Chapter 5 5 Swallow it

Lisa

The church was filled with people. The whole neighborhood had gathered for the funeral. My dad was the mayor of Orlando. There were even large screens at the boulevard for people that couldn't come to the church, to see the funeral. Julian Hawk was loved by so many. I couldn't hold back my tears whenever I heard people talking about how much they were going to miss my father. Mom's best friends were the loudest. They were screaming and crying, everyone could hear them. Then they started to talk about Nova and I walked away.

'Where are you going?' Grandma Lisanna asked me. Yes, I was named after her. She was one of the sweetest persons I knew.

'I need some air. I will be right back.' Pushing through a large group of people I try to find the door. I need to get outside. Fast.

'Stop. Lisa.' Uncle Harold is stopping me before I can grab the handle.

'I don't want to be here.'

'I know. Honey, I know.' He wraps his large arms around me. I bury my head in his chest and cry. 'You need to stay here. The funeral is about to begin very soon. I know it's hard, but you are not alone.'

'I miss them so much.'

Then the priest asked us to sit. Everyone took their places. I look at uncle Harold. He just nods. The funeral has started.

I sit at the front next to my family. The priest is leading it with prayers and story's about my parents. It's a wonderful service. Then is the moment he asked us to say something. Aunt Bettina talked about growing up with a big sister. Aunt Susanna told a sweet story about how she introduced my mom to my dad. Grandma and grandpa shared their stories. It filled my heart, knowing they had a great life.

Then it was my turn to speak. I was so nervous. My hands were sweaty and shaking. I could barely walk on stage. Standing there behind the microphone with all those people staring at me, didn't make it easier. I closed my eyes for a second and took a deep breath.

'Mom and dad were good people and they didn't deserve to die.' I froze and took another deep breath. Tears were about to appear, but I didn't want to cry in front of these people. I couldn't let them drop. 'They took my parents away from me, but they will always be with me in my heart. I will miss them, but I will never forget them. My mother taught me to be patients, to be kind and to care. My father taught me how to be strong and to cherish what we have. I know my parents are gone, but I know my sister is still alive. I feel it in my bones. That is why I ask to the people that took my sister and I hope they will hear it: Please bring her back to me, to her family. I need my sister. She is all I have left. Please, please bring her back to me.'

Brad

There she was, sitting like a scared little girl. I hate her. She looks way too much like me. The black hair, brown eyes, all that kind of stuff. But she reminds me also of the woman that broke me. Her evil mother broke my heart, my dreams and my soul. And they say I was bad. No, I was just broken. Now it was my turn to brake her. Nova. I was going to break her, tear her into little pieces, just like her mother did to me. I don't care she is my daughter. She was a whore. Nothing more to me.

To be honest, I don't want to be her father. I can't be a father. If I was anything like my own father, maybe it was better I missed her first eighteen years of her life. My father was an alcoholic and he used to hit my mom daily. When I was nine he killed her with a kitchen knife right in front of me. He told the police she killed herself. They didn't question me because I was a minor. He came away with it all. After the funeral he started to hit me instead.

When I was twelve years old, I fell down the stairs. I woke up in the hospital, not knowing how I came there. The doctors told me my father didn't call the paramedics right away. My injuries didn't match his story. I had a lot of bruises too. Bruises I didn't get from the fall. My dad got arrested after I told them he hit me. I also told them he killed my mother. He confessed he called 911 after two days. He confessed everything.

That was when I moved to Orlando to live with Stanley's family. Stan became my best friend, my brother. We listened to rock music a lot and we started a band. First it was just the two of us. Then we found Henry, Nick, Dexter, Alexander and Emmalina. We won the junior rock competition after just one year playing together. I was so in love with Emma. I spent some hot summer nights with her. We were together for six years before she left.

'It's your parents funeral today.' I look over to her. She cringed when I spoke to her.

Nova slowly shook her head. Her mouth was moving, but there was no sound coming out.

'Are you saying something, dear?' Nova is a special thing. So obedient. She hadn't said a word since Ian took the gag away. I find myself walking over to her. She can't get away from me because of the cuffs around her ankle. She squeals when I touch her knee. I grin. She is scared of me. Good. My fingers caress her knee. I can see tears in her big brown eyes. 'Common baby, cry for daddy.'

