The canoe trip. It replayed in my mind.
The dark water, the panic, Ethan' s hand reaching for me.
Eleanor Cole had been relentless after that.
"Sarah, dear, Ethan is so taken with you. And after what he did... it' s a sign."
A sign I should chain myself to a man I didn' t love, to pay a debt.
Eleanor hoped I would "cure" Ethan of his obsession with Olivia Hayes.
Olivia, who was then engaged to Marcus.
It hadn' t worked.
The past three years were a blur of Ethan' s coldness, his barely concealed resentment.
His girlfriends. So many of them.
He' d always said they were just... distractions.
Now, listening to him with Eleanor, I wondered.
Could it be? Was he playing a role even before this?
The thought made me sick.
He wasn' t just cruel; he was a master manipulator.
"Marcus wouldn' t leave Olivia alone for a second," Ethan was saying to Eleanor, his voice confident. "I need to be with her. Console her."
Eleanor murmured something I couldn' t catch.
"Sarah? She' ll believe whatever we tell her. She always does. That sense of obligation runs deep."
He was right. It had.
My friend Chloe, a fellow nurse, had tried to warn me.
"Sarah, he treats you like dirt. That' s not love. That' s not even obligation. That' s... something sick."
I hadn' t listened. I owed him.
But now, the debt felt different.
It wasn' t a life saved; it was a life stolen. My life.
The baby inside me, conceived in that loveless, deceitful marriage...
It felt like a chain, binding me to him, to this family built on lies.
I couldn't. I wouldn't.
A quiet decision formed in my mind, cold and hard.
The debt was paid. I owed Ethan Cole nothing.
I would terminate the pregnancy.