Chapter 4 4

Her eyes are swollen and red like a tomato as she arrives the Light Bar. It's kinda early that's why she enters the their only few people are there. She sat on the vacant counter bar and order a tequilla and started to drink while reminishing what she witness in her husband' office. As she remember it clearly she started to cry.

If she could only ease and forget the pain she's feeling right now. If it has medicine to cure the heartaches she's suffering now she would gladly take it. She felt so much pain that it's unbearable. She wants to erase in her mind what she saw but she can't. It's like a song that's continuing to play and play. She felt hopeless.

Seeing your husband with someone else is so much painful and much painful if you witness with your two eyes that your husband is having making out with someone else. Yes, her husband always sleep with different girls and she knows it but this is the first that she witness it personally. It's tearing her apart. She wants to shout loud to release the pain inside her heart.

She is starting to question herself and her worth as a woman and as a wife. Is she really that not worthy? What else she need to do to ease the pain she's feeling right now? She don't want to leave Thunder that instant, she love her with everything she has. Even other people would say that she's stupid and martyr she won't mind it. She just love her husband so much that she would take a risk and still choose to stay beside him even if she's in unbearable pain.

"One tequilla, please," she ripsy said to the waiter

"Are you sure you want another shot Ma'am? You drink too much and I think you're already drunk." the waiter ask

She just rolled her eyes. "Why do your care anyway? I can do whatever I want, I'm costumer here so you need to follow what my order is! Just give me another 1 glass!" she shouted

The waiter just shut his mouth and didn't say anything. He just nod his head and started to get another glass of tequilla. He don't want to argue to the girl anymore.

After Jewel drink the last shot of tequilla she ordered she look at her watch and she was shock when it's already 10:00pm. That's why she notice that there are so many people entering in this bar and the it's started to be crowded already.

She notice that the people in this bar started to get wild already, there are people busy dancing like a wild animals in the crowd, there are people who's making out, there are group of friends that she thinks are chillin, there are couples and single and most of all there are girls like a whore who's waiting for a victim or a costumer.

She felt a little bit tipsy already that's why she decided to stand up and make her way home. She knows that she is already drunk but she can handle herself.

When she's already outside the bar when she accidentally bumped on a guy. She notice that the guy is already drunk also. She just say sorry and continue to walk when the guy stop it.

"Yes? What do you want?" she ask irritated

The guy just smiled like and idiot. "Miss, you want me to accompany you?"

"Excuse me? Who told you that I need one? I'm not interested to anyone so let me go!" she shouted

"Brave! I really like girls like you, so interesting and I think you're also wild in bed." he smirked

She wants to slap the guy but she choose to pushed him and started to walk again but the guy immediately grab her arm. "Damn it! Asshole stop pestering me! I'm not interested of what are you saying so please leave me alone!" she said in an angry voice. She is losing her patience already

But the guy just laugh at her that makes her more pissed.

"Hard to get aren't we? I know you want it also, don't worry I'm good in bed and I'll make you scream in pleasure." she seriously said while wearing his devilish smile

She immediately slap the guy because of anger she is feeling right now. "Pervert!"

And with that the guy get pissed with what Jewel did to him.

Jewel just close her eyes when she notice that the guy will slap her, but couple of seconds had pass but she didn't feel any pain in her face. She suddenly open her eyes to see what had happen.

She saw the guy lying down in pain. She immediately turn her gaze to the person right next to the guy that she thinks the reason why the guy is in pain.

She's almost got painted when she already saw who's behind this. She suddenly feel fear in her whole body when she saw how cold the stare of Thunder. She clearly see the eyes of her husband like a fire ready to attach her anytime and all I can see is pure coldness and angry written in his beautiful face.

Thunder quickly grab her arms and he almost push her inside the car.

The face of Jewel become pale, she can't believe that all of many people in this place who would thought that her husband is the one who can see her in that state.

When they arrive at their house, Thunder go out the car as fast as he can and grab her immediately.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THAT PLACE, HUH?" sigaw nito

Jewel can't find the exact answer to what's her husband are asking. She knows that wrong answer would bring her in chaos. She's nervous indeed because of the anger lingering on his husband face.

"WHY ARE YOU NOT ANSWERING NY QUESTIIN WOMAN? DON'T MAKE ME REPEAT WHAT I'AM SAYING! I'M ASKING YOU! DAMN IT!" he shouted in so much frustration

"Ahhhhh..! " Jewel shouted in pain when Thunder slap her

She almost feel the palm of her husband in her face. It really hurts! The slap of Thunder is forceful

But Thunder is not contented to what he done so he step forward to her wife and pull her hair to face him.

"Ahhh! Ouch! It hurts! T-thunder stop it." she shouted while sigaw nito habang hinahawakan ang mga braso ng asawa

"I will definitely hurt you bitch if you'll still gonna ignore my question! Tell me, did you flirt to other man in that place, huh?" he said emphazing every words

"No, Thunder! You're wrong! I'm alone there, I didn'r accompany anyone. Please, believe me." she said pleading

"And do you think I would believe in you? I'm not idiot Jewel! So don't ever dare to lie on me!" he shouted in my face

Again Jewel shouted in pain as Thunder slap her again. She thinks her face feels numb of what her husband did.

Even if she is shivering in fear she manage to stand up and face her husband indignation. "I'm telling that truth, Thunder." she said while holding her husband arm.

But Thunder remain silent, after a second he suddenly push Jewel in a powerful way.

Thunder quickly came closer her then hold her chin harassly."I'm telling you Jewel don't make ever test my patience!"

With her whole strenght she push her husband cause she feels that her chin is starting to ache.

Jewel started to cry, in her entire life she didn't experience this kind of life. Her parents love her so much, they never hurt her nor treated her like this. She's like a princess in their home. So it really hurts to know that she's now experiencing this kind of treatment in the hand of her own husband.

His stare become more dark and coldly. She immediately

overtook m my arms harshly. " Remember this Jewel at put it in your small mind! If I caught you with other man I will kill the two of you especially you! You choose this life so bear with it! Don't do stupid things that may lead my family in disgrace! Don't ever dare to put my surname in shame! You understand?." he said then left me

She almost forget how to breath because of what Thunder told her. Even if her whole body hurts she manage to stand straight and ascent. When she enters her room she immediately went straight to the comfort room then step in the facade of the mirror. She trace her hands to her face, she can clearly see the wounds and scratch on it. And she also feels that there's a fracture between her shoulder and back.

She smiled, a fake one while her tears flowing in her beautiful eyes. "I can't see the old version of me now, I can't see the happy Jewel I used to be. All I can see now is the miserable and hopeless Jewel, full of pain and heartaches. - she though

But even if Thunder did this things to her, she will not leave her husband. Even if everyone will say that she is really stupid she will not mind it. She believe that pain and being hurt is part of what we called love. She loves Thunder so much and she will stay beside him no matter what happen

You're really stupid woman! Yes, you're right. Pain and heartaches are part of love but not what your husband is doing to you, hurting you physically.- her inner me burst out

She fixed herself before going to bed.