I didn't know these guys quite well but something told me that I have seen them
somewhere before.
"Today we will end this once and for all, when we are done with you all you will ever want is
a dick." One said touching my thigh, I went cold. They couldn't do this to me, I wasn't about
to become a victim of rape, I didn't want to be part of the stats. I didn't want to be one of
them.
"Cut the bullshit gents!" The driver said. "I have been asking you out since you were a
young girl but you just never gave me the time of the day." The driver added. "I don't know
why you had to force me to resolve to this, why?"
Who the fuck was this guy and what was he talking about?
"Gents please I am not going to tell anyone about this just let me go, I am one of you. Please."
"One of us?!" they laughed. "We shall see tonight."
They drove into a bushy area, away from the houses, away from people. Away from the busy
roads. The car came to a halt and the driver got off.
"Get out, and prepare for us."
"Yes boss." They said in unison then got off the car, I tried to get off too but he pointed a gun
at me and shook his head.
"Don't or I will be forced to shoot you."
I stilled, he got in the car right in the backseat and locked the car doors. Oh no! No no no!
They cannot lock me in here, they cannot! I started begging him tears burning my eyes, I
couldn't lose my virginity like this! To him! Not tonight! But my begging fell on deaf ears, a
knock came through the window and he got off, his men pulled me off as well from the
other side. A blanket was laid out on the grass, oh no will they all take turns with me? Will
they?
"Please please" I went down on my knees begging them.
"That won't help you now, you can leave gents."
They nodded and walked off leaving me with him, he is a huge man he will overpower me.
But I cannot let him, I wont allow him, I have to get out of here! I looked around, where we
were we?
"Okay let's make this easy, you will undress and you will give me what I want. But we both
want and I will let you go." His voice was cold and demanding, who was this guy and what
gave him the right or that idea that I might be into him like that? That I wanted this? Have I
ever made a pass on him? Lord help me!
I shook my head no tears falling out of my eyes, I wiped them off.
"You are one of us right? Today I will prove to you that you are a girl, a woman, my woman!" He inched
closer, I was still on my knees begging him.
"Wait, wait, please don't do this to me please, I am begging you." I was crying now and
begging but my begging fell on deaf ears. He pulled out a knife and closed in on me, his
moves were fast, now I was flat on my back and he was on top of me. He tore my t-shirt then
sports bra while pinning me down with his legs. I tried to wiggle out of his hold but I couldn't
move or fight him off me, he was just too powerful. I kept begging him to stop as he touched
my breasts, cupping them in his hands and laughing an evil laugh.
"You are so fucking sexy, look at you, just look at you, I knew that one day you will be mine." He laughed and licked my breasts.
"Please.." I cried.
"You are one of us? Let's see shall we? Don't try anything or I will have my men come back
and we will all take you one by one." I swallowed my cries and nodded, he pulled the hem of
my shorts and held the knife to it, I begged him not to but he ripped it with his knife
exposing my white boxer briefs.
"Please please don't, please I am begging you. Don't do this please. Someone help me! Help,
please..."
But he took no notice of my begging or my cry for help, he ripped my boxer briefs exposing
my nakedness then hauled like a hungry wolf. My legs stuck together immediately.
"Open your legs babe, you are a real beauty. I will take my time." No! No! No! I cannot let
him do this to me, I tried to get up and fight him but he punched me so hard in my stomach
making my whole body tense up and cramp. "Try me sweet pea." With one swift move he
held my hands above my head then pulled his pants and briefs down. He tried to kick my legs
apart, squeezing in between my stuck legs. I didn't give in, he cannot take this one thing
away from me, not now, not ever. But he didn't give up until he was finally between my legs,
he knelt in front of me. I immediately closed my eyes this was a dream and I was going to wake
up any minute now, you are dreaming Gugu. I felt a hot slap across my face which brought
me back to the present event, I wasn't dreaming, it wasn't a dream.
