Chapter 2

"The fellowship is still available, Aria. We'd be thrilled to have you." The director's voice was warm on the other end of the line. "But you understand the conditions? Six months, complete isolation. No outside contact."

"I understand," I said. It was exactly what I needed. A place to disappear.

"We can have everything arranged for you," he promised. "Just let us know your travel plans."

"Thank you," I said, a flicker of something like hope cutting through the numbness. "I'll see you in Zurich."

I hung up and drove straight home. Our home.

The front door opened into a living room filled with symbols of our life together. A pair of matching coffee mugs on the counter. A framed photo of us on our wedding day on the mantelpiece, his arm wrapped tightly around me. A cashmere throw blanket he'd bought for me, draped over the sofa where we used to cuddle and watch movies.

A wave of revulsion washed over me.

I grabbed a garbage bag from the kitchen and started moving through the house like a storm. The mugs went in first, shattering at the bottom of the bag. The photo frame followed, the glass cracking. I tore every picture of us from its frame, ripped them into tiny pieces, and threw them in. The blanket, his clothes in my closet, the stupid little trinkets he'd brought back from his "business trips."

Everything went into the bags. I dragged them to the curb, a cleansing fire of rage burning through me.

Then I started packing. My clothes, my books, my architectural models. Everything that was mine. I arranged for a shipping company to pick them up and deliver them to my old apartment, the one I had kept as a studio space.

Julian didn't come home that night.

He walked in the next evening, looking tired but smiling. He dropped his briefcase and pulled me into an embrace, his arms wrapping around me like nothing was wrong. "God, I missed you," he murmured into my hair.

My body went rigid. I could smell the faint, sweet scent of a different woman's perfume on his shirt. Nausea rose in my throat. I pushed myself out of his arms.

His smile faded. "What's wrong, Aria? You feel cold."

"I'm fine," I said, my voice flat.

"You're not fine," he insisted. "Are you sick? Let's go to the doctor." The hypocrisy was suffocating.

"I'm not sick," I said. "I'm just tired."

He didn't push it. Instead, he pulled a series of gift-wrapped boxes from his briefcase. "I brought you presents. From my trip."

A silk scarf from a designer I hated. A bottle of perfume I would never wear. Each gift was a carefully constructed lie.

He noticed my silence, the redness in my eyes. "What is it, Aria? Talk to me."

I looked him straight in the eye, my voice hard. "I want a baby, Julian. I want one now."

His face changed. A flicker of panic, then a mask of weary patience. "We've talked about this. The timing is just not right."

"It's never the right time for you," I shot back.

"The company just launched a new initiative. I'm under a lot of pressure." The same excuse. Always the same.

His phone rang, saving him. The caller ID was blank. "It's work," he said, already turning away. "I have to go." A lie. He kissed my forehead, a gesture that now felt like a brand of his betrayal. "I'll be back late. Don't wait up."

I watched him speed away. My gaze fell on his second phone, the one he claimed was "for international business," lying on the coffee table. He'd forgotten it in his haste. The screen lit up with a message.

From Seraphina: "Noah's fever is back. He keeps asking for his daddy."

He hadn't even noticed the house was half-empty. A single tear rolled down my cheek. The pain in my heart was so intense it was a physical sensation, but it was overshadowed by a sudden, violent cramp in my stomach. I lurched forward, my hand flying to my mouth as I ran for the bathroom, retching into the toilet.

A cold, terrifying thought began to form in my mind.

He didn't come home that night. The next morning, I went to the hospital alone.

The doctor smiled, her eyes crinkling at the corners as she looked at the ultrasound screen. "Congratulations, Mrs. Thorne," she said, her voice bright with a joy I couldn't feel. "You're six weeks pregnant."