Chapter 8 When the forest Answers

The pull didn't fade after that morning.

The feeling just got more powerful. It really did get stronger.

I spent the day doing things I usually do in the village. I went to get water. Helped make food. I listened to people talking. They were not really saying anything important. They were. Laughing and sometimes arguing about little things. To me, it was all just noise. The village routines and the people all felt far away. Something inside of me was bothering me, something that was much louder than all the talking and laughing. The village was still the same, people were still doing things, but it all felt different, to me.

The forest was really calling to me. It was like the trees and the animals and everything in the forest were saying come and visit us. The forest was. I felt like I had to go.

Not urgently. Not desperately.

Patiently.

By evening the sky had turned into blue and purple colors. I was standing near the edge of the village pretending to look at the sun going down behind the hills. My senses were feeling a lot more than what I could see with my eyes. The warmth that was inside me was beating slowly like a heartbeat, and it did not feel completely like it was mine, it felt like the warmth of the village. The village was giving me a feeling like the heartbeat was coming from the village itself and that was a really nice feeling.

You are drifting again.

Elder Corvin's voice came from behind me. This time I did not jump.

I said that I am trying not to.

He walked up beside me. Rested on his staff. Trying hard can be awful for you just like not trying at all. He said this to me in a voice. The thing about trying hard is that it can be just as bad as not doing anything.

I frowned. "So what am I supposed to do with my life?" became

I frowned. "So what am I supposed to do?" It was already simple.

I will make it more human, like.

I said, "So what am I supposed to do?"

Listen he said. Do not go after something just because you want it. Do not chase the thing you want. Then let the thing you want come to you but do not chase it.

Before I could ask what that meant, a loud noise came through the forest.

A call.

Low. Controlled. Familiar.

My breath caught as I stood there. For a moment I could not breathe. My breath caught because something really surprised me. I was so shocked that my breath caught.

Corvin did not stop me this time.

Tonight the man said in a voice you can go into the forest but only as far as the forest will let you.

My heart was beating fast as I turned to face him. "Are you really sure about this?"

The man's eyes looked really serious. "The Alpha would not have called if it was not important," he said, referring to the Alpha. The Alpha only calls when something big is going on, so this must be business, with the Alpha.

I took a step forward.

The moment my foot crossed the boundary, everything changed in the world of the boundary. The boundary was like a line that separated two different worlds and when I stepped across the boundary I felt like I was in a completely new place, a place that was different from the world, on the other side of the boundary.

Not violently. Not dramatically.

But intentional

The air felt really thick and heavy. It was like something was about to happen. Every little noise sounded loud and clear. The whisper of leaves, the sharp snap of twigs that were really far away, the quiet movement of animals that I could not see because they were hiding in the dark. The warmth that was inside of me started to feel stronger. It was spreading through my body like water that did not hurt me. The warmth inside of me was, like a fire that was burning. It did not burn my skin.

I stopped there and had what Corvin had taught me. I grounded myself.

Breathe. Anchor. Listen.

The alpha came out from between the trees. He was bigger than I remembered. The Alpha had a presence that demanded attention without trying. The Alpha looked at me. He did not seem to be judging me or testing me. The Alpha was just looking at me to figure me out.

Corvin said this from behind the boundary. He said, "You came alone." Corvin was talking to someone. He noticed that this person did not bring anyone with them. Corvin said this because the person was by themselves when they got there. The person was alone when they arrived and Corvin saw that. Corvin said, "You came alone," because that is what he saw.

The Alpha inclined his head once. He did this slowly just one time to show that the Alpha was paying attention to what was being said to the Alpha.

Approval.

The man turned around. I walked deeper into the forest. He kept walking into the forest. The forest was very quiet. The man walked deeper, into the forest.

I stopped for a moment. I felt scared. The fear was like a voice that was trying to make me back down. My courage was being. I was not sure if I had enough of it. I was afraid of what might happen if I took another step forward. Fear was, around me, it was making my heart beat really fast. I had to think about my courage. If it was strong enough to overcome the fear that I was feeling.

My feet just started moving even though I did not want them to. My feet kept going. I could not stop my feet from moving.

As I walked further into the forest, the forest seemed to know me. The branches moved a little to the side. The plants on the ground separated when I took a step. This was not because they were following my orders. It was because the forest was recognizing me and the forest was acknowledging me.

The Alpha took me to an open space that was filled with the soft light of the moon. There were stones all around the space, and they were really smooth because they had been there for so long and people had used them for something. The air in this place felt funny. It was like it was full of The Alpha's energy, and it felt really thick and alive, like The Alpha was all around me.

The man stopped at the center. He got out. I looked around the center. The center was a place to stop.

I was standing outside the circle. My instinct was telling me that I should not step inside the circle without being invited to do so. The circle was something that made me feel like I had to be asked to join in.

The Alpha turned around to face me now. The Alpha was looking at me.

For the time, he actually moved to a different place. This was the time he shifted.

Not completely.

Not violently.

But enough.

The change happened smoothly. The bones and muscles changed shape with ease like it was something that happens all the time. The fur went away. The man started standing up straight. Now a man was standing where the Alpha had been. He was really tall. He had shoulders. You could tell he had a lot of power inside him. He was keeping it under control.

