She looked at her reflection in the stainless steel instrument tray. Dark circles bruised the skin under her eyes, and her hair was matted against her forehead from the surgical cap. For the last six hours, she had been Dr. Emerson, the rising star of Mount Sinai's cardiothoracic department. But as she untied her mask, letting it hang loose around her neck, she felt the familiar weight of her other identity settling back onto her shoulders. The invisible cloak of Mrs. Montgomery.
A circulating nurse walked by, holding out a plastic bin containing personal effects. Alexa reached for her phone. The screen lit up with a barrage of notifications. Emails from the hospital administration, texts from her few friends outside the circle, a reminder about a dentist appointment.
There was nothing from the contact pinned at the top.
Her thumb hovered over the message app, a habit she couldn't seem to break. Just as she was about to lock the screen, a news alert banner slid down from the top, demanding attention. The Bloomberg logo was small, but the bold black text felt like a physical slap.
Fletcher Montgomery Private Jet Touches Down at JFK. The Wolf of Wall Street Returns to New York.
The air in the operating room suddenly felt too thin. Alexa's heart gave a violent kick against her ribs, a physical protest that had nothing to do with cardiac rhythms and everything to do with the man who had been gone for three months.
He was back.
She hadn't known.
The realization washed over her with a cold, prickly heat. Her husband was in the same city, breathing the same smog-filled air, and she was learning about it from a news app designed to track stock market fluctuations.
"Big news, Dr. Emerson?"
Alexa jumped, her hand spasming around the phone. Dr. Susan Chang was leaning against the doorframe, her arms crossed. Susan's eyes flicked from Alexa's pale face to the phone screen, a knowing smirk playing on her lips.
"Just market updates," Alexa said, her voice sounding scrapier than she intended. She flipped the phone face down onto the metal tray with a sharp clatter.
"Right," Susan drawled, pushing off the doorframe. "I saw the alert too. Must be nice to have the king back in the castle. Although, I'm surprised you're still here scrubbing out. Wouldn't a devoted wife be at the tarmac with a bouquet of roses?"
The sarcasm was thick enough to choke on. Alexa stiffened, her spine locking into a rigid line. This was the narrative. The poor orphan girl who lucked into the Montgomery dynasty, the placeholder wife who worked playing doctor while her husband conquered the financial world. They didn't know she was the one who had just repaired a mitral valve with a complexity most of them wouldn't attempt.
"My patient in recovery needs monitoring," Alexa said, keeping her tone clinically detached. "I don't leave until the vitals are stable. You know the protocol, Susan."
She didn't wait for a response. She grabbed her phone and brushed past her colleague, walking fast enough to create a breeze in the stagnant hallway. She needed to get to the locker room. She needed to breathe.
Once inside the safety of the changing area, she slumped onto the wooden bench. Her fingers trembled as she dialed the number she knew by heart. It rang. And rang. And rang.
"You have reached the voicemail of Fletcher Montgomery. Leave a message."
His voice was deep, clipped, devoid of any warmth. It was the voice he used for business partners and unwanted solicitors. It was the voice he used for her.
Alexa ended the call without speaking. She stared at herself in the locker mirror. The woman looking back was plain, exhausted, and wearing a scrub top that had a small stain of betadine on the collar. She didn't look like a Montgomery. She looked like what she was-a surgeon trying to hold together a life that was fraying at the seams.
She changed quickly, pulling on a beige trench coat that she had bought off the rack at Macy's three years ago. It was high quality, but it wasn't couture. It was another layer of camouflage.
Stepping out of the hospital entrance, the November wind bit at her exposed skin. She pulled the collar up, tucking her chin down. The line of black town cars waited for the attending physicians, but none of them were for her. Fletcher had forgotten, or simply hadn't cared, to send a driver.
She raised her hand, hailing a yellow taxi. The cab screeched to a halt, the brakes squealing in protest.
"Where to, lady?" the driver asked, eyeing her through the rearview mirror. He took in her tired eyes and the simple coat.
"432 Park Avenue," she said. "The penthouse."
The driver's eyebrows shot up. He looked at her again, skepticism written in the lines of his forehead, but he punched the meter. As the car lurched into traffic, Alexa pressed her forehead against the cold glass. The city blurred past in streaks of red and white light.
Her stomach twisted into a tight knot. Why hadn't he called? Three months in London and Hong Kong. Three months of silence broken only by interactions with his lawyers regarding the trust fund.
The taxi pulled up to the impossibly tall, slender building. The doorman, a man named Henry who had worked there for twenty years, was busy holding the door for a woman with a poodle. He didn't see the taxi immediately.
Alexa paid the driver and pushed the heavy door open herself. It wasn't until her foot hit the pavement that Henry turned around.
"Oh," he said, blinking. "Ms. Emerson. I didn't see you there."
Ms. Emerson. Not Mrs. Montgomery. Even the staff knew where the lines were drawn. She was the permanent guest, the one who hadn't quite earned the name.
"It's fine, Henry," she murmured, brushing past him into the gilded lobby.
The elevator ride was a silent ascent into anxiety. She watched the digital numbers climb. 20... 40... 60... 92. Her ears popped.
The doors slid open directly into the foyer. The penthouse was dark. Not the cozy darkness of a sleeping home, but the hollow, echoing darkness of a museum after hours.
Alexa reached for the switch, flooding the space with recessed lighting. The floor-to-ceiling windows showcased the Manhattan skyline, a billion dollars worth of view that felt incredibly lonely.
Then she saw them.
Near the spiral staircase, a pile of luggage sat in a chaotic heap. Louis Vuitton trunks, hard-shell Rimowa cases, all tagged with custom leather luggage tags bearing the Montgomery family crest.
He had been here.
Alexa walked over to the luggage, her footsteps silent on the marble. She reached out and touched the leather handle of a carry-on. It was still cold from the outside air.
A scent lingered in the foyer. It was faint, but unmistakable. Sandalwood, expensive tobacco, and something sharp and metallic-his cologne. But underneath that, there was a ghost of something else. Something floral?
"Mr. Montgomery has already left for the evening."
Alexa startled, spinning around. Martha, the house manager, stood in the shadows of the dining room archway. Her hands were clasped in front of her crisp uniform, her face a mask of professional indifference.
"Left?" Alexa asked, her voice sounding small in the cavernous room. "He just got here. The luggage is still..."
"He came in to change and shower," Martha interrupted smoothly. "He had a pressing engagement. He did not say when he would return."
Alexa looked back at the suitcases. He had come home, washed off the travel, and immediately left again without even checking if she was on shift or at home.
"Did he mention dinner?" Alexa asked. "Should I tell the kitchen..."
"The kitchen staff has been dismissed for the night," Martha said, a tiny, almost imperceptible lift at the corner of her mouth. "Mr. Montgomery said he would be dining out. He didn't mention you."
The silence that followed was heavy. Alexa stood in the center of the multi-million dollar apartment, surrounded by the evidence of her husband's existence, yet completely erased from his schedule.
"Thank you, Martha," Alexa said, turning her back so the woman wouldn't see her eyes water. "That will be all."
She waited until she heard Martha's footsteps retreat to the staff quarters. Then, she stood alone in the foyer, staring at the locked front door, waiting for a sound she knew wouldn't come.