Desperation clawed at my throat. I pulled out my human cell phone. Because I lacked a wolf, I couldn't access the pack's mind-link. I was forced to call the Alpha's office like an outsider.
"Alpha Blackwood is unavailable, Seraphina," his subordinate's voice sneered through the speaker, not even bothering to use my title.
"Please, it's an emergency. I just need two minutes-"
"He is busy."
Before the line disconnected, I heard it. Damien's voice in the background. It was that deep, rumbling Alpha timbre that usually sent shivers of instinctual submission down my spine, but right now, it was laced with a tender warmth I had never been allowed to hear.
"Do you like them, Isabelle?" Damien murmured.
The call went dead.
I walked numbly to the clinic window. Outside, the dark blue night sky over the Blackwood Pack territory suddenly erupted in blinding silver-blue light. The twenty-million-dollar Moonlight Fireworks.
Down on the street, pack members pointed at the sky, their excited voices drifting up to me.
"Alpha Damien really outdid himself for Isabelle's birthday!"
"She's the fiercest warrior we have. The perfect Luna. They are meant to be."
The parchment slipped from my numb fingers, fluttering to the cold linoleum floor. I was his Fated Mate, chosen by the Moon Goddess, yet I was a dirty secret kept hidden in the shadows, while his chosen female was celebrated as a queen.
Hours later, the living room of Crestfall Manor was pitch black and suffocatingly cold. I sat on the velvet sofa, staring into the darkness until the heavy oak doors swung open.
The crystal chandelier flicked on, blinding me for a second. Damien Blackwood stepped into the room. He was breathtakingly lethal, his broad shoulders filling the doorway, his sharp jawline set in its usual rigid lines. He shrugged off his tailored suit jacket, tossing it carelessly onto a chair.
Then, the scent hit me.
White musk and vanilla. Isabelle's scent. It clung to his skin, his clothes, his very aura. For a Fated Mate, smelling another female's arousal on your partner was a visceral, agonizing violation. My chest tightened so hard I couldn't breathe.
He didn't ask why I was sitting in the dark. He didn't ask about my visit to the Healer. He simply loosened his tie and looked at me with eyes as cold as winter ice.
"It's your ovulation window," Damien stated, his voice devoid of any emotion. "Let's get this over with. I have an early council meeting tomorrow."
He was here to breed me. Nothing more.
Something inside me-perhaps the last fragile thread of my dignity-finally snapped.
"Aren't you afraid?" I whispered, my voice trembling but laced with a new, icy edge.
Damien paused, his eyes narrowing. "Afraid of what?"
"Aren't you afraid your chosen Luna will smell the stench of a wolfless Omega on you when you go back to her bed?"
The air in the room instantly dropped ten degrees. Damien's Alpha aura flared, heavy and suffocating, pressing down on my lungs. He closed the distance between us in two long strides, towering over me.
"Do not overstep, Seraphina," he warned, his voice a dangerous, low growl. He leaned in, his eyes flashing with a cruel, mocking light. "Let's get one thing straight. Our bond is nothing but a tragic mistake born from an ancient pact. You are a wolfless shadow, a curse I am forced to endure."
Every word was a silver blade to my already dying soul.
"Isabelle is the Luna I chose. She will stand by my side in glory," Damien continued, his tone merciless. "Your only value, your only purpose in this manor, is to give me a powerful heir. Do not confuse your biological duty with actual importance."
I stared up at the man the Moon Goddess had made for me. He wanted an heir to secure his legacy. He demanded a powerful pup from a woman whose womb had already withered into dust because of his cruelty.
I didn't scream. I didn't cry. I just looked at him, feeling the last beat of my love for him flatline into absolute nothingness.