I always fell for it. I' d lend her money I never saw again, buy her things she "needed," and even got her the receptionist job at my firm, hoping it would help her get on her feet. I saw her as my childhood friend from our small town, someone I needed to protect in the big city.
I never saw the envy behind her sad eyes. I never understood that my success was a constant, bitter reminder of her own perceived failures.
I remembered one trip, years ago. We' d shared a hotel room for a weekend getaway. I paid for it, of course. She claimed she had a "dust allergy" and needed the bed by the window, the one with the better view. She then "accidentally" spilled a bottle of red wine on the other bed, leaving me to sleep on the lumpy, pull-out sofa.
"I' m so clumsy!" she had cried, tears welling up. "I' ll pay for the cleaning fee, I promise!"
She never did. I paid for it. And I comforted her.
The memory made my stomach turn. How had I been so blind?
The day before our trip, Wendy cornered me by the coffee machine, her eyes red-rimmed. She had clearly been practicing her crying.
"Gabby, I can' t do it," she whispered, her voice cracking. "I can' t sit in a coach seat for twelve hours. My motion sickness is just too bad. I' ll be throwing up the whole time."
Here it comes, I thought.
"I know you think I' m just being cheap," she continued, dabbing at her dry eyes with a tissue. "But it' s not that. I' m just... poor, Gabby. I really am. I only have like, fifty dollars to my name until next week."
She looked up at me, her expression a perfect blend of desperation and shame. It was a masterful performance.
In my first life, this is where I broke. I caved, bought the sleeper cabin, and set my own murder in motion.
This time, I just watched her. I let the silence hang in the air, enjoying the flicker of panic in her eyes as I failed to give her the expected response.
"I' m sorry to hear that, Wendy," I said finally, my tone neutral.
I didn' t offer money. I didn' t offer a solution. I just stood there, my face a mask of mild concern.
She was forced to continue. "So, I was thinking... maybe you could just... lend me the money for half the sleeper? I' ll pay you back, I swear! The first of the month!"
I just kept looking at her.
"Please, Gabby? I' ll do anything."
The desperation was real now. Her plan was falling apart.
I sighed, pretending to be deep in thought. "Well, I already bought my coach ticket. They' re non-refundable."
"You can upgrade!" she said, a little too quickly. "It' s easy!"
I shook my head slowly. "I don' t know, Wendy..."
I let her plead for another minute, watching her squirm. It was a small, bitter taste of revenge, but it was satisfying.
Finally, on the morning of our trip, I sent her a text.
"Good news! My parents were worried about me traveling in coach alone, so they surprised me and upgraded my ticket to a private sleeper! So I guess you can have your quiet ride after all. See you at the station!"
I imagined her reading it. The flash of triumph, thinking she had won. Thinking my soft-hearted parents had done her dirty work for her.
She wouldn' t even question it. She was too self-absorbed to consider any other possibility.
At my desk, I carefully brewed a cup of expensive, artisanal coffee. I took one sip, then placed it on the corner of my desk, right where I knew Wendy would pass on her way out. She was a notorious scavenger, always helping herself to any food or drink left unattended. She called it "being frugal." I called it being a mooch.
Into the coffee, I had stirred a small, white, tasteless powder. A powerful, delayed-action laxative. The box promised results in two to three hours.
Perfect timing.
I packed my bag, a cold, calm feeling settling over me. The game was about to begin.