"Who said you can close your eyes, look at me. I want you to remember my eyes, my face, I
want you to remember the first guy that fucked you. Open your eyes sweet pea"
I opened my eyes and looked at him in the eye begging him not to do this to me but he did it
anyway, I screamed as he tore me up, shoving his huge dick in me. Breaking me into tiny
pieces.
"You even scream like a girl, look at me. Keep your eyes on me, on me!" he wrapped his
hand around my neck and fucked me like his life depended on it, roughly, fast, hard. He kept
on ramming into me numbing every bone in my body as he did, I wanted him to stop, I
begged him to stop but he didn't, he just kept on going, it's like it wasn't coming to an end, it
felt like he has been in me for hours, every time I closed my eyes he slapped me forcing me
to open them, to look at him and I did. "You are so fucking delicious, fuck your pussy
is soo fucking nice." He kept on going until he was satisfied, he pulled out of me. "I will keep you
for myself, you are so fucking sweet like I always imagined you were going to be. No one will know where you are, no one will look for you in my house."
He got off me and wiped his sweat off his forehead. I curled up into a little ball, I felt so dirty,
so damaged, so broken. He took off his jacket and threw it at me. His friends came back from
no where went to him as he walked away from me. He pulled out a cigarette and smoked it.
"Do we kill her?"
I didn't hear his response.
"Boss we don't do dirty business...we don't kidnap women or girls."
"Let's kill her, put her out of her misery."
"Fuck Ncebo no one will kill anyone here! Get her in my car!" He turned his eyes to me as I
slowly zipped up his jacket which smelt like him but covered my nakedness from all of them.
My hands were shaking, my legs were shaking, I was shaking, I was broken. He threw his
cigarette down then walked towards me, he grabbed me by my arm then pulled me to the
car. I was sore, I was bleeding, I could feel the blood running down my legs, I was broken in
many ways than one.
"Get in, fucking try to run away and I will shoot you. No I won't kill you, I still need that
pussy. But I will shoot you."
After what he did to me, I believed him so I nodded. He opened the door for me, I got in and
he closed. He went to grab the blanket and my clothes that he ripped off me.
"Get in the car gents or walk to your houses."
All his friends got in the car, he got in the driver's seat then started the engine and drove off.
We drove for a while before I could feel my eyes shutting down, I was exhausted and the
drive exhausted me even more.
I woke up in an empty bed, oh it was just a dream. Fuck that was one bad dream and it felt
so real, like it happened. I rubbed my eyes and kicked off the blanket, fuck! Why was I in so
much pain? The door opened and the man from last night walked in, it wasn't a dream? I quickly pulled the blanket back and sat up as fast as I could ignoring the pain between my legs. He was just in his sweatpants and he was sweating, he almost looked like he just got out of gym. He was covered in tattoos, from his neck down to his right arm.
"Finally you are awake, I thought you would never wake."
"Where am I?" I jumped up as he sat on the bed.
"Where no one will find you. I am going for a shower if you want to join me." He got up and
walked into the bathroom, he has a huge tattoo on his back and it was a tattoo of my face,
why did he have me on his back? How did he know me before last night? Who was this man
and what did he want from me? Why did he have me tattooed on his back? And it wasn't
like a old picture of me, it was a recent picture of me that I posted on my social network profiles. No I had to get out of here, this guy is crazy. I quickly got off the bed and looked for pants and a t-
shirt. Anything that I could wear, I found them and threw them on fast then opened the door and ran out of the room. Then to the other side of the hall, this house is huge I thought to myself. I ran down the stairs and into something or someone. It was a man.
"Where are you going so early in the morning? TaBongs!! Nxa you see this bitch will get on
my nerves! I don't know why you had to bring her here with you." He grabbed my hand and
was about to pull me back up the stairs but I pulled my hand out of his grip and punched
him. He threw a punch back at me sending me down to the floor but I got up quickly and ran
for the door. He grabbed me and threw me to the couch.