'You're not my father.' Nova whispers.

'I am.'

'No.'

'I am.' My grin grows on my face. I got her right where I want her. 'Your sister is one hell of a speech giver. She spoke at the funeral, you know. She even asked if we could return you to your family. I'm sorry to tell you, but we can't.'

Tears are streaming down her face. 'Why? Please, bring me back. I already missed the funeral. I want to be there for my sister. Please.'

I start laughing. 'Can I tell you a secret?'

Nova wipes away her tears away with anger. 'What? I don't want to know your secret. Just bring me back.' I could hear the anger in her voice.

'I can't. We are not in Orlando anymore. We are not even in Florida.'

'What?'

'You heard me. We are not in Florida anymore.'

'Than where are we?'

Nova is all confused. She doesn't even noticed that my hand is now moving towards her thighs. My hand slowly moves between her legs. She gasps when I touch her cunt.

'Stop. Please. Stop.' Nova slaps away my hand.

I raise my hands in defense. 'I didn't do anything.'

'You're a monster.'

'I'm your father.'

'No father should rape his own daughter. You are no father of mine. My father was buried today.' Her eyes got sad and a tear rolled down her cute little face. I was wondering what was really on her mind though. She wasn't broken yet. I zip open my pants and let it fall to floor. Her eyes widen with fear. I'm not going to fuck her today, but she doesn't know that. I climb next to her on the bed. I can she her moving away from me, but she can't go far. I grin at her when she realize she can't go any further. 'Open your mouth Nova.'

'What?'

'I said open your mouth.' I pull the hem of my underpants down and let my long member free. Her eyes widen like she never seen a dick in her life. Oh right, she was still a virgin when I fucked her the first time. 'I want you to open your mouth and suck it.'

'Please don't make me do it. I'm not one of your whore's. I'm your daughter.'

'You just said I wasn't your father. Now do what I said and suck it.' Nova shook her head at me and I lost it. She was so stubborn. I laid her down on the bed and started to strangle her with my hands around her neck. She became alive and started to kick and punch wherever she could hit me. I didn't care at all. She didn't listen to me, so I had to punish her. I let go of her neck and she started to cough and take deep breaths. 'Lets try this again, shall we? Go sit down and open your mouth, Nova.'

She did what I asked within a second. She sat on the bed, closed her eyes and opened her mouth like a good little girl. She was not even going to fight back. I took my time to come closer to her. I pulled down my underpants fully, while stroking my longing member. This was going to be my first time daddy-daughter teaching moment and I was going to enjoy it.

I pushed my member into her open mouth as far as I could. I held the back of her head with my hand so she couldn't retreat. I could feel her chocking again, before I pulled out and repeated three times. Tears were streaming down her face, but still with her eyes closed. 'Now pull out your tongue and start licking like it's a lollipop.' She did everything I asked her too. She licked, she sucked, she even licked my balls when I asked her to. I started to fuck her mouth. Her own drool was falling from her chin. I could feel my release getting closer. I wanted for her to swallow it.

'I want you to swallow it when I come inside your mouth. Don't let a single drop fall.' I warned her. I push myself inside her until the end of her mouth and release my hot sperm inside her. Half chocking she swallowed it all. 'Good girl, good girl.' I told her as I pet her head. I pull out of her mouth fully.

Nova start wiping the drool from her mouth. I cup her face and turn it so I can look her in her eyes. 'You did a good job, daughter of mine. This was your first lesson. Next time, you know what to do and don't even think of begging me not to. Now say: Yes Daddy or we have to repeat the whole lesson again.'

Her eyes were still begging mine, but she said it, even if she didn't want to. 'Yes Daddy.'

'Tomorrow we will continue your lesson. The boys will be back soon and they are probably hungry. Will you cook some lunch for them?'

'Okay.'

'Don't okay me. Say what I want you to say.'

It takes her some time before she knows what I meant by that. She lowered her head in submission. She is such a good kid. 'Yes Daddy.'