Chapter 4 I'm glad it's you

The next morning dawned gray, with a drizzle that blurred the London skyline outside her small flat. Clara stood before the mirror in her living room, adjusting her uniform. Her eyes were red, but her resolve was firm.

She grabbed her bag and headed out, the city cold and indifferent as always. The drive to St. George's Hospital felt longer than usual. When she walked into Room 321, the air seemed thicker.

Adrian was awake, staring out the window. The light caught the side of his face, softening the sharpness of his jawline. His expression was distant, lost - but when he turned and saw her, something flickered.

"You came back," he said quietly, as if afraid she wouldn't.

Clara froze at the door, her heart hammering. "It's my job."

He smiled faintly - the kind of smile that used to melt her defenses. "Still... I'm glad it's you."

She looked away quickly, forcing professionalism into her tone. "Let's focus on getting you better, Mr. Cole."

But as she approached his bedside, she caught his gaze again - and for a moment, it wasn't the billionaire, the patient, or the stranger she saw. It was the boy who once looked at her like she was something precious.

And that scared her more than anything else.

Clara hesitated at the doorway, her hands folded neatly in front of her. "It's... impressive," she offered.

He turned, a faint smile tugging at his lips. "That's a polite way of saying it looks like a museum."

She didn't argue - because it did. It looked like a showroom of success, not a home.

Evelyn and Richard Cole had arranged everything with swift precision. The guest suite beside Adrian's room had been converted into a small medical space - monitoring equipment, first-aid essentials, and a minimalist desk for Clara. She was to stay on-site "until his recovery progressed."

Clara had told herself she could handle it - professionalism, boundaries, distance. But standing there, surrounded by the lingering scent of his cologne and the quiet weight of shared space, she wasn't so sure.

The first few days passed in a rhythm of cautious politeness.

Mornings began with the soft hum of the coffee machine and the sound of rain against glass. Adrian would join her in the kitchen, barefoot, hair tousled, the picture of disarming ease. He was nothing like the arrogant seventeen-year-old she remembered - at least not on the surface.

"Good morning," he'd greet, his tone warm but tentative.

"Morning, Mr. Cole," she'd reply automatically, eyes fixed on her tablet or the kettle.

He'd always correct her gently. "Adrian."

And she'd always pretend not to hear.

In the afternoons, she guided him through the physical therapy Dr. Lewis had prescribed - slow walks across the room, breathing exercises, light stretches. His body healed faster than his mind. His memory, however, remained stubbornly fractured.

But sometimes, when he laughed - an unguarded, genuine sound - something in Clara's chest ached. It was the same laugh from years ago, the one she'd once loved.

One evening, after a particularly long session, Clara found him standing on the balcony, leaning on the railing as the city lights blinked below. The wind tousled his hair, and for a moment, he looked like the boy she once knew - not the man burdened by power and memory loss.

"You should be resting," she said quietly.

He didn't turn around. "Can't sleep."

Clara stepped beside him, arms folded. "Too much on your mind?"

He exhaled. "More like too little. It's strange, isn't it? Having everything - money, property, even a name - but feeling like a stranger to yourself."

She glanced at him. "You'll remember eventually."

"Maybe," he said softly. "But sometimes I wonder if I want to."

She frowned. "What do you mean?"

He turned to her, eyes dark and searching. "What if I remember things I don't like? What if I wasn't a good man before?"

The question caught her off guard. Clara looked away, her voice quiet. "Then you get to be better now."

Adrian studied her for a moment - the strength in her simplicity, the calm that steadied him more than any medicine. "You speak like someone who's had to start over before."

Her jaw tightened. "Maybe I have."

They stood there in silence for a while, the wind carrying the faint hum of traffic below. Adrian wanted to ask more - about her past, about why she looked at him with both familiarity and restraint - but something in her posture warned him not to.

So instead, he said softly, "Thank you."

She looked at him, startled. "For what?"

"For being here. For not treating me like a patient or a burden. It means more than you think."

Clara hesitated, then smiled faintly - a small, genuine curve of her lips that made something inside him shift. "You're welcome, Mr. Cole."

He chuckled under his breath. "There you go again."

"What?"

"Mr. Cole. It sounds... distant."

"It's supposed to," she said.