"Listen here bitch I can easily let you go but that would mess up my boss's mood and I don't
want that. This is what you are going to do, you will behave! You will what? Behave say it
after me! Behave!"
"Who the fuck are you shouting at down there?" The man who invited me for the shower
stood at the top of the stairs.
"Your lesbian bitch over here wanted to run away, I am not about to look after this bitch
Bonga tie your bitch down. And she fucking hits like a man." He groaned.
The man chuckled then walked down the stairs to the lounge, he was in a vest and sweat
pants. He looked at me as soon as he got downstairs.
"Did you hit her?"
"She hit me first, it was self defense."
"Whatever, go upstairs shower then come back downstairs to make me something to eat."
"What?!" What was I, his maid?
"I didn't stutter, you are a woman and you belong in the kitchen. Drop all of this man act
now and do as I say before you upset me."
"I don't really care whether you get upset or don't, I just want to leave this fucking house."
He walked towards me and grabbed me by the neck of the t-shirt.
"Leave us Mike."
He walked away so I was just left with Bonga, he pulled me up by the t-shirt. His eyes were
dark.
"Look here woman you are going to do exactly what I tell you to or you will get a
punishment."
"Do your worst!" There was nothing else for him to do to break me, he already broke me last
night. There was nothing else for him to do. He punched me so hard in my guts that I got
cramps right away. He punched me again in the same spot and I coughed out. I couldn't
take the pain inflicted on my body anymore.
"Must I keep going because I have the whole day Gugulethu?" he held me by my neck and
squeezed, I quickly shook my head. "I thought so." He released me throwing me back on the
couch. "Clean yourself up, I will fuck you again tonight." With that said he left the room,
tears immediately fell out of my eyes but I wasn't going to give up, I had to get out of here. I
got up from the couch and went to look outside the window, I had to find a way out. We
were surrounded by tall trees, it looked like we were in a forest. I will leave when he and his
friends are not here to stop me. I went back upstairs to the room that I was in a few minutes
ago. I had a quick shower then got out to lotion my body then got dressed in the clothes
that I pulled out of his closet earlier when I wanted to escape then wore my sneakers
without the socks because they were bloody. I went to put them in the trash can in the
bathroom then went back downstairs then to the kitchen where I made him and myself
breakfast. I needed the strength if I was going to run away tonight.
He walked into the kitchen just as I was dishing up, he made himself coffee then sat down,
pulled out a cigarette then lit it. I put his plate in front of him then poured myself coffee as
well.
"You smoke right?"
I shook my head and he put it off.
"What made you what you are?" he asked.
"What I am?"
"A fucking lesbian."
I wasn't in the mood for any small talk or his homophobic questions so I just took my food to
the lounge with me. I am Bisexual, I just prefer dressing like a guy more.
"Sit down and eat with me."
I rolled my eyes and continued to the lounge, I sat down and ate there. After eating I got up
and went to wash the small dishes in the kitchen. After cleaning the kitchen he showed me around the house, it was huge and beautiful but very cold. The house was protected it wasn't going to be easy to break out of here.
"Where are we?"
"Somewhere no one will ever find you, a place that no one really goes to. That no one lives in."
That wasn't helping much but I nodded.
"I have some business to attend to, don't run away. I will find you before you even get far."
I nodded. He walked towards me and kissed my forehead then walked off. I wiped my
forehead then followed after him but to the lounge, I sat there and watched some TV
waiting for him to leave. As soon as he left I got up and ran to the door, it was a metal door
with a magnetic lock. Fuck! I searched the walls for a button or key to press to open the
door. Who needs a door like this anyway? I went to the windows and they had burglar
guards. For fucks sakes! I went to every room looking for a phone or laptop, or anything to
help me contact my family but there was nothing. I screamed out of frustration and sat
down balling out my eyes. I was trapped in here with that monster who was after my blood.