Chapter 5 Five_-New friend

Journey Anderson.

I didn't mean to ignore mason but the soon he steps away from me, the soon his reputation will not be spoilt because of me the school outcast.

Anyways, mom is picking me up for the first day in the food disorder class and I'm nervous because I'll see people of my own messed up kind

"Baby".Mom cooed kissing my forehead then pulling me into a hug as I began to cry like I don't want to go there.

"Sweetheart, why are you crying? Did someone say something? Let's go to your principal because I won't spare anyone today".Mom said anger all over her face.

"No, I'm just nervous about going to the class today.".

She pulled me into another hug as I sighed like she has the best hugs ever,we walked in the hallways just to loosen me up before I go to the class.

We got stares as everyone was looking at my mom, mom always creates time for us and plus she always say she didn't come here as a model or a famous person but a mom of four beautiful children plus my dad.

"Gosh she's so pretty".

"Braceface can't be her biological daughter".

"Gosh, I'll kill to be her daughter".

"Damn, her dad is so lucky".

"Journey is such a bitch like look at her mom".

I chocked on my tears making me feel worst like it's extension break so what's everyone doing in the hallways plus why are they're not watching sweaty boys falling on the ground as more tears comes from my eyes, I just hope mom doesn't hear them.

Mom drove me into the place that held this class as I looked at the window through the drive hoping my dad will stop her or something but no.

"Juni, were here".She said opening the door for me as she took my hand.

We entered the building as I wanted to cry again like I don't want to be here plus I don't want people to know how messed up I'm or how I force myself to puke like hell nah.

"Good afternoon Mrs Anderson".A slim woman said with a smile on her face as she hugged my mom.

"Miss penny, hello this my daughter and my ball of fire journey".

"Hello journey, how're you?".

"I'm fine".I said shyly as I looked at my shoes again as she chuckled.

"Don't be shy, okay you can go inside while I have a word with your mom".She said as I looked at mom.

I'm hoping she'll stop me as I walked slowly into the class glancing at her, she smiled at me as I finally entered the class.

I entered the class as I sat down on a chair structured like a big circle as I see different type of girls and boys staring at me with awe.

I looked at some of the girls, some were trying to bite their own skin, one was so skinny that I could see her ribs through her turtle neck and some were just so plump that they had to sit on a wheelchair big enough for the whole Anderson's.

"Hello everyone,We've a newbie around us. What do we say to her?".Miss penny asked putting her hands on my shoulder.

"Hello".They said in union as I gave them a small smile not to seem rude or anything but actually I just want to go back to home on my bed.

"So we're going to be filling out forms today like it's a quiz, so everyone should answer all questions".She Said passing us some paper.

I could feel happiness bubble inside of me because I love quizzes like who doesn't like quizzes as I took a pencil from my bag.

"Hi, I'm bella and you go to royal height highschool right?".a girl asked as I looked up.

She was very pale and had braces just like me but her amber eyes shone like the sun plus she was very skinny as I smiled at her

"I'm journey, yes I go to royal height highschool".

She squealed"Me too but I'm in other class".

"It's nice to meet your bella".

"Can we be friends? Plus why are you here?"

"Yeah sure, I'm here because I've bulimia Nervosa please don't tell anyone'.

"It's fine, I've anorexia with a little bit cibophobia but I'm here".

I gulped"Can I've your number please?"

She smiled even deeper as she sat beside me"Yeah sure ".She took my phone and put her number.

She hugged me and we talked plus for the first time I felt someone liked me after what Chloe did to me.

"So you like that mason guy too?".I asked as she looked down.

"No, ".

I hugged her as she hugged me back"It's fine, we're still friends okay".

She smiled back"Best of friends".

We got back to the quiz as I took a deep breath looking at the paper that has my name on it with my condition.

Why do you throw up?

The question asked, it took me by shock as I wrote because I like it.

Do you feel pain or pleasure from forcing yourself to puke?

Yes.

Define yourself in two sentence.

Messed up.

Do you need help from anyone else than your family?

Hell no.

Why did you want to come here?

Because it's was part of the deal.

Thanks you for answering.

"Okay girls, that's enough for today. We'll be getting each other later tomorrow".

"Tomorrow!".I said out loud as everyone was staring at me.

"Yes journey, you have to come here every day".

"Okay".

Bella grabbed my hand as we went to the reception to wait, she seemed nicer to me than everyone else.

"Why do everyone treat you like an outcast in school?".She asked as I looked at her.

"Its okay, I'll gave to gain your trust before you can talk to me but I'm your friend okay plus I think my dad is here bye".She said waving at me as she left.

"Journey let's go".Dad said taking my bag as we headed to the car.

"I thought it was mom that was supposed to pick me up?"

"Yeah but she got call moody all the sudden for her missing sock, like you know how your mom is when it's that time Of the month".

"Yeah okay".

"So how was your first day? Did you make any friends or did anyone say something ?".My dad said as we drove home.

"Yes her name is bella and she goes to our school".

He smiled as he stopped at a red light"That's cool, a new friend".He said again kissing my forehead.

"Now let's get some icecream since your mom is craving it".