess luck wasn't on my side.

I angrily wipe the single tears that has rolled down my cheek, I can't cry even though that what I wanted to do.

I swear I'm not going to fall in love anytime soon if this what comes out of it, it's better I focus on my future.