Chapter 4 Part-3

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"Ahh.." she hissed in pain while closing her eyes once again due to the bright light.

"Are you okay" she heard his concerned voice near her finding him sitting beside her .

"kahan hai wo.." she said while trying to get out of the bed hurriedly.

(where is it..)

"Amal ruko kis chez ki bat kar rahi ho" he said holding her arm while making her sit down despite her protest against him.

(Amal stop what are you talking about)

"Nahi mujhe wo dairy dekhni hai please mujhe jana do" she said crying while trying to break through his hold .

(no I wanted to see that dairy please let me go)

"Konsi dairy Amal for God sake meri life ko aur mushkil banana band kar do kuch tu raham karo mujh par" he shouted angrily while joining his hands in front of her.

(which dairy Amal for God sake don't make my life more difficult have some mercy on me)

"par....."she tried speaking but got cut off by him.

(but...)

"Par war kuch nahi ab main tumhara aisa koi drama bardasht nahi karun ga chup chap yahan arama karo" he said pointing his finger towards her and moving outside not even glancing at her for once.

(stop I am not going to tolerate any of your drama from now on quietly rest here)

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"kya tuna Amal ki dairy chupa di magar kyun" he shouted loudly while getting up and glaring towards him who was standing unfazed beside the window.

(what you hide Amal's dairy but why)

"tu kya karta main usa sab pata chal jata us dairy ko parh kar" he said angrily while turning towards him.

(so what should I do what if she had come to know everything after reading that dairy)

"lakan kab tak ik na ik din tu usa sab pata chal jae ga" he said

(but how long one day she is going to find out everything )

"magar main nahi chahta ka wo dobara sa usi dard sa guzra meri Amal ya nahi chaha gi wo usa dard main nahi dekh sakti" he said holding his head in palms.

(but I don't want her to feel the same pain again my Amal doesn't wanted to see her in pain)

"lakan Amal usa itna kamzor bhi nahi dekhna chahti thi ka apna liya kisi sa ladh bhi na saka aur tumha kya lagta hai ka wo abhi dard main nahi hai apni koi pehchan na hona duniyan ka sab sa bara dukh hai Zalan use aur azziyat na do" he said patting shoulder before going out leaving in daze.

(But Amal doesn't want to see her so weak that she can't do anything for herself, and what do you think, she doesn't have any pain right now, she doesn't know about her identity this the worst pain in this world Zalan and don't make her life more miserable)

"Zalan meri ik ahri kwahis puri karo ga"she said between her sobs .

(Zalan will you fulfil my one last wish )

"Amal na.."she didn't let him complete his words and shook her head making him stop.

(Amal no..)

"please bas ik ahri bar iska bad kuch nahi mangu gi" she said with a trembling voice making his heart ache.

(please just one last time I won't ask you anything else)

but he just nodded his head, not being able to form a normal sentence in this condition.

"Pari sa nikkah kar lu aur us ka khyal rakhna mera liya"she said, making him shocked.

(get married to Pari and take care of her for me)

"Amal ya kya kah rahi ho main kaisa wo tu.."he said hiccupping not being able to process her words.

(Amal what are you saying how can I and she ..)

"please mera bad us ka koi nahi hai wo bohat masoom hai ya duniyan usa tabah kar da gi meri gudiya akali ho jae gi Zalan aisa mat hona dena wadah karo" she said holding his hand while looking into his eyes .

(please no one is going to be there for her after me she is so innocent the world will destroy her my doll will be alone Zalan don't let that happen promise me)

"Amal mujha kuch waqt do main.." he again got by her but her words broke his heart into millions of pieces.

(Amal I want some time..)

"waqt hi tu nahi hai Zalan waqt hi tu nahi hai"

(I don't have time Zalan I don't have time)

"Qubool hai"

"Qubool hai"

"Qubool hai""

And just like that his little doll that he used to adore became his wife right after he lost his everything.... his Amal.... his love....

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Entering the room he was welcomed by the darkness switching on the light he found the bedroom empty there was not even a single trace of her presence in the room making him restless he started searching for her in every corner of the room but got failed miserably sighing loudly he hit the side of table with his foot when a thought crossed his mind and he made his way towards his study with a heavy heart.

opening the door he saw her sitting on the sofa in numb state holding some papers. By hearing a crack of door opening she got startled and shifted her gaze towards him.

seeing her eyes full of tears and her broken state made him feel another type of emotion. It was painful to see her like this .

Slowly he started walking towards her sitting in front of her on his knees. He held her hand to comfort her but her words made him froze in his place.

"Main kon hun"

(who I am)