Are you crying lady? "He handed me a handkerchief". "
"I looked at him first. before taking the handkerchief."
Thank you!.
"I feel him. His kind so I allowed him to talking with me."
Can I seat here?.
Sure you can!.
So why are you crying?.
Nothing for it it's a past already.
Oh!, I see.
Then!, what are you doing here?.
I've nothing to do so, I take a walk and I see this place. So I take a look over the sea.
Yes you are right. This place make you realize. If you are lonely. I've always here too if I'm lonely. Guess what I've always sitting here!.
Oh!, really so you come now because your lonely?.
Yup!, and I saw your crying.
I'm sorry if I took your seat.
No problem!.
"I didn't feel ashamed of him. so I thought about talking to him."
Uhm, so why your feel lonely?
Uhm! Little while a goo yes but now no!
Why?. It's so fast gone!.
Yes, because I saw you! I'm not feel alone.
Oh!, I see!
Can we be a friend?..
Uhm! Sure, but I'm a busy person I can't go anywhere so we don't always meet.
It's OK me too, busy person.
OK nice meeting you!. I'm Dianne I need to go!.
Nice meeting you too Dianne. I'm Carl
"I left him. Because I remember it's already dark. Mom and Dad got home in a few minutes."
"while I'm walking. I remember what happened while a go. I feel happy if you know someone can understand your feelings. And Carl too his feel like what I feel."
"I got home, from a short walking and saw a viewing around."
"mom and dad it's not home yet so I decided to cook for dinner. While I'm cooking mom and dad got home."
"Knock! knock!" "I heard someone knocking the door. I tough it's mam and dad. So I open it."
HI sweety!
Hello mom and Dad. How's your day?
It's fine even it's feeling tired.
Uhm. I said it you don't need to work had. I've already doing job. So you need to take a rest here in the house feel" chelax!."
Sweety You know how long we've been doing this. So we can't help but do it even when we are old." dad say it"
" I didn't say anything. I've always say it to theme. But they always say like that. So I keep silent about it."
OK dad!. So let eat dinner.
Oh, sweety your so sweet. Let's go! "He messed up my hair."
"I prepared the plates, spoon, glasses and the food. And now we started to eat dinner."
"because of my day off. We can eat together."
"I'm on my way to my work. I use walk only because we are not reach. But mom and dad can afford my tuition fee of my school college that time. So I don't need a car. I need is finishing study that's all."
"while I'm walking. They have car stop in beside in me. He open the car window and I saw Cal."
Hey! Dianne come inside I drop you off in your work.
"I feel his a good person so I Come inside the car."
"I nodded him"
Nice to see you again.
Me too!.
So where's your work?
In st. Lou, hospital.
Oh, that place ok.
Why?, what's the problem?
Uhm!, nothing
Really or do you have business there?
Uhm!, actually the owner of it is my close family.
Oh!, sounds good.
Yhe! I think I can always visit you there if you don't mind.
Uhm! It's ok no problem.
Really sure of it?.
Yhe! I am.
OK! OK! I visit you there!
"he stop the car in front of the hospital. And I step out in the car."
Thank you again Carl.
"he nodded and smile in me"
"I waited for him to get away before I went inside the hospital then my friends saw it what happen while ago."
Dianne, whose that man? "Mae ask it"
Uhm!, new friend.
Really? When you have a meet friend?, they have lots of boys here's and they like you. But you ignore them. " Lukas say it."
Yhe! When that happen girl? "Abby ask it"
I meet yesterday in the park.
Oh!, really yesterday how he fast I you!.
Lukas!, he saw me in the street. Then he stop the car. And he said you ride I'll take you to your work.
OK! OK! No comment it. " Mae say it".
" they both keep silent when I tell them the story. Because they know I use walking than use transportation. Because if I use taxi and jeepney it so traffic Im late in my work."
Uhm!, you understand it all?. So let's go to work now.
"they us get going to the locker room, and preparing for work. And doing sign in the log book."
"I've start my work".
"I have a patients a cute baby. Every time he smile me and i feel happy too."
"I like work in nursery department because I like children's".
"shes a premature baby, I taking care it in 4 hours. Then rotate in nursery room after In" ICU".
"when I saw this baby, her name is Nathalie, 6 months old. She's my first patient until now we are still here together."
"shes strong baby. Because I believe she can survive. And I will do everything that she live long life."
"I treat the same to my patients. But who wants more need the attention. I more focused to them".
"the time past to take care of Nathalie. Her mom is there to. I take care the medicine of Nathalie and her mom the rest. Sometimes I carry Nathalie and she make smile. I feel she's my little angel".
"The way she look at me and smile. I feel like my life is full of happiness. And that is my life now".
"because I have new life. And new future with the kids here in the hospital. They are my 3rd family. I feel every excited to come here in work. Because I feel they need me. That's why sometimes I rimember my past. I'm hopeless that time. And now I'm here they from od them because I know they need me here! ".
" not like my past. What If mom and dad didn't saw me. In the street what I am doing now. And what is my life now".
"i feel I like to theme. Needed a new life but in defferent ways. Me in the street I need someone to care of me. But nobody if I didn't survive Im sure I'm died already in the street. And theme in the hospital they are someone taking care of theme".
"they support there needs. They import need is they survive. If they can't survive. They're died.".
"because of that I feel thankful. Because I'm still living in this world. I have job. House, I can buy of what I like, and food. I can eat what I want."
"I'm so very blessed I have a send family. And they love me so much. So can't pay back theme in a money. But I can pay back to theme to taking care it the time come."
"Nathalie is crying, so I put it back and feed her. Then she fall sleep".
"and my Breck time is come. I said goodbye to Nathalie mother. And she nodded In me. So I'll get going out in the" ICU" room. And I get going to the lucker for take rest in a while. "