The man's eyes did not change. His eyes stayed the same.

Ancient. Steady. Knowing.

The man told me that I was not afraid. He said this to me directly. The man said that fear is not something that I have. The man said," I am not afraid.

The man's voice was really deep. It sounded like something wild had affected it. He was still in control of it. His voice was deep.

I said it like I was tired. Just not tired enough that I have to run.

A smile came across his face. It looked like it was going to touch his lips. This little smile was something that happened on his lips. His lips had this smile on them.

"Good."

He pointed to the stones. "This place tells us what is real. The stones do not change because of fear or what people want. The stones are always the same. This place holds the truth, the truth that the stones show us."

I swallowed. I asked them, "Why did you bring me to this place?"

The man said to me, "You are standing at the edge of becoming something. I think edges can be terrible places to be. The edge of becoming is a place. You have to be careful when you're at the edge of becoming."

I felt this warmth inside me. It got stronger when he was near. My hands became fists because I did not want to let my feelings show. The warmth inside me was. I was trying to keep it under control. I did not want the warmth inside me to take over.

I said this slowly and, in a soft voice: I do not want to lose myself.

He looked at me for a long time. "You will not," he said finally. "Not if you know what power is about."

The man stepped closer to me. He stopped well short of where I was standing.

Power is not about being strong. It is not about being in charge of people. Power is about having a choice. It is about being in control. Power is the ability to feel all of your emotions and still decide what kind of person Power is. You can feel everything. Still choose who you are going to be. Power is really about making your decisions.

As he spoke, I got these pictures in my mind again. I saw wolves running around in the moonlight. They were standing guard while the villages were sleeping. The wolves were choosing to protect the villages from hurting them, and they did this over and over. This kept happening with the wolves choosing protection over destruction again and again.

This bond, he said, his eyes got a little smaller. This bond is not about owning something. This bond is about being on the side, as this bond.

The word settled deep in my chest. It felt like the word was going to stay for a long time. The word just seemed to sink in and get comfortable. I could feel the weight of the word in my chest.

Alignment.

Not possession. Not fate forcing my hand.

Balance.

I said this quietly. I can feel you even when you are not with me the feeling of you is still there. I can feel the presence of you even when you are not here, with me.

He nodded. ". I like you too."

The admission really hit me hard. It was not that I was scared or really excited. It was more like I felt calm and steady. The admission made me feel grounded.

The forest was waking up. It stirred. This was a change for the forest. The forest was really stirred now.

A big surge of energy came through the clearing. It was really stronger than anything I had felt before. My knees gave way and I felt like I was going to fall. Something inside me woke me up. It was screaming to get out. The energy was so powerful that my body just wanted to let it all go. The clearing and the energy were really affecting me.

I gasped. I was really struggling to stay upright. My body felt like it was going to give in at any moment. I had to fight to stay on my feet to stay standing. My legs were shaking, and I was struggling to catch my breath. The room was spinning around me. I was struggling to stay upright.

The Alpha said "Anchor" in a voice that did not mean or anything, just firm.

I paid attention to the sound of his voice. I looked down at the ground beneath my feet. I thought about who I was before I got this power that changed everything.

The surge got steady. It took a long time, and it was very hard. The surge was over the place, at first, but then the surge finally got steady.

When the thing passed by, I was breathing hard, but I was still standing.

The Alpha looked at me with a lot of respect that I could clearly see. The Alpha really seemed to think I was someone. The Alpha watched me.

He said that you held something.

I said that I almost did not do it, I whispered.

You did that thing.

There was silence between us. It was not awkward. It was not heavy. The silence was there, between us.

Reverent.

He finally said, "You will be tested." This will happen because of fear. It will happen because of temptation. It will also happen because of people who do not understand what you are.

I lifted my chin. ". What happens if the thing I am trying to do does not work out?"

His eyes got softer. "Then we will teach you how to get up again."

The forest was really quiet. It seemed like the forest was saying yes to something. The forest echoed softly like the forest agreed.

He stepped back. Changed again, going back to his Alpha form. It was so easy for him. Before he turned away, he looked at me one time. He really looked at me. I mean his alpha form looked at me.

He said to me, "You belong to yourself." His voice was like a whisper, in my mind. He also said, "Never forget that," and that really stuck with me the fact that I belong to myself.

The man went away into the trees.

I stood there for a long time after he left. My heart was beating normally. Inside me my spirit was burning. It was a fire, but it was burning very strongly.

When I finally crossed back into the village, Corvin was waiting for me there. The village was really quiet. Corvin was standing all alone. Corvin was waiting.

He said that You went a lot further tonight.

I nodded. I said, "And I came back."

He. Then he said, "That is how I know the person is ready." became

He smiled. He said that is how he knows the person is ready.

So the rewritten text is

He smiled. He said that is how he knows the person is ready.

I said, "For what?"

His eyes got really serious. You could see that he was feeling a mix of being really proud and also being a little worried, at the same time.

The man said, "This is the moment when the forest is not whispering to you. The forest is actually calling your name."

And deep inside me, something answered back.