While Karter fought for breath, the news hailed my husband as a selfless hero for his "noble sacrifice."
For years, I excused his coldness and blatant favoritism, hoping the man I married would return. But watching him smile on TV as he condemned our son to death, I finally understood.
He called my desperate pleas "drama" and hung up. He's convinced I'm too weak to leave, that I'll come crawling back like I always do.
He has no idea I've already filed for divorce, severed our mate bond, and am driving our son far away, leaving him to the ruin he so richly deserves.
Chapter 1
My son lay gasping in the smoke-filled community center, the scent of burning wood and singed hair thick in the air. Greyson, my husband, was already outside, cradling another boy in his arms.
The fire alarm blared, a raw shriek that tore through the chaos. I had just stepped out for a moment, to answer a call from the hospital, when the first plume of black smoke billowed from the building. Panic seized me, cold and sharp. My heart hammered against my ribs, a drumbeat of pure terror.
I saw him then, Greyson, emerging from the main entrance, a figure of effortless heroism. He was carrying Emil, Kennedy's son, gently, his face streaked with soot but resolute. The crowd cheered, a wave of relief and admiration washing over them as they hailed their decorated soldier, their local hero. My chest twisted. It always twisted when he saved someone else.
But Karter. Where was Karter?
My eyes searched frantically through the surging mass of people, but I couldn't find him. That familiar, icy dread began to spread from my stomach, chilling my veins. It was the same dread I felt every time Greyson chose someone else, every time his 'heroism' overshadowed the quiet duties of our home.
A frantic voice cut through the noise, "Mrs. Baker! Mrs. Baker! It's Karter! He's still inside!" It was Mrs. Gable, one of the volunteers, her face pale with terror. She pointed a trembling finger back towards the burning building.
The world tilted. My breath hitched, a choked sob caught in my throat. Karter. My Karter. His small, fragile heart. The smoke, the heat... it was too much. Fear clawed at my insides, a wild, desperate animal. My knees almost buckled beneath me.
I didn't think. I just moved. My feet pounded against the pavement, carrying me towards the inferno, ignoring the shouts of those trying to hold me back. The heat hit me like a physical blow, pushing me backwards, but I braced myself. My son was in there. Nothing else mattered.
Inside, the air was thick and acrid, burning my lungs with every gasp. Flames licked at the ceiling, casting dancing shadows that made the familiar hall unrecognizable. I coughed, my eyes watering, but I pushed deeper, calling his name, my voice raw with desperation.
"Karter! Karter, where are you, baby?"
Then I saw him. Tucked away in a corner, near the collapsed snack bar, a small, still heap. His skin was mottled red, singed at the edges of his thin cotton shirt. Soot covered his face, and he was holding his chest, a soft moan escaping his lips. My heart shattered into a million pieces.
I dropped to my knees, oblivious to the debris digging into my skin. Tears streamed down my face, washing paths through the grime. "Karter! Oh, my sweet boy!" I pulled him into my arms, hugging him tight, trying to shield him from the horror, from the world.
He buried his face in my neck, his tiny body trembling. His small hands clutched at my dress, seeking comfort, seeking reassurance. His sobs were silent at first, then they erupted, racking his small frame.
"Mommy," he whispered, his voice hoarse and broken. "Daddy... Daddy saved Emil first. He didn't even look at me. Does Daddy not love me?"
The words ripped through me, a thousand knives twisting in my chest. Each syllable was a fresh wound, deep and agonizing. My own breath caught, a wave of nausea washing over me as I squeezed my eyes shut, rocking him gently. How could I answer that? How could I explain away such a blatant, cruel preference? My throat tightened, a bitter ache spreading through my entire being.
He had been right there. Greyson, the man who was supposed to be his father, had walked past his own son, leaving him to suffer, and chosen another. Karter's innocent question was a condemnation, a truth I couldn't deny. My heart, already aching, felt like it was crumbling into dust inside my chest.
Karter pulled back slightly, his eyes wide and red-rimmed, reflecting the orange glow of the fire. "He pushed past me, Mommy. Emil was crying. Daddy scooped Emil up and ran out." He coughed, a wet, rattling sound, and tears welled up again. "He said, 'Emil is my son now. His father died for me. I will protect him.'"
