"A person like you is better off in Okumu where your fatter Ekwensu is residing in his pretend Obi( palace)", she says with a glare on me.
"Trash like you sn't worthy of living ", she spat as she resumes her journey to wherever she's supposed to be at..
Touching my dyed hair, I resumed walking; not bothering to acknowledge her and her words.
I learnt from a tender age not to talk back at them despite their harsh words towards me; ignoring them and their words is what I do.
If you talk back, it's makes life more unbearable for you; shut your mouth and concentrate on yourself, is one of my favorites words.
Walking briskly to avoid being caught by the teachers of Akwukwo, I walk pass their small mud building
This place have seen better days yet it's standing as strong and firm as it was when it was built.
The reason it must still be standing will be based on the materials used on them; materials that are more superior and firm than the ones use to build now.
The mud was built to resemble an Itu( an an ancient building were the hides of animals are dried; an Itu is divided into four parts, each part have its own work and function), it's divided into four different parts; each part have its own functions.
The first divided part is for the beginners; those from their second moon cycle( a complete moon cycle is a year) to the ones in their seventh moon cycle. This first category is the one Soso fells in since she's in her fifth moon cycle.
The second divided part is for the Iganihu( that's the advanced students). The class is for those from their eight moon cycle to those in their fourteenth moon cycle.
This second barge of learners can be called the senior of the bunch; a person who successfully completes their Akwukwo is eligible for the best job in the village.
The person can either become a farmer for the boys or a trader for the girls.
It's like a strive trying to complete your Akwukwo days; hardly have more than ten Learners emerged after a complete thirteen moon cycles in the Akwukwo.
More than half the students are failed before the final Iguonogugu( result calling).
The third part of the building is the Mposi; it's the place the learners answers the call of nature in.
The place is built like a bucket; you can squat there to relieve your self.
The third part is the only place I hate in the entire establishment; the place smells as badly as the rotten corpse of animals.
I detest passing there every night on my mission( the third part is the only place it's door is guarded with an Oja( a magical stone that detect thieves), it's always a must for me every night so as to avoid the Oja.
Secretly stealing into the school at night; I try to envision myself sitting on the oche( the place the learners sits during the day) looking up at the person teaching me.
I can still recall years of yearning just to attend the Akwukwo; years I cried myself to sleep because my wishes weren't granted.
Father said am too intelligent to attend the Akwukwo when I asked him the reason others go to the learning center but not me.
"Your Oburu( that's what we all the brain) is far more sharper than that if the dumb children who attends the center. A brain like yours is far better off in places like Ugiri before the war laid waste to all the other towns", he will smile down at an angry looking Rabel.
" I still want to attend", I will protest none stop even after he tells me if reasons why am not allowed to attend the Akwukwo.
A year after his death; I thought to attend the Akwukwo; a mistake on my part.
Dad who prevents me from attending the school is no longer alive; I thought I will take the opportunity to soar high up in the sky making sure I reach my peak since my cage have been broken.
That day was when I thought back to how odd it was, I never for once had a friend; I see kids walking around with their friends,but I've not for once had one kid
over to my place for a long game or any game at all.
An incident that happened years ago was what made me start thinking differently about others.
The first Ubochi( that's the first day in a week. We call the days Ubochi and the week we call Izu Uka) I was sitting on the front Oche at the house my father built before his death.
The children that were playing at the last house before ours( I've not questioned Father of the reason we live far from the other villagers. I thought that was the way he decided to built it. It was years later that I came to learn of the reasons why we live at the outskirt of the village).
The closer the children played the Ukwu( it's like a game of football, but instead of the ball, they play with an Ukwu; a round like fruit), the more giddy I became..
They haven't played their games this far, they always stop at the large tree near my house.
Kicking the Ukwu, it landed close to where I was sitting.
I stood to get the ukwu form where it is; I thought playing the game near me was their way of inviting me over to be their friend and play with them.
When the children saw me holding the said Ukwu on my hands; they all ran back; each shouting at the top of their voices.
That was the begining of the Okumu am suffering now; am afraid without Soso and her huggy feely ways I won't have survived as long as I did.
I met Soso two years after my Father's death; she was just a chubby two years old when she captured my heart, wrapping it expertly around her little finger.
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Most of the little ones came out to gawk at me as I briskly made my way pass their learning place.
"That's the witch!" one of the children shouted.
"Mom says she will rot in Okumu!" says another.
"Her white hair is because she's as old as time!" the first one says( I know it's the first child that spoke based on his voice).
"She's nothing like that! she's my friend" I heard Soso say as she tries to defend her friend.
I would have turned back at least to give her a wave if not for fear of the teachers catching sight of me.
" Rabel! " she calls after me.
I break into a run to avoid wasting more than enough time.
Stopping to wave at her or acknowledge her presence might make her mom forbid me from visiting her again.