Chapter 2

HAZEL POV:

The world went silent. I stood frozen in the hallway, Carter's words echoing in the sudden quiet of my mind. A cover. They were going to steal my life, my name, for a child that wasn't mine, a symbol of their love that I would be forced to carry as my own shame.

A sour taste filled my mouth. The sounds from the study, the soft murmurs and stifled moans, became a physical torment. Tears streamed down my face, hot and silent. Through the blur, I saw a ghost of myself, the naive girl who had walked down the aisle three years ago, so full of hope.

I remembered all the times I had tried to bridge the gap between us. I'd worn the lingerie he'd once said he liked, only for him to turn away, blaming a headache. I'd initiated contact countless times, only to be met with a flinch and a gentle, "Not tonight, Hazel. I'm just not ready."

He was never ready for me. But for Jodie, he was more than ready. The proof was growing inside her.

The next morning, I walked down to the dining room like a ghost. Carter and Jodie were already there. He was placing a piece of cantaloupe on her plate, a small, intimate gesture that felt like a slap in the face.

"Morning, sleepyhead," Carter said, his smile not reaching his eyes.

I saw it then, under the table. His hand was resting on her thigh, his thumb drawing slow, possessive circles.

"Morning," I replied, my voice flat. I sat down, the chair scraping loudly against the polished floor.

Carter frowned, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face. "Is something wrong?"

Before I could answer, Jodie gagged, her hand flying to her mouth. She bolted from the table, and we could hear her retching in the nearby powder room.

Carter's body tensed. He half-rose from his chair, his instinct to go to her, but he caught my eye and froze. His gaze darted back and forth between me and the hallway, a man caught between his duty and his desire.

He stayed seated, but his attention was gone. He kept looking toward the powder room, his concern for Jodie a palpable thing in the air.

When Jodie returned, pale and shaken, Carter shot up from his seat.

"This food is unacceptable," he snapped at our private chef, who stood nervously by the kitchen door. "What is this? It's making Jodie sick."

The breakfast was smoked salmon and poached eggs. My favorite. He knew it. This wasn't about the food; it was about punishing someone for Jodie's discomfort.

My appetite vanished. I pushed my plate away.

"Where are you going?" Carter demanded, grabbing my wrist. His grip was surprisingly tight.

"I'm not hungry."

"Don't be difficult, Hazel," he said, his voice low and commanding. "I was thinking we could all go for a drive. Up to the cliffs. The fresh air will do Jodie good." He didn't wait for my response, turning to the maid. "Martha, pack a basket. Make sure to include the ginger ale Jodie likes, and a blanket. The soft cashmere one."

He listed off Jodie's favorite things, from the sparkling water she preferred to the specific brand of crackers she ate. I was an afterthought, a piece of luggage being brought along for the ride.

In the car, the passenger seat, my seat, had been adjusted. It was pushed far back, and a small, pink silk pillow was tucked against the headrest. Jodie's. I remembered asking Carter once if I could leave a book in the car, and he'd told me he hated clutter.

His car was a sanctuary, just not for me.

I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Jodie, why don't you sit up front? You'll be more comfortable."

She gave me a grateful, sickly smile and switched places with me. I spent the entire drive in the back, watching them in the rearview mirror. They chatted and laughed, their heads close together. I felt like a stranger.

The picnic was a performance. Carter played the part of the doting husband for a few friends who met us there, but his eyes constantly strayed to Jodie. He knew exactly when to remind her not to drink her iced tea too fast. "You know it upsets your stomach, sweetheart."

He caught me watching and his hand shot back as if burned. He quickly turned to me, a fake smile plastered on his face. "Hazel, have some juice. I know you love cranberry."

I stared at the glass he offered. I hadn't been able to drink cranberry juice for two years. Not since a chronic stomach issue had developed.

He didn't know. Or he didn't care.

He then offered me a plate of shrimp. "Here, your favorite."

I'm allergic to shellfish. Jodie loves shrimp. My throat closed up.

Just then, the sky turned a dark, bruised purple. The wind picked up, and suddenly, rain was lashing down.

"We should go," I said, my voice tight. "The road will be dangerous."

"Don't be such a party pooper, Hazel," Jodie whined, pulling her blanket tighter. "I want to wait for the rainbow."

"Jodie's right," Carter said, his tone leaving no room for argument. "We're staying."

His eyes were cold, daring me to argue. I fell silent.

The rainbow never came. Instead, the ground began to shift. A low rumble grew into a roar, and a wave of mud and debris came surging down the hillside. A landslide.

Panic erupted. People screamed and ran. I scrambled to my feet, but my ankle twisted on the slick grass, and I went down with a cry of pain.

"Carter!" I screamed, reaching for him.

He was already moving, but not towards me. He swept Jodie into his arms and ran for the line of cars, leaving me behind in the mud and the rain.

I watched him go, his back turned to me, his only concern the woman in his arms. The sense of abandonment was so absolute, it was almost peaceful.

I managed to pull myself up, my ankle screaming in protest. I took one step, then another, before my foot slipped again. This time, there was nothing to stop me. I tumbled over the edge of the cliff, the world spinning into a chaos of pain and darkness.

The last thing I remembered was the crushing weight of my own body hitting the rocks below.

When I woke up, I was in a hospital bed. Carter was sitting beside me, his face a mask of guilt.

"Hazel," he said softly. "You're awake."

I tried to speak, but my throat was raw. My entire body ached.

"The doctors said you're lucky," he continued, avoiding my eyes. "Just a few broken ribs and a bad concussion. Jodie... Jodie's face was cut up pretty badly by some flying debris. The doctors said she needs a skin graft to avoid permanent scarring."

He finally looked at me, his eyes pleading. "They need a donor, Hazel. From your leg. They said you're the best match."