Clara froze. Her breath hitched in her throat, burning with the acrid aftertaste of tequila. The memories of last night were a shattered mosaic-a stack of unpaid medical bills on her kitchen counter, a desperate need to drown the anxiety, the company party she hadn't meant to stay at, and the shots. Too many shots.
She remembered pulling out her phone, intending to text Scott, the senior analyst she had a crush on. She had typed something stupid, something bold, her vision blurring as she scrolled through the 'S' contacts.
"I'm lonely. Are you?"
She must have hit send. God, please let it be Scott.
She peeled one eye open. The room was bathed in the grey, unforgiving light of a Manhattan dawn. This wasn't her apartment. The ceiling was too high, adorned with crown molding that cost more than her college tuition.
She turned her head, slowly, terrified of what she would find.
A man was sleeping next to her. Face buried in the pillow, but the profile was unmistakable. The sharp jawline, the dark hair that usually looked like it had been styled by a geometrician, now messy and falling over his forehead.
Sebastian Sterling.
Clara's heart slammed against her ribs so hard she thought it might crack them. She hadn't just slept with her boss. She had slept with the CEO. The billionaire shark who had acquired three companies last week and fired a hundred people before lunch. And she had texted him. "Sterling, Sebastian" was right next to "Scott" in the company directory synced to her phone.
He shifted in his sleep, the sheet slipping down to his waist.
That was when she saw it.
On the left side of his chest, right over his heart, was a tattoo. It was stark black ink against pale skin, four digits in a typewriter font: 0825.
Clara stared at it. It seemed out of place on a man who treated his body like a corporate asset. 0825. A date? A code? She didn't have time to decipher it. Panic, cold and sharp, flooded her system.
If he woke up, she was dead. Not literally, but professionally, socially, and emotionally. He would look at her with those cold, calculating eyes and see a mistake. A liability.
She slid out from under the covers, her bare feet sinking into plush carpet. The movement sent a fresh wave of nausea crashing through her. She gripped the bedside table, squeezing her eyes shut until the room stopped tilting.
She scanned the room frantically. Her dress-a cheap, navy blue thing from H&M-was in a heap near the door. Her bra was hanging off a velvet armchair.
She moved like a ghost, snatching up her clothes. Her hands shook so badly she could barely fasten the clasp of her bra. She pulled the dress over her head, wincing as the zipper snagged on her skin.
She spotted her clutch on the bedside table. Next to it was an open wrapper. A condom wrapper.
Heat flooded her face. At least they had been careful. Men like Sebastian Sterling didn't leave loose ends. They didn't risk heirs with girls from the Bronx whose fathers had walked out on them before they could walk.
Clara grabbed her bag. She needed to wash her face. She needed to vomit. She slipped into the bathroom, which was the size of her entire apartment. She splashed freezing water on her face, staring at her reflection.
Her mascara was smeared, her lips swollen. She looked like a wreck.
Her phone buzzed on the marble counter. A text message.
Mount Sinai Billing Dept: Reminder. $10,000 deposit for Martha Miller's surgery is due by 5:00 PM today.
Clara gripped the edge of the sink, her knuckles turning white. The hangover vanished, replaced by the crushing weight of reality. She had exactly eight hundred dollars in her checking account.
A low groan came from the bedroom. The sound of movement. Sheets rustling.
Clara didn't breathe. She grabbed her bag and bolted.
She pushed open the heavy mahogany door of Suite 1501 and slipped into the hallway. It was empty. Every step sent a jolt of pain through her temples. She couldn't run; her body felt like lead. She stumbled toward the elevators, her bare feet making no sound on the runner. She jammed the button for the lobby.
As the elevator doors began to slide shut, she looked back.
The door to Suite 1501 opened. A tall figure stepped out, silhouetted against the light from the room. He was wearing nothing but sweatpants.
Clara hammered the Close Door button. "Come on, come on," she whispered.
The doors sealed just as he turned his head.
She collapsed against the metal wall of the elevator as it descended. She had escaped. He probably wouldn't even remember who was in his bed. To him, she was just a body. A blur of alcohol and bad decisions.
She forced herself to walk through the lobby of the Park Hyatt, using the marble pillars for support. The concierge gave her a withering look, but Clara was too focused on not passing out to care. She burst out onto 57th Street, the cold morning air biting through her thin dress.
She hailed a yellow cab, diving into the backseat.
Her phone vibrated again. Not the hospital this time.
It was a reply to the text she had sent last night.
She looked at the sender. It wasn't Scott. The name glared back at her: Sterling, Sebastian (CEO).
The message had been sent at 2:00 AM.
Come over.
Clara stared at the screen, horror dawning on her. She hadn't stumbled into his room by accident. He had invited her. He had been awake.
She deleted the message instantly, her fingers trembling. If she deleted it, it didn't happen.
She made it back to her tiny studio apartment and scrubbed her skin raw in the shower, trying to wash away the scent of cedarwood and expensive scotch. She put on her most conservative work blouse and slacks.
She just had to get through the day. She would keep her head down. He wouldn't notice her.
She reached for her bag to grab her ID badge. She needed it to clear the security turnstiles at Sterling Tower.
Her hand grasped empty air inside the clutch.
She dumped the contents onto her bed. Lipstick. Breath mints. Phone. Wallet.
No badge.
Clara's blood ran cold. She closed her eyes, visualizing the floor of Suite 1501. The velvet armchair. The carpet.
Her ID badge, with her name and photo-Clara Miller, Mergers & Acquisitions-was lying on the floor of Sebastian Sterling's bedroom.