Chapter 1 1

Her phone buzzed in her pocket. She pulled it out. The screen was cracked, but the message was clear. It was from a number saved as "Sienna."

Game On.

She felt the corner of her mouth twitch. It was the first time she had almost smiled in four years.

The view from the penthouse was worth twenty million dollars, or so the real estate brochures claimed. Central Park lay below, a rectangular patch of dying autumn leaves trapped within the steel grid of Manhattan. She stood before the floor-to-ceiling glass, her reflection a ghostly overlay on the city lights. She looked tired. Not the kind of tired that sleep fixes, but the kind that settles in the marrow of her bones after years of holding her breath.

Behind her, the heavy oak door of the study creaked open. She didn't turn. She knew the cadence of those footsteps. Heavy. Hesitant. Hunter Rutledge.

"Iris."

His voice was rough, like he had spent the afternoon rehearsing this speech and worn his throat raw.

She turned slowly. The cup of black coffee in her hands was cold. She had poured it an hour ago, just to have something to hold, something to anchor her to the physical world while her life was being dismantled.

Hunter stood by the large marble coffee table. He was wearing the navy suit she had picked out for him three years ago, the one that made his shoulders look broader than they actually were. He wouldn't meet her eyes. He was staring at a blue folder resting on the cold white stone.

"Sit down, please," he said.

She didn't sit. She walked to the table and placed the coffee cup down. The porcelain clicked against the marble, a sharp sound that seemed to echo in the cavernous, expertly decorated room.

"It's the papers," she said. It wasn't a question.

Hunter exhaled, running a hand through his perfectly styled hair. He looked pained. He always looked pained when he had to do something unpleasant, as if he were the victim of his own choices.

"Dorothea is back in the city," he said.

The name hung in the air, sucking the oxygen out of the room. Dorothea. The woman who had left him for a venture capitalist five years ago. The woman whose shadow Iris had been living in since the day she said "I do."

"I know," she said. Her voice was steady. It surprised her how steady it was.

Hunter looked up then, his brows knitting together. He expected tears. He expected her to fall to her knees, to beg, to scream. He was prepared for hysteria. He wasn't prepared for silence.

"We need to expedite this," he said, tapping the folder. "The pre-nup is clear, Iris. You know the terms. But... I've added a settlement. A generous one."

He pushed the folder toward her.

"Given your... history," he continued, his voice dropping an octave, taking on that patronizing tone he used when speaking to the staff. "And that... creative resume you had when we met, it's going to be hard for you to find real work. I don't want you on the street. This money will keep you afloat for a year or two. If you're careful."

Her history. The felony record. The "federal crime" that the Rutledge family had spent four years whispering about at dinner parties when they thought she couldn't hear.

She looked at the folder. She didn't open it to check the amount. It didn't matter.

She reached into the pocket of her beige cardigan-the shapeless, safe beige cardigan that Eleanor, his mother, approved of-and pulled out a Montblanc pen.

Hunter watched her, his eyes narrowing. "You should read it. You should call a lawyer."

"I don't need a lawyer, Hunter."

She uncapped the pen. The motion was fluid, practiced. It felt like holding a scalpel.

She flipped to the last page. Her eyes scanned the lines. Waiver of all claims to Rutledge assets. Non-disclosure agreement. Immediate vacancy of the premises.

She signed her name. Iris Gutierrez.

The ink was black and permanent. The loops of her signature were sharp, aggressive. They didn't look like the handwriting of a housewife.

She capped the pen and pushed the folder back to him.

Hunter stared at the signature, then up at her. His mouth opened slightly.

"You're not even going to fight?" he asked. "You're not going to ask why?"

She looked at him. Really looked at him. She saw the weak chin he tried to hide with facial hair. She saw the insecurity in his eyes that required constant validation. She saw a stranger.

"Because she's your true love, Hunter," she said.

He flinched. "It's not just that. Iris, we... we were never a match. You're..." He gestured vaguely at her, at her lack of jewelry, her silent demeanor. "You need someone simpler. Someone who doesn't live in this world."

She checked her wrist. There was no watch there, but the gesture made him stop.

"When do you need me out?" she asked.

He blinked, thrown off script. "Ideally? Tonight. Kamala is coming over. She wants to... help redecorate."

Of course she did. His sister had been trying to erase her from this apartment since the day Iris moved in.

"Fine," she said. "I'll be gone in an hour."

"You can't move out in an hour," he scoffed. "Where will you go? The Motel 6 in Queens?"

She didn't answer. She turned her back on him and walked toward the master bedroom.

"Iris!" he called after her. "I'm trying to help you!"

She closed the bedroom door softly behind her, cutting off his voice.

The room was large, gray, and impersonal. She walked to the walk-in closet. Rows of beige, cream, and gray clothes hung there. The uniform of a Rutledge wife.

She walked past them to the very back of the closet, to a panel that looked like part of the wall. She pressed a specific spot on the molding. It clicked.

She pulled out a black duffel bag. It was made of ballistic nylon, heavy and utilitarian. It smelled of dust and old memories.

She unzipped it. Inside was a passport with a different name, a stack of cash in three different currencies, and a leather jacket that had seen more asphalt than a highway.

She didn't pack the beige cardigans. She didn't pack the pearl earrings Hunter had given her for their first anniversary-the ones he said were "classy enough" for his mother.

She took only the bag.

From the living room, she heard the front door slam open. Then, the high-pitched, grating voice of Kamala Rutledge.

"Is she gone yet? God, tell me she's gone."

She zipped the bag shut. The sound was loud in the quiet room. Like a body bag closing.