Chapter 4

I woke up in a stark white room. My head was pounding.

I blinked, trying to clear the fog, and saw him. Graham. He was sitting in a chair by my bed, his face pale, his eyes red-rimmed.

He reached out a hand, his fingers brushing my arm. The touch ignited a furious spark within me.

"Don't you dare touch me!" I snarled, pulling my arm away as if his touch burned.

He flinched. "Emma... I'm so sorry." His voice was a raw whisper.

"Sorry?" I scoffed. "For what, exactly? For killing our daughter? For abandoning her? For playing Daddy to another man's child while ours lay dying?"

I grabbed a glass water bottle and hurled it at him. It struck the wall behind his head with a dull thud. He didn't move.

"You blame me?" he rasped, his eyes finally lifting. "Why wasn't there another heart, Emma? You have all this money, all this power! Why was there only one? You put me in a position where I had to choose!"

My blood ran cold. "I found one heart, Graham! The heart you stole! And you want to blame me?!" I screamed.

"Mia was crashing, Emma! She was younger, with a better prognosis! It was a purely medical decision, a split-second call!" he argued, his voice desperate to justify the unjustifiable.

He truly believed that, didn't he? He genuinely thought he was a hero, saving a "more deserving" child. He wasn't just a monster; he was a deluded monster.

"You're a disgrace to your profession, Graham. You swore an oath. You let your affair override your duty!" I spat.

He opened his mouth to retort, but no words came out.

Suddenly, the door burst open. Bella Savage, her eyes red and swollen, rushed in. She fell to her knees at my bedside, clutching my hand.

"Emma! Oh, Emma! I'm so, so sorry!" she wailed. "It's all my fault! Please, forgive Graham! He was just trying to save Mia! He's a good man, a good doctor!"

I ripped my hand away, disgust churning in my stomach. Her words were a carefully crafted performance.

I ripped the remaining IV lines from my arm and lunged at her.

SMACK!

My palm connected with her cheek. She gasped, staggering back.

"You bitch!" I screamed, grabbing a handful of her hair. "You snake! You stole my husband! You stole my daughter's heart! You killed Lily!"

"That heart cost me millions! Millions, Bella! And you, you opportunistic whore, you think you're entitled to it?"

"Give it back!" I shrieked. "Give me back the heart! Give me back my daughter!"

Graham, who had been frozen in shock, suddenly sprang to life. He wrenched my hands from Bella's hair, pulling me back with a force that made my head snap. He shoved me, hard, against the bed, then stood protectively in front of Bella.

"Are you insane, Emma?!" he roared. "You're out of control! I told you, there's nothing between Bella and me! I was just helping a patient!"

"Helping a patient?! By murdering your own daughter?!" I screamed. "That heart was my property! I paid for it! You had no right!"

"It was a medical decision! I'm a doctor, I make those calls!" he yelled back. "And anyway, Lily wasn't going to make it. Mia had a better chance. You're just grieving, Emma, you don't understand."

He looked at Bella, then back at me. "Bella is innocent in all of this. She's just a struggling single mother. Don't you dare lay a hand on her again."

Innocent? My blood boiled. He was so utterly blind, so completely infatuated. He saw only a damsel in distress, a pure, helpless creature he needed to save. And in saving her, he'd destroyed me.

"You need to calm down, Emma," Graham said, his voice suddenly softening. He put his arm around Bella, steering her out of the room. "I'll call you later, when you're more rational."

As they walked away, his hand lingered on Bella's back, a gesture of intimacy that ripped through the last vestiges of my hope.

I remembered meeting Graham for the first time. He was a brilliant, aloof resident. I, the ambitious tech prodigy, saw a challenge. I pursued him relentlessly.

"Love isn't a transaction, Emma," he'd said once.

But I was stubborn. I wore him down. When I finally asked him to marry me, he hesitated, then said, "Alright." Just "Alright."

I built a life around him, convinced that my boundless affection would eventually melt his icy exterior. I gave him everything. I overlooked his distant nature, his subtle put-downs. I made excuses, always.

Then Bella Savage reappeared. His high school girlfriend, now a single mother. He called it "charity." I saw the way he looked at her, a glimmer of warmth I'd never seen directed at me.

I confronted him. "Are you having an affair with her, Graham?"

He denied it vehemently. "Don't be ridiculous, Emma! She's just a friend. You're being paranoid."

He promised to change. And like a fool, I believed him. I always did.

Now, Lily was gone. And I finally understood. My relentless pursuit had only taught him that my love was unconditional, disposable. My soft heart, once a source of strength, had become my greatest weakness.

I covered my face with my trembling hands. The tears were no longer just for Lily. They were for the naive, foolish woman I had been.

But that woman was dead now. And in her place, something cold and hard was being forged.