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It's too quiet again.
I didn't realize how much space Mason's breathing took up. Now that it's gone, the apartment feels like it's holding its breath. Waiting.
It's not like I miss him.
Not really.
But part of me keeps listening for the way he used to stir in his sleep. Just a sound. A presence.
Now, even my shadow feels distant.
The food's down to half a pack of dry pasta, one can of beans, and a crushed protein bar. I haven't eaten since yesterday morning, but my stomach's too twisted to care.
I check the front door for the third time that morning.
That's when I notice it.
The lock.
It's turned just a hair off center.
Not how I left it.
My skin goes tight.
There's a thin scratch running across the knob like someone fumbled with a key that didn't quite fit.
I tell myself it's nothing. A draft. My own mistake.
But I don't believe me.
I wedge a chair under the doorknob and tape a string to the handle. Just in case.
Then I sit on the floor, knees tucked to my chest, every muscle on alert.
This isn't survival anymore.
This is siege.
I doze off sometime in the afternoon, only to jolt awake to the sound of footsteps in the hallway.
Not heavy. Not rushed.
Just steady.
Slow.
I press my back to the wall, heart pounding.
The steps pause near my door.
No knock.
No voice.
Just silence.
I don't breathe.
Not until the footsteps continue down the hall.
I don't sleep that night.
Instead, I sit with the knife I took from the kitchen drawer resting in my lap. It's small. Dull. But it's something.
I listen.
I wait.
And I think about all the things I can't control:
Mom's absence.
Mason's secrets.
The food.
The cold.
The things that move in silence.
Rule #12: If you feel hunted, you probably are.
And shadows don't knock before they break the door.