Chapter 1 1

Elena Vance stared at her reflection in the hallway mirror, smoothing the fabric of the wrap dress over her hips. It was a Diane von Furstenberg, navy blue silk, found two weeks ago at a consignment shop in Brooklyn for eighty dollars. She had spent another forty getting it dry-cleaned to remove the faint smell of someone else's perfume. Now, it smelled like her. It smelled like anticipation.

She turned to the side, checking the hem. It was their two-year anniversary. Two years since she had spilled coffee on Spencer Kensington's loafers at a charity gala she was covering for the City Chronicle. Two years of navigating the strange, stratified air of his world while trying to keep her feet planted in hers.

On the small entry table sat the gift bag. Inside was a vintage Canon 50mm lens, glass clear as water, heavy with brass and history. She had eaten instant ramen for three months to afford it. Spencer collected vintage cameras, usually leaving them on shelves to gather dust, but she loved the idea of him seeing the world through something she had given him.

Her phone buzzed against the wood of the table.

The screen lit up with a text from a number she didn't recognize. No name, just a location.

Le Jardin. 7:00 PM. Don't be late. "Operation Blue Moon" is a go.

Elena smiled, a reflex that softened the tired lines around her eyes. "Blue Moon." It was their private joke, a reference to the jazz club where they'd had their first real date, away from the prying eyes of the gossip columns. Only Spencer would use that phrase. It was his way of telling her this was intimate, just for them, despite the unknown number. He probably changed his burner phone again to dodge his mother's constant surveillance.

Spencer loved theatrics. He loved the scavenger hunt aspect of romance, the way it made him feel like the director of a movie starring himself. She checked the time. 6:30 PM.

She grabbed her trench coat, the beige one with the fraying cuff she kept meaning to mend, and stepped out into the cool October air. The wind bit at her exposed calves. She hailed an Uber, watching the little car icon crawl across the screen, praying the driver wouldn't cancel.

"Le Jardin," she told the driver when she slid into the backseat that smelled of pine air freshener and stale cigarettes.

"Fancy night," the driver grunted, merging aggressively into the stream of yellow taxis. "Traffic is murder on Fifth."

Elena clutched the gift bag in her lap, her fingers tracing the rope handles. Her stomach did a small, nervous flip. Two years. People in Spencer's circle usually got engaged at the two-year mark. She tried to push the thought away, but it lingered, sticky and sweet. She wasn't sure if she was ready for that, for the weight of the Kensington name, but the possibility made her heart hammer a frantic rhythm against her ribs.

The car pulled up to the curb twenty minutes later. Le Jardin was a fortress of limestone and ivy, a place where the city's elite went to eat food that cost more than her rent. A line of black town cars idled out front, exhaust plumes rising like white smoke signals.

Elena paid the driver and stepped out. Her heel caught on a crack in the pavement, and she stumbled, catching herself just before her knees hit the concrete. She took a breath, centered herself, and walked toward the entrance.

The doorman was a monolith in a green coat. His eyes did a quick, practiced sweep of her-the frayed cuff of her coat, the scuffed leather of her heels-and his posture stiffened.

"Reservations are full for the evening, Miss," he said, his voice flat.

"I'm here for Spencer Kensington," Elena said, lifting her chin.

The change was instantaneous. The doorman's face relaxed into a mask of deferential apology. He stepped aside, pulling the heavy brass door open. "Of course. Mr. Kensington is expecting guests in the Grand Ballroom."

Ballroom?

Elena frowned. She had expected a table for two in a dark corner, candlelight, maybe a violinist if Spencer was feeling particularly cliché. A ballroom meant a crowd. A ballroom meant an audience.

She walked into the lobby. The air inside was different-conditioned, scented with lilies and money. A massive crystal chandelier hung overhead, its light fracturing into a thousand rainbows that pricked at her eyes.

She wasn't being led to the dining area. A hostess with a clipboard gestured toward the double doors at the end of the hall.

Elena walked slowly. Her heels clicked on the marble, a lonely sound. Beside the double doors stood a sign on an easel. It was cream-colored cardstock, elegant, with gold foil lettering.

Elena stopped.

She read the words. Then she read them again, because her brain refused to process the syntax.

The Kensington & Van Der Woodsen Engagement Party.

The world didn't stop. It didn't blur. It sharpened. Every detail became excruciatingly high-definition. The texture of the paper. The serif font-Spencer's favorite font. The smell of the lilies turned cloying, suffocating, like a funeral parlor.

Her stomach contracted, a violent, physical rejection of what she was seeing. Bile rose in her throat.

Engagement.

Spencer.

Van Der Woodsen. That was Vanessa. The blonde heiress with the laugh that sounded like breaking glass. The one Spencer had called "a family obligation" and "boring as watching paint dry."

Elena's hand tightened on the gift bag until the rope handles dug into her palm, cutting off circulation. Her fingertips went numb.

She should turn around. She should run. That was what a sane person would do. A sane person would vomit in the potted plant and leave.

But Elena Vance was a reporter before she was a girlfriend. She needed to see it. She needed the source.

She pushed the doors open.

The sound hit her first-a wall of polite laughter, the clink of crystal, a jazz quartet playing something upbeat and sickening. The room was a sea of tuxedos and designer gowns.

And there, in the center of the room, under the largest chandelier, was Spencer.

He looked devastating. He was wearing the midnight blue tuxedo she had helped him pick out for his cousin's wedding. He held a champagne flute in one hand.

His other arm was wrapped tightly around the waist of Vanessa Van Der Woodsen.

Vanessa was wearing white. A sleek, architectural gown that probably cost more than Elena's father made in a year. She was beaming, tilting her head back to laugh at something Spencer said. Spencer looked down at her, smiling that boyish, crinkling-eye smile that Elena thought belonged to her.

A physical pain ripped through Elena's chest, sharp and hot, as if someone had taken a rib spreader to her sternum.

Then, Spencer looked up.

His gaze drifted across the room, over the heads of the well-wishers, and locked onto the open doors.

He saw her.

The smile slid off his face like wet clay. His skin went the color of ash. The champagne flute in his hand tilted, splashing golden liquid onto the sleeve of his jacket.

Vanessa sensed the shift. She stopped laughing. She followed Spencer's gaze.

When she saw Elena standing in the doorway in her thrift-store dress and frayed trench coat, Vanessa didn't look shocked. She didn't look guilty.

She smiled. A small, tight, victorious curving of her lips.

The hum of conversation near the door began to die down. Heads turned. Whispers started, sounding like the rustle of dry leaves.

"Who is that?"

"Is that the reporter girl?"

"Oh, this is going to be good."

Elena felt the heat climb up her neck. She was the intruder. The glitch in the matrix. The dirty secret standing in the doorway of the palace.

Spencer disentangled himself from Vanessa. He took a step forward, his hands raising slightly, palms out. A gesture of placating a wild animal.

Elena saw the look in his eyes. It wasn't love. It wasn't even regret.

It was panic.

He wasn't afraid of losing her. He was afraid she was going to make a scene.

A waiter walked past Elena with a tray of hors d'oeuvres. She didn't move, but the air around her felt charged, volatile.

From the side of the room, a woman in emerald green silk detached herself from a group of investors. Victoria Kensington. Spencer's mother. Her face was a mask of granite. She signaled to a security guard, a subtle flick of her wrist.

Elena saw the guard start to move toward her.

Something inside her snapped. The grief evaporated, replaced by a cold, hard fury that settled in her gut like a stone. She wasn't going to be dragged out.

She gripped the gift bag. She locked her knees. She stared straight at Spencer, daring him to look away.