Chapter 5

Claire Keller POV:

"The lotus blossom she loved so much," I mouthed to myself, a bitter laugh bubbling up in my throat. His performance was flawless, a masterclass in deception, designed to maintain the perfect facade for his adoring public. He played the part of the doting husband so well, it was sickening.

But I wasn't just an audience member anymore.

I shook off the confused guard he' d assigned to me, my movements surprisingly swift. He called out, but I ignored him, my focus fixed on Callan' s retreating back. My enhanced senses guided me, the lingering scent of Ericka' s perfume, now mixed with Callan' s own unique energy signature, a beacon in the bustling market.

The trail led me away from the vibrant festival, down a narrow, overgrown path, towards the dilapidated outskirts of the estate. Eventually, I found myself standing before an old, crumbling woodsman' s shack, half-hidden by thick ivy. Through a broken window, I saw them.

Callan. And Ericka, now fully shedding her disguise, her glorious white hair cascading down her back. He was holding her close, her face buried against his chest.

"You were reckless, Ericka," Callan' s voice, a low rumble, reached my ears. He sounded annoyed, but there was an underlying tenderness, a note of worry I had never heard him use with anyone but me. "I told you not to come near the festival, especially not near her."

Ericka pulled back, tears glistening in her eyes, her lower lip trembling. She looked up at him, a picture of fragile vulnerability, and began to lightly, almost playfully, pound his chest. "But I missed you, my king! So dreadfully! And you haven't come to me in days. My disguise was a failure, wasn't it? I thought I was so clever!" She pouted. Then, with a flicker, her form shifted, just for a second, a shimmer of pure white light, before settling back into her human shape. She was beautiful, almost incandescent.

"Do you want me, Callan?" she whispered, her voice laced with a raw, seductive power. She pulled at her sleeve, revealing the angry red mark his grip had left on her forearm. It was a deep, dark bruise, a testament to his strength. Her silk sleeve fell further, exposing the lace of her undergarment.

Callan' s throat bobbed. His eyes, usually so sharp and controlled, darkened with a hunger I had once believed was reserved only for me.

"I can give you what she cannot," Ericka purred, her voice dripping with venom. "A true heir. A lineage worthy of you, my king. Not a broken toy that cannot even bear your name."

Her words, bold and cruel, pierced through the thin veil of my resolve. Broken toy. The phrase echoed the taunts from my nightmare last night.

She pressed closer, her body molding against his. "Tell me, my love, did you like the perfume? I wore it just for you. Do you want to see what else I wore?" She ran her hand under his shirt, her nails lightly raking his skin.

Callan' s breath hitched. He grabbed her hand, but the anger in his eyes had been replaced by a raw, consuming desire. "You are a cunning creature, Ericka," he growled, a dark chuckle rumbling in his chest.

She laughed, a throaty, seductive sound, and pressed her lips to his. They stumbled backwards, into the shack, the broken window offering a grotesque tableau. Their silhouettes intertwined, twisting and turning, a silent, sickening dance of betrayal.

The sounds followed. Low moans, whispered endearments, the creak of old wood. My stomach churned, a bitter bile rising in my throat. I stood frozen, my eyes glued to the window, watching his head dip, watching him tenderly kiss the bruise he had just left on her arm, the same way he used to kiss away my hurts.

My ankle, twisted from my hurried escape from the guard, throbbed with a dull ache, but the pain was a distant echo compared to the agony in my chest. Broken toy. It was true. I was just a discarded plaything, easily replaced by someone who could give him what I couldn't.

Jealousy, sharp and poisonous, tore through me, mingling with the suffocating weight of betrayal. Tears streamed down my face, silent and unstoppable. The sounds from within the shack grew louder, more urgent, more explicit. I clamped my hands over my ears, desperate to block out the torment, but it was futile. Every muffled moan, every whispered word of passion, felt like a thousand tiny knives twisting in my gut. This was worse than death. Far, far worse.

I forced myself to move, to limp away, each step a searing pain in my shattered ankle. My hair was disheveled, my dress stained with dust and tears. I was a wreck, a broken thing, just as Ericka had called me.

"No more," I whispered, my voice raw and hoarse. "This is the last time. The very last time you will break me."

I dragged myself back to the estate, my body screaming in protest. As I hobbled into my study, one of Callan' s guards stood waiting, the requested lotus blossom clutched in his hand. The sight of it brought a fresh wave of memories, a stark contrast to the present horror.

I remembered the day Callan had proposed, five years ago. His face had been flushed, a deep crimson spreading across his high cheekbones, his eyes wide with a mixture of hope and nervousness. His gaze had been unwavering, fixed on me, as he spoke words that had once felt so true, so sacred. "Claire," he had said, his voice trembling with emotion, "you are my reason. My soul. Marry me, and I vow to protect you, cherish you, and be true to you until the end of time itself." My heart had pounded, a wild drum against my ribs, echoing his fierce devotion.

He had meant those vows then. Fiercely. He had guarded me, listened to my every word, shielded me from every threat, even sacrificed parts of himself for my well-being.

The lotus blossom still glowed, ethereal and pure, a cruel reminder of what once was. But the man who had uttered those vows, the man who had cultivated its beauty for me, was gone. Replaced by a stranger.

I took the blossom from the guard, my fingers tracing its delicate curves for the last time. "Goodbye, Callan," I whispered, my voice barely audible, a soft, mournful farewell to the man I thought I knew, and to the love I once believed in. "And goodbye, my lotus."

Just then, the study door burst open. "Claire!" Callan's voice, relieved and urgent, cut through my thoughts. He stood there, his hair slightly disheveled, a faint flush on his cheeks. He had returned from his "urgent business."