The words hung in the air, heavy and poisoned. Each one struck me like a physical blow. My husband, my alpha, had publicly disowned our son. He had proclaimed another boy his own, right in front of Karter. The humiliation burned hotter than the fire raging around us. It was a betrayal so profound, so absolute, it left me gasping for air.
I held Karter tighter, pressing his head against my shoulder, trying to absorb his pain, his confusion, his shattering world. My mind screamed, but no sound escaped my lips. There was no explanation, no comfort I could offer to erase that memory from his innocent mind. Greyson' s years of emotional distance, of veiled resentment, had finally erupted into this public, undeniable act of cruelty.
A bitter, metallic taste filled my mouth. It was the taste of regret, thick and suffocating. I regretted every moment I had clung to the hope that Greyson would change, that he would see Karter, that he would see me. I had wasted years believing in a man who didn't exist, a hero who only saved those who weren't his own.
Greyson had been deployed for five years, a phantom presence in our lives. I had raised Karter alone, nurturing his sensitive heart, explaining away his father's absence with stories of duty and honor. Stories I now knew were hollow, lies I had told myself as much as our son.
When he finally returned, a year ago, decorated and celebrated, I had allowed myself a flicker of hope. I thought his homecoming would mend the gaping hole in our family, that he would finally embrace his role as a father. I was a fool.
His return wasn't for us. It was for Kennedy, the 'grieving' widow of his fallen comrade, and her son, Emil. He had come home to claim a surrogate family, leaving his real one in the shadows. He had come back to play the hero for everyone but his own.
I gently moved Karter, checking his burns. His small face was contorted in pain, but his eyes, unfocused, still held the hurt of his father's rejection. I pulled out the small first-aid kit I always carried, my hands shaking as I began to clean his wounds.
"Mommy, does Daddy love Emil more than me?" he whispered again, his little voice cracking. The question was a repetitive torture, a dull, ceaseless ache in my own chest.
I bit my lip, so hard I tasted blood. The metallic tang was a stark contrast to the cloying smoke. I couldn't lie to him anymore. I couldn't make excuses for a man who had proved himself unworthy of even a shred of our loyalty.
A memory flashed, sharp and painful. Karter, just a few weeks ago, had spent hours drawing a picture for Greyson. A crude stick figure of a family, Greyson at the center, holding Karter's hand. He had wrapped it in bright blue paper, his eyes shining with adoration and anticipation.
"Daddy will love it, Mommy!" he had exclaimed, his small voice full of pure, unadulterated hope. "He'll know I love him very, very much!"
But Greyson never saw it. He had come home that evening, not alone, but with Kennedy and Emil in tow. They were laughing, a picture of domestic bliss I had only ever dreamed of. As Karter had tentatively approached, clutching his precious gift, Emil had snatched it, tearing it into confetti with a gleeful shriek.
Greyson had merely chuckled, ruffling Emil's hair. "Boys will be boys, right, champ?" He hadn't even looked at Karter, whose face had crumpled, tears silently tracing paths through the dust on his cheeks.
"Greyson," I had started, my voice tight. "Karter made that for you."
He hadn't met my gaze. Instead, he had turned his full attention to Emil. "What do you want to do tonight, Emil? My little warrior deserves a treat, don't you think?" His eyes, usually so cold, had softened with a warmth I had never seen directed at his own son.
The flashback ended, leaving me gasping for breath, the bitter taste in my mouth intensifying. I squeezed Karter again, tears silently streaming down my face. "I'm so sorry, baby," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. "I should have protected you better. But I promise, I will always protect you. Always."
As I continued to tend to his burns, Karter drifted into a fitful sleep, his feverish breathing shallow. Even in his slumber, his lips moved, forming a single, broken word: "Daddy..."
The sound was a hammer blow against my chest. Each time he uttered it, I felt a fresh wave of agony. Greyson's neglect hadn't just bruised Karter's skin; it had shattered his spirit. And I, his mother, had allowed it to happen. A searing regret burned through me, hotter than the flames outside.