Chapter 2

Emery Houston POV:

The chill that snaked down my spine wasn' t just from the autumn air; it was the icy touch of memory. Leo' s innocent question about the photo, about him and a flower, had unlocked a vault I' d kept sealed for five long years.

I' d tried to scrub every trace of Carter Barry from my life, from my mind. Photos, letters, every single souvenir of a love that was never truly mine. But some things, like the scent of old paper or a child' s curious words, could pierce through even the thickest layers of forgetfulness.

Leo, always so observant, continued his description. "He was wearing a white shirt, Mom, like a prince. And the flower was yellow, I think. He looked sad, but also really kind."

In my mind's eye, the image materialized, sharp and clear. Not a prince, but a boy. Young Carter Barry, caught in a moment of unguarded vulnerability. A ghost from a life I no longer recognized.

My thoughts drifted back, further than I ever allowed them to go. Back to a time when I still believed in promises, in love, in a future that shimmered with possibility.

Carter Barry. A prodigy. A name whispered with reverence in academic circles, a golden boy from a golden family. He moved through life with quiet confidence, every step precise, every word measured. He was destined for greatness, and everyone knew it. Everyone, including me.

I remembered the first time he truly saw me. Not just as Camilla' s quiet younger sister, the invisible one. It was during an awards ceremony, a blur of flashing lights and polite applause. He was on stage, receiving yet another accolade. The crowd roared. But then, he did something unexpected. He paused, picking up a single fallen rose from the stage and tucking it into the lapel of a frazzled cleaner. A small, almost imperceptible gesture, yet it spoke volumes.

My family rarely looked at me, let alone offered kindness. Growing up, I was a ghost in my own home, a quiet shadow to Camilla' s flamboyant light. Every small act of consideration from anyone outside of my immediate circle felt like a precious gift, hoarded and cherished. That single rose, that fleeting moment of gentle attention, had etched itself onto my heart. It was a lifeline I clung to in a sea of neglect.

I nursed that secret crush for years, a tender, fragile thing. I watched him from a distance, a silent observer of his dazzling life. I knew his schedule, his favorite coffee, the way his forehead furrowed when he was deep in thought. I knew he was perfect.

One afternoon, I saw him again. He was standing by the flagpole, the crisp school uniform impeccable even in the sweltering heat. He was helping the janitor with something, his movements efficient and precise. Camilla, on the other hand, was slumped against the wall nearby, serving detention for yet another rule broken, another boundary pushed. She always sought attention, and our parents, blind to her flaws, always indulged her. She was their star.

As Carter finished, he glanced at Camilla, a strange expression on his face. Then, he did it. He reached out, his fingers brushing against the edge of her shadow on the sun-baked ground. A silent, yearning touch. He snatched his hand back immediately, as if burned, his composure cracking for a split second before he walked away, his shoulders stiff.

The memory hit me like a physical blow. That tender moment, that gentle touch I had idealized, had never been for me. It was for Camilla. The sweetness of my childish crush curdled into something bitter, a sour taste in my mouth. My heart, once so full of a secret longing, now felt like a hollowed-out cavity.

Camilla, always the golden child, could do no wrong in our parents' eyes. Her rebellions were endearing, her mischief charming. My quiet obedience faded into the background, unnoticed. Now, even the brilliant, perfect Carter was captivated by her wild spirit. It was a familiar pattern, a painful echo of my entire life.

I remembered reading an essay he' d written for a literary magazine. It spoke of gilded cages and the yearning for untamed skies, of admiring "disobedient little birds" who dared to fly against the wind. I understood then. He wasn' t drawn to my quiet compliance; he craved the chaos, the freedom Camilla embodied. He wanted to break free, and he saw Camilla as his escape.

My parents, ever the opportunists, saw an alliance. They approached the Barry family with a marriage proposal, eyeing a merger of fortunes and social standing. The Barrys, initially hesitant, considered the union. They were old money, proud and reserved. My parents were eager, almost desperate.

Then, Carter, the quiet, obedient son, shocked everyone. He spoke. He agreed to an arranged marriage, a rare act of defiance against his family' s unspoken disapproval of our family's new money. His grandmother, a formidable woman who had always doted on her stoic grandson, had quietly told him, "You've always done what's expected, darling. This once, choose for yourself."

The engagement was set. But Camilla, true to form, rebelled. She declared Carter "boring, predictable, a gilded cage." She wouldn't be tied down to such a man. She ran. She always ran.