Chapter 5 Confirmed death.

Black Angel

Episode 5

(Three weeks later)

It was confirmed that my parents died in a motor accident due to brake failure

At first, my mother was in a coma for two weeks before she finally gave up the ghost... My dad died on the spot

All my parent's property was given to me but was to be managed by my guidance until I was 18 years old

Unfortunately for me, Uncle T was my guidance... Everyone was deceived by the way he cried and wept on my parent's burial except me

I hated him... He disgusted me

I had no one to report him to so I only had to shut up

Back home, the abuse continued unabated

Uncle T abused Me physically and sexually....

He turned me into a sex slave... At the age of twelve.. I was perfect at doing a blowjob and I could fuck properly

To me, sex was just an act... A thing I did just to get away from punishment

I changed for bad, I became reserved... I hated everyone including myself

I was no longer the chubby beautiful outspoken brilliant and funny Sandra everyone knew me as...i became distant.. Cold and dull... I rarely talked

I rarely smiled...

I only stared at everyone with cold dark eyes... I was now used to the beatings and pains

I took everything without complaining

Sexual abuse does two things to its victims

It's either it shuts you down or shut you up

When it shuts you down, you become slow witted... You start behaving like a moron...you start thinking slow and become timid and easily scared

It brings forth the rabbit in you... Your tame gentle part

That's the broken down aspect of sexual assault

But the other one that can happen to you is when you shut up

You become quiet and cold as ice

It brings forth the demon in you.. You become a beast as well... You become heartless and cruel like attacker

Your thoughts are only filled with impure thoughts like killing and causing damage

You feel like shedding blood... You feel like making someone cry

All you want is horror and chaos

As for me, it brought forth the demon in me

It brought forth my dark side... You can call it the black me

I started having evil thoughts from the age of 15

About killing,

About shedding blood

And mostly about killing my uncle

Not just a mercy killing

A painful slow death... That's all I wanted

I knew I needed a psychiatrist..but that was the least... The only thing to calm down my tumor was if I killed my molester

I knew that I had to kill him

But things changed

Uncle T decided to marry.... That plan disrupted my plans a bit

He married a young lady called Margaret popularly known as Meggie

She was a young bright lady with great manners

I hated Meggie but she made it impossible for me to hate her

She loved and cared for me

Even when I shoved her off and insulted her.... She took it all with a smile and never got angry

Her patience and understanding so strange

She behaved like an angel

She loved and treated me like her daughter... I started growing affections for her

We got close and I noticed that uncle T was not comfortable with it... The affection that his wife had for me was genuine

Many times she prevented him from beating me up... I never told her that her husband use to abuse me sexually... She didn't know anything

All she knew was that my uncle was too harsh on me and she hated it...

Soon,he started showing his real colour to Meggie ...he started beating her up too

Many times... Whenever he wanted to beat me

She would jump over me and cover with her body and receive the beating instead of me...

Some times when I see her husband beating her up

I will run and cover her with my own body and take the beating for her

After that, we would treat each other wounds with iodine and then laugh together like nothing's wrong... This created a bond between us

I loved her and she loved me as well...

As for her,the abuse brought out her own timid part... It brought forth the rabbit in her.. She became scared of my uncle

One day, I decided to tell her the truth.

I revealed it all to her.

Meggie's reaction was so touching.... She didn't cry out loud but tears of pain dropped down her eyes....

Tears kept on rolling down until I gave her an handkerchief

She looked at me slowly with red bloodshot eyes and said quietly

"I knew something was wrong with him from the first day my mother introduced him to me as my husband-to-be

He looked somehow cool but underneath him... I sensed a cruel evil beast.... "

She grabbed my hands

"Sandra... Please let's run away.... Let's leave him and escape... I have enough money for us to start a new life

I'm scared of him... Someone that could kill his own sister and her husband for money....

He's dangerous

We would travel abroad.... And start all over again...

Please " she said crying again

I smiled and held her hand back

"No Meggie...

I don't care whether he kills me or not...

All I need is revenge... For what he did to my family... My parents... Me...

If I don't take something out of him... I won't survive....

Guilt and Anger will kill me

If you're scared... You're free to leave Me.... Run away "

She shaked her head and held me back

"No... I can't leave you

I will never leave you Sandra.. We're in this together.... I'm not going "

Water pulled into my eyes as I saw the affection she displayed.... That very day... I fell in love with Meggie... Not a sexual love but a Agape love... Love that was warm and real...the kind of love I had for my parents.... I loved Meggie.

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Things transformed in the house that day,

Meggie changed to something else... Even I myself was amazed.... I guess my story changed her... She stopped being timid like a rabbit...she became violent and harsh towards her husband....

She took everything for anger.... Small issues became something else...she became more protective of me.... Watching me like an hawk all the time..... Normally, she always travel abroad time to time for shopping... But since I told her that my uncle uses that opportunity to molest me for weeks,she changed her prospectives... She stopped travelling at all

She stayed at home all times and only went out when I was at school.....

Anytime I fell sick, she was always home beside me,... It felt like I had another mother

All these made uncle T aggressive... He couldn't touch me for months and I was getting better...

My dullness started reducing.... I started feeling like a human being again but things were worse for uncle T.... His sex slave wasn't available for him anymore.... His wife wasn't travelling anymore and anytime she wanted to... She took me along so it was impossible for him to have me

All these happened to me when I was 17 years old....

Then the unexpected happened.