Chapter 4 The real me

When we got to the room we were staying, the room was neatly beautiful but I had a reason to say that the city was close to Hell but how they design the room we were staying made it look like we at heaven, I noticed that one of the people were counting how many we were but when I am noticed his presence, he ran. I followed him and we got a dead end, there was no more way to run to, when he turned, he was scared and I could see it in his eye but the anger in my body could not allow me see his true self, the anger in my soul made me a great undefeatable beast.

I wanted to leave him but the anger ranging through my soul could not let me, the anger that my long last friends threw me away like I don't exist and love the new guy, I could see Kia face, I grabbed the guy by the neck I was about to rip it off when my Peter threw a stick at me. I got more angry and threw the guy away, the guy broke his back bone and his left hand because he landed on it. Peter was not scared because he thought he was facing the old James he did not know that I had allowed my fear and my hates full my head and the fearful James was no where to be found, Peter roared to him trying to warn him that he does not want to beat him but James just did did not want to understand the message, the message was supposed to make him quit the fight but instead James attacked unexpectedly, he lifted Peter off the floor and threw him, Peter landed with his back, Peter got angry and fought back but he was not as strong as James, their friends could notice that James was stronger and very fearless. James was about to kill him until the time sunddenly paused, she was the one again and I pray she help us this time, the time lady helped them defeat James but she was badly injured and she was so weak that she was dieing at a very fast rate, her glowing blue hair started turning black. Peter got more angry and ripped James head off his body. The whole crew were shocked even the time lady, her most perfect was gone, she was like maybe his pretending that he was waiting for the perfect time to rise up but he didn't, he was dead. The whole team were surprised and scared, Peter said after ripping his head off, " we don't need him, he was slowing us down, remember that the great war ahead". Mary helped the time lady up, she could sense the anger Mary was feeling. After all what had happened,Kia said " I know a way u can do without getting James to calm you." The time lady was shocked and confused, she wondered why they wanted him off the team, she thought maybe the way Peter had been behaving to her might be part of the reason. He has been more very caring like I was the only one on the team, she could sense he was in love with her, she was also in love with him but she prefer to be with James. James body was left in the cold, his body was freezing, I would have just came back to live as the time lady has said but there was a poison in Peter claws that would have killed any type of dark creature but it didn't kill me instead it delayed my time of returning to life. When I finally returned, I was in the middle if nowhere, I was shivering due to the cold and I could not see anyone pass, I was all alone in the middle of the unknown. At that point I remembered my friends and I burst into tears, I heard a voice " son you can't give up now, you have to get to the end of this street so you can return to the human world."

" I have no business there again all my friends have betrayed me and am tired of life itself, it's sweet to be dead, paradise at last."

" Son you want to waste all your years just because of a moment sadness"

I could not give her a quick answer because something took me back to the past and all those cool and special memories that I could not get back too was there, it played like I was watching a TV. then she said

" Once you are here, all those memories fade, no love or hate here, it just your soul moving to and fro, nothing to make you laugh,so don't let your memories fade away, fight for it son fight for it ."

Her voice faded and I saw souls happy and on the other side I saw sad souls, they were in the dark, they had no memories but the happy ones had their memories to make them laugh, cry and to remember that they were on Earth. I could not tell where that energy came from, I broke through the ice and I began the journey to the end of the Street then later I noticed that there was a timer, I started running just to get to the end before the timer was done. I was late, the timer was remaining just 2 minutes to end and I was far from the end, I allowed the cold to take me and I joined the dark souls, no memories but there was this one memory that refuse to leave though it was not clear because I was still young but I could still see it, the day my mum was buried, tears rolled down my eye and that memory kept on playing like it was on replay, I cried at every time it plays, each time for a different reasons.

At first I cried because she was gone, secondly,, I cried because she refused to say goodbye, thirdly I cried because she had to pass on the sickness, fourthly I cried because I missed her, the fifth reason was that I loved her and she must go.

" Who are you?, Don't you have someone you love, someone who needs you? you have a lot of people that cares for you, you have to return to them.