Navelya

Navelya

Episode 1

After marriage

Navelya

Today was one day very special for me, for our couple. I have been married to this allegedly cold and distant man for almost four years. A man who cares very little about my feelings. I have always had feelings for him, but he feels nothing for me in return. How could I find myself in such a situation? We should have been happy together, but this happiness never existed. Ruben has never shared my feelings. He only married me to recover his family property.

I became too late in my situation, because I wanted to start a divorce procedure but my husband refuses to let me go. For a long time, I believed in his sincere love when he had planned everything. I followed my heart and accepted his marriage proposal, letting myself be blinded by his lies. Now it is probably too late to backtrack. I have to assume the consequences of my choices, face my destiny and take responsibility for my actions. I am ready to do anything to regain the love of my husband, even to seduce it if necessary in order to improve our relationship.

I spent four years living under the same roof as him without him touching me. Sometimes I do my best to attract his attention if only once, but he does not even deign to look at me. I feel like I have become invisible to his eyes. This situation is starting to drive me crazy, but I continue to hope that one day, things will manage between us.

Today is our fourth wedding anniversary and I have prepared for him for him. I organized a dinner in head, hoping that he will appreciate this surprise that I am preparing for him.

I took care of the preparation of the kitchen and the neat dressage of the table. I made sure that the table was nicely decorated, and I flavored the house before putting a music he loves. Then I went to the bathroom where I took the time to wash carefully. After getting out of the bathroom, I returned to our room. Although this room is supposed to be ours, it has never used it. He prefers to sleep separately while we are married and supposed to share the same bed. I tried to convince him on this subject, but he remains inflexible in his decision. Since we are together, I find myself alone to sleep, while he stays in his corner. There has never been physical contact between us.

While rummaging through my wardrobe, I couldn't find a dress that I like. I then decide to consult the latest dresses published online. One of them quickly attracts my attention. Convinced that Ruben will like to see me in this sexy dress, I order without hesitation. Delivery is made quickly.

Now ready, my heart quickly beats the idea of being rejected despite my efforts. However, I keep hope that this time, our relationship will work.

An hour later and my husband is still not back when he is supposed to go back to the time. Why should he always change all my plans? Why should he always don't care about everything that concerns me?

I stress a lot because Ruben still does not show himself when it is already 23 hours exceeded. I boils with anger inside me but I still make the effort to control myself.

I sit around this table that I only reserved for both of us. I put my head on the table because I am super tired. I don't even know when I fell asleep. I wake up suddenly and I see that the door is slightly open.

Oh my God, did he come back? But since when?

I take a look at the watch and it is three in the morning.

Three in the morning? Does that mean that I spent the night sitting around this table? Why didn't he wake me up then? Or maybe he didn't get home?

Many questions cross my mind and I have no answer for each of my questions.

I get up despite my depression and head to his room. I have to reassure myself that he is really there. I want to be sure of myself, I give a push to the door that opens without making any noise.

I felt pain in the heart when I saw what my eyes observed. It was as if I had a dream at that time. I had my spinning head and my members gradually let go of me. I recognize that my relationship with my husband is not ideal, but that does not justify his behavior towards me. What could I have done in Ruben to deserve this?

How does he dare to bring another woman back to us? I bring my courage together and enter the room. I have to act, otherwise they will take me for an idiot. I am not so naive.

Ruben rises suddenly from the bed and advances towards me, his eyes filled with hatred. How much can he hate me to dare to bring another woman to us, what is the day of our wedding anniversary?

__Quits which allows you to enter my room without hitting? Have you forgotten good manners? He cried high and aggressive.

I am shocked by his reaction. I expected it to react this way.

__Comment do you do that to me, Ruben? I am your wife, your wife, Ruben, I say in a trembling voice, letting my tears flow.

__ Draw from my room and stop behaving like a kid. You are not my wife and you will never be, he replies.

__What ?

__TU heard me of course.

__I this is the case, I want the divorce.

To follow ........