Chapter 2 Drunken mistakes

Chapter 1

Joy's pov

I can't believe how much I drank last night. The last thing I remember is getting in the car with Dakota after having a huge fight with Adam. He took me to his place to cook me dinner and cheer me up. We watched a movie and had a few drinks. After that I don't remember a thing.

I looked around to see where I was at, and nothing looked familiar. This was not my bedroom. Oh, no please tell me I didn't spend the night with Dakota. I heard a moan and looked over to see sure enough Dakota was lying in bed next to me. Maybe we didn't have sex. Maybe we just fell asleep together after drinking a little too much.

I looked down to see I still had all my clothes on which means no sex. The last thing I wanted to do was have sex with my boyfriends' coach. He would never forgive me for that. Yea I know we're fighting but we always end up making up. Being together for four years is just not worth throwing away over stupidity.

I hurried and got out of bed before Dakota woke up. I grabbed my phone and the rest of my stuff and left. As soon as I was far enough away I called a cab. I just needed to get home. I wondered if Adam has even tried looking for me.

After calling a cab I looked at my notifications. I saw I had twenty missed calls from Aiden and voicemails when I got home. He also sent me like fifty texts, so I slowly started to read them once I got into the cab. It was mostly him saying he was sorry and that he loved me.

I'm not going to call him back for a while I'll make him suffer so he knows just how much he hurt me. My phone went off and I looked at it thinking it would just be another text from Adam, but it was from Dakota asking why I left. I didn't even realize he had my phone number.

I didn't know what to say so I told him that I needed to get home, so my family wouldn't worry. He told me I should have woke him up, and he would have made sure I got home. I told him I was sorry, but that I couldn't let Adam see me with him since we were going to work things out.

I didn't hear back from him right away, so I figure wasn't very happy with me. Then I got a text from him saying (Ok after last night I thought you were with me.) I don't even know what he meant by that and I was to scared to ask him, so I told him I loved Adam and he's the only man I ever want to be with.

Adam will be the man I marry one day in the near future, I hope. I guess Dakota got the hint because he didn't text me back. I hurried and paid the cab driver then went into my house. No one seemed to be there, so I hurried into my room and took a shower. I was getting dressed when I heard a knock on my bedroom door.

"Joy where the hell have you been? I have been calling you and texting you ever since you took off from the party." Adam said.

Great just who I wanted to see. So much for making him suffer. Damn men any way. Seeing him brought back all that pain and anger from last night. He acted mad that I didn't answer his calls or texts. He had no right to be angry. This was all his fault.

"Well I left because my boyfriend of four years decided to make out with some random chick on Valentine's day and act like I didn't even matter."

"Baby I'm sorry I know what I did was wrong, but she threw herself at me."

"Oh, and you just couldn't say no? What are you doing here Adam I don't want to talk to you right now. I think we need some space to figure things out."

"Wait are you dumping me because I kissed some random girl that didn't even mean anything?"

"It meant a lot to me. It broke my heart. You just don't seem to care at all do you? Did you sleep with her last night?"

"I do care you're the one that I love. That kiss meant nothing to me, and no I didn't do anything with her I came looking for you. Someone said the could have sworn they saw you get in a car with some guy. Do you care to explain that?"

"I don't have to explain anything to you. I'm not the one that cheated, but I know you did. Stop making stuff up to cover up for what you've done wrong."

"Look ok I'll admit I was attracted to that girl. I'm just a guy with urges that my longtime girlfriend refuses to fill. I mean four years and you still won't have sex with me."

"Are you serious right now? I'm sorry I'm not easy like the girls that throw them selves at you. I'm a virgin and I am saving myself for marriage. You knew this from the get go and your just now bringing this up? This doesn't give you the right to cheat on me and treat me like this. Just leave Adam. I was going to forgive you, but I can see now that this isn't going to work. We have both changed too much and want different things."

"Fine by me I outgrew you any way and did have sex with her last night over and over again. I wasted to many years with a prude like you. Don't try talking to me, come near me, or anyone I know."

"So, it's like that? Good bye Adam you will regret this one day."

"I doubt it."

Once I heard the door slam downstairs I threw myself on the bed and let the tears start to fall. How could he do this to me? Didn't I mean anything at all to him? I loved him with everything in me. I thought what we had was real. I thought he was my soulmate. That we would last forever.

I was going to give him my virginity on Valentine's night until I saw him with that other girl. I'm so glad I didn't he doesn't deserve anything from me. He broke my heart and he doesn't even care. Maybe he never truly did. Was the last four years full of nothing but lies?

My phone went off with a text from Dakota saying we needed to talk about last night. What the hell is there to talk about? We fell asleep together after getting drunk no big deal, right? Or was it? Did something more happen? And why was my whole body so sore like I had an extensive workout?"