"She was my best friend growing up, Chloe, that's all," he had told me a year into our relationship when I first saw old photos of them together, their arms slung around each other, looking more like a couple than friends. "We haven't spoken in years. You have nothing to worry about. You're my future."
I believed him. I wanted to believe him.
Then, six months ago, Brittany came back.
The change in Liam was immediate and drastic. It was like a switch had been flipped. Suddenly, his phone was always buzzing with texts from her. Our quiet evenings were interrupted by her frantic calls about some minor crisis-a leaky faucet, a bad dream, a fight with her on-again, off-again boyfriend.
Liam became her personal handyman, therapist, and chauffeur, all rolled into one.
He would leave our dinner to go fix her Wi-Fi. He canceled a weekend trip we had planned for months because Brittany "really needed a friend" after a breakup. He spent more time at her apartment than he did at ours, always with the same excuse: "She's all alone here, Chloe. She has no one else."
The excuses became more and more absurd.
One time, he asked me to stop wearing my favorite jasmine-scented perfume.
"Why?" I had asked, confused.
"Brittany is allergic," he said, not meeting my eyes. "It gives her a headache."
"Brittany doesn't live with us, Liam," I pointed out, my patience wearing thin.
"I know, but sometimes she comes over, and the smell lingers. It's not a big deal, just use a different one."
It felt like a very big deal to me. I was being asked to change my habits in my own home to cater to the sensitivities of a woman I barely knew, a woman who was slowly but surely taking over my life.
I felt like I was living with a ghost. Her preferences dictated our meals, her schedule dictated our plans, and her emotional state dictated his mood. I wasn't his partner anymore; I was an inconvenient third party in his relationship with her.
He had promised me a future, a marriage, a life together. But looking at him now, defending the woman who had just destroyed our wedding day, I realized the truth.
His promise was a lie. My role in his life wasn't as his future wife. It was as a placeholder, a temporary fixture until the real star of his life returned to center stage.
The whole thing-our engagement, our relationship, my love for him-it was all just a joke.
And I was the punchline.