Chapter 5 Part-4

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Looking into her eyes filled with tears and sorrow he felt guilty, guilty of making her someone she is not his doll she was so innocent like a child how can somebody do this to her .

"doll...... Amal.." he said cupping her face while tears streamed down his face .

"pleaseee" she whimpered making his heart ache.

"Ok I will tell you everything but promise me you are not going to leave me after this love promise me" he asked desperately looking into her eyes.

"ok I won't but please tell me who I am" she said holding his hand.

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"baba na hum sa jhoot bola Zalan wo zinda hai" she said crying while hugging him tightly .

(Dad lied to us Zalan she is alive)

"Tumhe kaise pata chala mera matlab kisne bataya " he said, not understanding the sudden news while getting worried about her condition.

(how do you know I mean who told you)

"baba ki dairy main ....."she said crying more loudly.

(in dad's dairy..)

"main usa wapis la aun ga tum fikar mat karo"

(I'll bring her back don't worry)

"pata nahi unhon na aisa kyun kya mujha mahsos hota hai us ka dard pata nahi kis hal main ho gi meri jan"she said crying while clutching his shirt tightly.

(I don't know why he did that I can feel her pain I can't even imagine in what condition she is now)

"Kahan hai wo" he said unsure about what to ask at that point.

(where is she now)

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"wo thek tu ho gi na"she said her voice filled with hope to find some comfort from his words.

(Is she going to be alright)

"fikar mat karo main khud la ka ayon ga usa tumhara pas"he said, pecking her forehead one last time before existing the house.

(don't take stress I will take her to you)

sometimes we meet someone and felt connected to them like we never felt before he was feeling the same that time her big doe eyes looking towards him with innocence filled in them, her face was exactly same like his Amal but she was different on her own how she looks curiosity at everything around her, how she was fidgeting with her fingers in nervousness and she always try to be close to him when she finds some unknown person in front of her. How can someone be so cruel to make her life so hard.

"kuch chahiye" he asked her after seeing her peeking from time to time and looking towards him while blinking her eyes.

(do you want something)

"ice cream" she mumbled meekly looking towards her hands.

"Abhi lata hun"he said chuckling lightly while shaking his head on her innocence.

(I will bring it now)

"ya hai Amal '' he said introducing them like they we're strangers to each other she tilted her head looking at her curiously making Amal anxious forwarding her hand she touched her cheeks with her finger tips with her trembling hands when little droplets of tears left her eyes.

(she is Amal)

"Amal" she whispered which was only heard by Amal , they were like missing parts of each other's heart found after a lot of struggles.

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"Amal please don't I can't live without you" she said holding her hand tightly sulking like a little child Amal shifted her gaze towards him who was standing in the corner of a hospital room still in his numb state holding the reports in his hands.

"Aiman meri jaan tum akali tu nahi ho Zalan hai na tumhare paas woh tumhe kuch nahi hona da ga" she said caressing her cheeks softly while looking into his eyes .

(Aiman my love I am not going to leave you alone Zalan is here for you he is not going to let anything happen to you)

"nahi tum kahin nahi jaungi main tumhare liye dua karon gi na Allah sa ka meri behan ko na la ka jain meri tu ik hi behan wo aisa nahi karain ga"both of them looked towards eachother while tearing up at her innocence.

(no you are not going anywhere I will pray for you I will tell Allah not take my sister I only have one sister he will not do it with me)

"Acha theek hai kar lena dua ab idhar aka so jao humm" she said patting the place beside her making her lay down.

(ok we will pray tomorrow but right now sleep here with me)

silence was filled in the room after that she gestured to him to move towards her .

"Zalan main kuch kahoon gi tu wo pura karo ga" she said holding his hand while caressing her hairs with her other hand.

(Zalan if I tell you something will you fulfil it for me)

"Amal main toot jaunga" he said with his eyes filled with tears.

(Amal it will break me...)

"mera Zalan itna kamzor nahi hai usa itni asani sa nahi toda ja sakta"

(my Zalan is strong he can't break like this)

"tumhara sath rahun gi hamasha tumhara dil main" she said trying to control herself from crying.

(I will be here with you in your heart)

"Zalan meri ik ahri kwahis puri karo ga"she said between her sobs .

(Zalan will you fulfil my one last wish )

"Amal na.."she didn't let him complete his words and shook her head making him stop.

(Amal no..)

"please bas ik ahri bar iska bad kuch nahi mangu gi" she said with a trembling voice making his heart ache.

(please just one last time I won't ask you anything else)

but he just nodded his head, not being able to form a normal sentence in this condition.

"Pari sa nikkah kar lu aur us ka khyal rakhna mera liya"she said, making him shocked.

(get married to Pari and take care of her for me)

"Amal ya kya kah rahi ho main kaisa wo tu.."he said hiccupping not being able to process her words.

(Amal what are you saying how can I and she ..)

"please mera bad us ka koi nahi hai wo bohat masoom hai ya duniyan usa tabah kar da gi meri gudiya akali ho jae gi Zalan aisa mat hona dena wadah karo" she said holding his hand while looking into his eyes .

(please no one is going to be there for her after me she is so innocent the world will destroy her my doll will be alone Zalan don't let that happen promise me)

"Amal mujha kuch waqt do main.." he again got cut off by her but her words broke his heart into millions of pieces.

(Amal I want some time..)

"waqt hi tu nahi hai Zalan waqt hi tu nahi hai"

(I don't have time Zalan I don't have time)

"Qubool hai"

"Qubool hai"

"Qubool hai"

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and simply like that I lost two precious people in my life. My Amal left the world and you my precious little doll you forget everything including me.

"why you didn't told me before" she mumbled lightly

"because I don't want you to leave me after knowing the truth I was scared to let you go through the same pain you went through at that time "he said holding her hands .

"I am not going to leave you" she said looking into his eyes.

"why" he asked

"I don't know"

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the whole sky was shining with stars while she sat on the terrace looking sideway and she saw the beautiful eyes gazing at her.

"Thank you" she said smiling showing her beautiful dimples.

"Thank you for giving me Zalan," she said, forwarding her hand like the first time to caress her cheek when she felt a hand on her shoulder.

"yahnan kya kar rahi ho"he said looking at her questionably.

(what are you doing here)

looking here and there not finding her she shook her head while getting up giving him her hand walking inside.

Amal gave her everything that she ever desired her fear of being left alone was vanishing away somewhere in his care and love...

They were Aiman and Zala who got everything after losing their whole world their Amal...

She was his soulmate and Her other half....

She was their universe....