I wanted this. I needed this. I needed his overwhelming Alpha presence to completely overwrite the pathetic, hollow memory of my past. I tangled my fingers into his thick, dark hair, pulling him closer, silently begging him to consume the agonizing void inside me.
But just as the heat between us reached a boiling point, Kane suddenly tore his mouth away.
He gripped my shoulders, pushing me back just enough to put an inch of agonizing space between us. His broad chest heaved, his breathing ragged. His stormy gray eyes were entirely dilated, the irises nearly swallowed by the pitch-black dominance of his inner wolf, Ares.
"Stop," Kane rasped, his voice vibrating with the sheer, violent effort it took to restrain himself.
"Kane, please-" I whimpered, chasing his warmth, but his grip tightened, holding me in place.
"You're drunk, Fallon," he said, his jaw clenched so hard a muscle ticked in his cheek. "You're heartbroken, and you're bleeding out. You want me to make you forget him, but I won't be your temporary anesthetic."
I shook my head, the whiskey making the room spin slightly, but my core was burning with a sudden, crystal-clear clarity. "It's not about him. I want you to show me what it's supposed to feel like. Show me what I've been missing."
A flash of raw agony crossed Kane's face. "If I take you right now, and you wake up tomorrow looking at me with regret... it will destroy me. I won't survive another rejection, Fallon. Not from you."
His vulnerability hit me like a physical blow. He wasn't just a ruthless billionaire or a terrifying Alpha; he was a man terrified of having his soul shredded a second time.
I didn't argue. Words wouldn't be enough to bridge the chasm of his trauma.
I pulled out of his grasp and turned toward his massive mahogany desk. My hands were trembling, but my resolve was absolute. I grabbed a heavy gold pen and pulled his leather-bound notepad toward me. The scratch of the nib against the thick paper was the only sound in the dead silent office.
*I, Fallon Dawson, willingly authorize Kane Cain, to be with me in any way we both consent to.*
I signed my name at the bottom, my handwriting sharp and decisive. I ripped the page from the pad, turned around, and slid the piece of paper across the polished wood toward him.
Kane stared at the note. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating, heavy with the gravity of what I was offering.
When he finally looked up, the hesitation in his eyes was gone. The wounded man had vanished, completely replaced by the apex predator. The air pressure in the room plummeted, saturated with a dark, suffocating wave of pure Alpha dominance.
"You have no idea what you're giving me," Kane murmured, his voice dropping an octave, resonating with a terrifying, magnetic power.
He stepped around the desk, moving with the silent, lethal grace of a hunting wolf. He stopped right in front of me, his towering frame blocking out the city lights from the floor-to-ceiling windows.
"Kneel."
The word wasn't a request. It was an *Alpha's Command*. Even as a wolfless Omega, the sheer, crushing weight of his authority slammed into my bones. My knees buckled instantly, hitting the plush rug in front of his expensive leather shoes.
My heart hammered frantically against my ribs, but it wasn't from fear. It was a dark, thrilling rush of adrenaline. The boundaries of boss and secretary incinerated into ash. I was surrendering to him, submitting to a primal pull I didn't fully understand, but desperately craved.
"Take off your jacket," he ordered, his stormy eyes burning down at me.
My trembling fingers reached for the zipper of my blazer. I pulled it down, slipping the fabric off my shoulders and letting it drop to the floor beside me, leaving me in just my thin silk blouse. I tilted my head up, exposing my throat to him in an instinctual display of absolute submission.
Kane reached down, his large, calloused fingers picking up the piece of paper from the desk. He folded it slowly, his gaze never leaving my flushed face.
"That's a dangerous promise, little wolf," he whispered hoarsely.