Chapter 8 ROHAN UNWANTED FEELINGS

ROHAN'S POV

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Hello, friends, I hope you all know me through my Aanshi.

But still, it's my responsibility to tell you everything about me, and my family background.

As you all know, I'm a school topper, college topper, and university topper.

But I'm a scholarship student because I was born and brought up in a middle-class family.

I'm living in a joint family, consisting of four brothers, their kids, and grandkids.

My father is the youngest son, among the four and now he is only alive among them.

And I have two older unmarried sisters and one younger sister.

That means I'm the only support to my family, not only I'm the only one of my parents and also for my uncle's aunts too, because my cousin's brothers left their parents after getting married.

So after my uncle's death the whole family responsibilities was on my dad's shoulder, even my younger cousin's sisters are married and have kids.

But my sisters who are elder than others are unmarried because have more importance to my cousin's sister.

" Papa I agree that you are a good and great son, brother, Dewar(brother in law), Uncle, father in law, grandfather, and in future maybe great grandfather too"

" But in my views, you are not a good husband and father, and I don't think you will be exchanged,", I said once.

" You uncultured bastard, how dare you to speak all this nonsense with me?"

" What wrong did I do to you and your mom that you think that I'm a bad person?"

" So am I not fulfilling your whole needs? then why don't you like me?" dad asked me.

" Yes papa I'm correct in my place because you never fulfilled a husband and father duty"

" Giving your wife and kids three times food, shelter and clothes is not enough"

" Being a father and husband you have to fulfil your responsibilities too"

" My elder sisters are older than my cousin's, and they have crossed the wedding age too"

" But you never thought of their wedding in your dreams too," I said.

And my dad and I had a big argument with each other, and he kicked me out of the house.

You won't believe friends, when I said all these to my dad, I was only fifteen years old.

" You son of a bitch, you have so much guts to argue with me na?"

" Then get out of my house and my earnings, prove yourself a responsible person,'' my dad said, kicking me out.

See my good luck Friends, because of the state first rank in my tenth grade I got admission to a good college.

And I got a good hostel, and I'm a home tutor for so many students.

And frankly speaking Friends I'm earning so much money in it for my livelihood.

But my reverse answer to my dad changed my sister's life so much.

After two months of the issue, my sister's got married to good guy.

But my father didn't allow me to attend the wedding, he is still angry with me.

Every month I send some amount of money to my mom, for their livelihood.

Because now my dad got retired, and all his sister-in-law's, nieces, and nephews left him alone.

And now they need financial help, so I'm helping my parents, through working hard day and night.

From the past four years, I'm working like hell, but nobody knows about it.

So when I came out of my house, I promised myself that.

"I promise to myself that, in my whole educational life, I will never talk or do friendship with any girl"

Do you know friends, why do I take that oath??

Because I don't want to get diverted myself to any girl and love and waste my time.

And for four years, I've had control over my decision!!!

But we can't go against our fate, I thought something and God decided another thing.

So one day I was entering, inside my graduation university gate.

Suddenly something attracted my sight, a few naughty students from our college were passing some bad comments.

But I was not able to understand about whom they were talking about.

Actually hey were our seniors, but they are back logo's students too.

I observed them, and I saw that they are looking towards a girl in her blue short sleeveless dress,with exposing whitish legs.

Her legs can be seen, so they were saying" Ahhh man if her legs are so beautiful and white, how would her boobs and other parts be?"

Hearing it my blood pressure got high, my blood was boiling with anger.

And I wanted to scold that girl, for wearing that kind of dress, so I hurriedly went near her.

" Hello, miss, are you searching for something? Do you need any help from me" I said.

But you know friends, there were no words I wanted to say to her.

Seeing her beautiful smiling face and shining eyes, those words didn't came out of my mouth.

I was memorised by her beauty and smiling face, she was looking like wow!!

Maybe in my university, so many girls are more beautiful and cute than her.

But nobody or their smile attracted me towards them, but this girl has something.

So unwantedly I started helping her, and I observed that everyone was looking towards me with a shock.

"Of course man, they are shocked seeing your sudden behaviour"

" The guy who never looked towards a girl in these four years is very friendly with a girl"

" You are a person, who never gives tutions to any girl student too," my inner voice said.

" Yes man I agree that I was very far away from girls, but I'm unknowingly and unwantedly attracted to her"

" She has a magnetic power, which is grabbing me towards her"

" And frankly speaking I too wanted to get close to her," I said to my inner voice.

At first sight, I started liking her so much but my liking got more, knowing her real identity.

Hello!! I'm not talking about her dad's financial identity.

What I mean to say is, she is my role model Anju Pillai's only daughter.

And through her, I can meet her mom and get some tips too.

After dropping her near her classroom, I was eagerly waiting for the break.

" Hey !!Rohan, where are you going in too much hurry man? Did you lose something?" Sameer my bestie asked.

After the break bell, I was running towards Aanshi's classroom in a hurry, so Sameer asked me.

You know what friends, Aanshi is a very good person, in a few hours she made three friends including me.

But thank god that the other two are girls, hahaha....you all are thinking wildly na?

When I took her and her friends to the canteen, I saw that Aanshi class topper sat beside me.

But I don't want her to be near me, so I said to my Aanshi" please sit beside me na Aanshi"

" Why? What happened? Lisa is sitting beside you na, why do you want me to sit near you?" she asked.

When I explained to her the reason behind my request, she agreed and sat beside me.

But when she shook hands with Sameer and asked him to be her friend.

Unknowingly I wanted to kick and beat my bestie blue and green for holding Aanshi's hand.

"But why do I feel very bad when Sameer touches Aanshi?" I asked to myself.

" Because you started liking her, so at last Mr arrogant started loving a girl"

" Mr arrogant and rude tempered Rohan Kashap love started loving someone at first sight," my inner voice said.

Friends I don't trust my inner voice, so please tell me what these feelings are called?