The Abyss.
Not a place, but a state of unbeing. Cold, crushing pressure. The silent screams of a million forgotten souls.
She was dissolving, her essence scattering into the void.
The confusion remained, a sharp point in the fading agony. The Quill. The Arbiter. Silas. Clara.
Why?
Then, oblivion.
A gasp.
Elara sat bolt upright, her heart hammering. She was in her own chambers in The Crossroads.
Sunlight, or what passed for it in this realm, streamed through her window.
She touched her chest. Her Aura of Authority was there, whole, thrumming with power.
A dream? No.
The memory of the Abyss, the betrayal, the pain – it was too real, too visceral. It clung to her like grave dust.
She looked at the celestial calendar on her wall. Today.
Today was the day she was scheduled to depart for her Mortal Trial. The day it all began.
She had been reborn. Given a second chance.
The memory of the pain, Seraphina's face, Silas and Clara' s betrayal, it wasn't just a memory. It was a brand on her soul.
It fueled a cold, hard resolve. This would not happen again.
A soft knock on her door.
"Elara? May I come in?" Silas' s voice.
Elara took a breath, schooling her features. "Enter, Silas."
He came in, his face etched with worry. The same worry she remembered from... before.
"Elara, it' s about Seraphina."
Here it comes, she thought.
"She' s a good girl, talented, but... she lacks the true Aura of Authority. She yearns to be an Adjudicator, but she simply doesn't possess the core essence." He sighed, looking genuinely troubled.
A masterful performance. Or perhaps, in this timeline, he was still her friend, and the future she remembered was one he hadn't yet chosen. No, the memory was too strong. He was a liar.
"It is a rare gift, Silas," Elara said, her voice even.
Clara joined him then, her expression soft, concerned. "Elara, dear, with The Arbiter in such deep seclusion, and your Mortal Trial approaching... Silas and I, we were thinking."
"Thinking what, Clara?"
"Perhaps it would be prudent," Silas continued, "for us to safeguard your Quill of Reckoning while you are away. Just as a precaution. The Crossroads is... unsettled without The Arbiter' s active presence."
Elara looked at them, her oldest friends, individuals who had been like siblings to her since they all came into being. She remembered their laughter, their shared duties, the eons of trust.
And she remembered their cold eyes as they condemned her.
The offer to "safeguard" her Quill. The first step in their betrayal.
"That is... a generous offer," Elara said slowly, the memory of her stolen Aura, her agonizing death, burning in her mind.
Suspicion, cold and sharp, pierced through the remnants of old affection. This was the beginning of the trap.
She would not walk into it again.
"I appreciate your concern, truly," Elara said, forcing a small smile. "But the Quill is safest with me. However, your words about The Arbiter... they trouble me. I believe I should consult him directly before I depart."
She wouldn't give them the Quill. Not this time. She would go to The Arbiter, find out why he was truly "secluded."
This was her second chance, and she would use every shred of foreknowledge to uncover the truth and protect herself. The Abyss had taught her the cost of blind trust.