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I haven't even dropped the canvas before I hear Alex's feet retreating to the kitchen. He's humming quietly - some new tune, I'm sure - as he digs around for juice and fruit. I should be comforted by the sound of it: the rumble of his voice as he says good morning to the rest of household, the domesticity of our routine. Instead it is echoing in my