Chapter 2 MY BIGGEST MISTAKE

ALYSSA'S POV

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I smiled as I stopped in front of Logan's door. I was sure he would be happy to see me.

I haven't seen Logan in weeks, even though we attended the same college.

He has been busy with classes because of his demanding course. He was pursuing a degree in medicine and I couldn't have been more proud.

Logan had never invited me to his house but I got his address and decided to surprise him.

I was also a little worried as he hadn't been picking my calls or replying my texts.

I would finally see him after such a long time. I knocked slowly on the door but the door was open.

Surprised, I pushed the door open all the way in and walked in. The house was quiet and the living room was empty.

There were empty glasses of wine scattered on the table and empty plates.

Did someone visit him? Where were they then?

I looked around admiring his living room. From what I was seeing, Logan was rich.

I never got the impression. I always thought he was comfortable but not this rich.

He had gotten me a simple necklace for my birthday a few months ago and barely gave me gifts because he complained about not having enough money.

But I didn't mind. I couldn't keep any expensive gifts anyway because Miranda would take them from me.

But it seemed like he actually was doing well.

'It's just nice decor, Alyssa. It doesn't mean anything.'

I turned as I heard voices from the room. I paused and smiled. Was he on the phone?

Oh, I couldn't wait to see the look on his face when he...

I halted at the door, my breath caught in my throat as I pressed my ears against the door.

I thought I could hear a lady's voice too. No way, Logan would never cheat on me...

Yeah, he could be mean and he hit me a few times in the past but he loved me.

Despite knowing...he loved me. No man would ever love me the way he did.

I pushed the door open with a big smile on my face and the smile died as I witnessed the scene in front of me.

Logan was naked in bed with another girl. She was riding him and he looked like he was enjoying it way too much.

He didn't even look that satisfied with me. But what hurt the most?

The girl fucking my boyfriend, was none other than my best friend, Tricia.

And they looked like they were enjoying themselves way too much.

They both turned and saw me and Logan sneered at me and Tricia winked at me.

They didn't care that I caught them. Oh my God. My eyes widened to the size of saucers and my knees turned weak as I watched them, my eyes filling with tears.

Tricia kept her eyes on me as she increased her pace fucking Logan with loud slutty moans.

Logan grabbed her waist as he ground himself against her, groaning in pleasure as if they were putting on a show for me.

"What are you doing?" I managed to ask, my voice coming out a whisper instead of a shout.

Tears were falling down my cheeks now as I stood there, watching my best friend fuck my boyfriend, mocking me with their eyes and moaning.

They didn't stop until they orgasmed. They kissed passionately as my heart broke into several tiny pieces.

And still I could do was stand there and watch them.

"How could you do this to me? How could you Tricia? What kind of friend are you?"

I yelled, finding my voice at some point. Tricia grabbed the bed covers and wrapped them around her.

She walked over to me while Logan sat on the bed going through his phone.

Pain and shame twisted my heart, as I stared at my unconcerned boyfriend.

He didn't care that I caught him.

Before I could make sense of anything else, Tricia walked over to me and slapped me hard across the face.

She slapped me several times that Iost count and then she pushed me to the ground and started to kick me.

She only stopped when Logan looked up from his phone with a chuckle.

"That's enough, Tricia. I think she's learnt her lesson." He sneered.

I sat on the floor, stupefied as tears ran down my eyes and my nose ran with snot.

I caught my boyfriend in bed with my best friend, I should be the angry one but instead I get beaten by my so called best friend?

I glared up at Tricia as I tried to talk through the tears.

"How could you do this to me? You're my best friend!" I cried.

She gasped, her eyes shining with mockery.

"I'm really sorry, Ally. But Logan's cock is so huge and he sure knows how to fuck." She said in a dreamy voice and she and Logan burst into laughter.

I stared at them in shock and pain.

How did I not see it before now? Logan didn't care about me...and Tricia...she always wanted him.

She was always praising Logan and kept advising me to give him a chance.

"And Logan says you're boring in bed. You were never supposed to find out but then you barged in just now..."

Tricia scoffed and kicked me again.

"That's what you get for barging on us." She sneered.

I tried to stand but she pushed me down again making me hit my head against the door.

My vision blurred and I felt a sharp pain in my head. I shook my head and held out my hand to Logan.

"Logan...please, she's hurting me. I... I just wanted to surprise you." I cried out.

Logan let out a sigh and started to walk towards me.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me up, as he stared into my eyes, while his hands caressed my hair.

I smiled up at him. I knew he cared about me. Yeah, he cheated on me but I was sure Tricia was at fault here.

She must have... I let out a scream as Logan slammed my head against the door.

My hands flew to my forehead and I saw the blood.

I looked up at Logan in horror. Tricia was laughing.

"Logan..." I gasped, unable to believe he just hit me.

He grabbed my hair and sneered at me.

"Didn't I warn you about visiting my place? How dare you barge in here, you dirty little slut!" He spat.

My eyes glazed over and I almost passed out, my head was hammering painfully.

"How...how...could you...you...I can't..." Trailing off, with my last strength, I dragged my hair out of his hands.

"I'm breaking up with you. Enjoy your little affair with Tricia." I spat.

I have no idea where I got the courage to say the words I should have said to him months ago.

From the first time he raised his hands on me...

But it wasn't too late. I never wanted to see him again.

I turned to walk out the door and his next words stopped me in my tracks, as my breath seized.

"If you do that, I'll tell everyone your little secret, you dirty slut."

I turned to look at him, the look in his eyes telling me he was serious.

No, no, no. No one could ever find out about that. I made the biggest mistake ever telling Logan but I would die before I let anyone find out.

No one could find out Logan was right. That I had been nothing but a slut once.